Dua etsek unutmamak i\u00e7in, unutarak nefes almamak i\u00e7in. Ayna olmak i\u00e7in Allah\u2019\u0131n isimlerine, kendi kendimizi ke\u015ffetmek i\u00e7in, t\u00fcm istidatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n inki\u015faf etmesi i\u00e7in. T\u0131pk\u0131 bir tohumun a\u011fa\u00e7 olmak i\u00e7in dua etti\u011fi gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
BUG\u00dcN Y\u0130NE yery\u00fcz\u00fcne uyand\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hediye olarak. Ama bunu unutmak da var. \u201cHer canl\u0131 do\u011far, b\u00fcy\u00fcr ve \u00f6l\u00fcr\u201d sistemati\u011fi i\u00e7ine s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p yaln\u0131zca ya\u015famak, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden ya\u015famak da var. Sadece yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde ya\u015famak, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 hi\u00e7 kald\u0131rmamak, Peygamberimiz (s.a.s)\u2019in dedi\u011fi gibi d\u00fcnyada uykuda olmak ve \u00f6l\u00fcnce uyanmak da var. Bug\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcndelik tela\u015feleri i\u00e7inde d\u00fcn\u00fcn elimden yitmi\u015fli\u011fi var ve yar\u0131n\u0131n planlanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 belki de ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmeyebilece\u011fini hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden.<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm ger\u00e7e\u011fini akl\u0131ma getirmeden, kazara geldi\u011finde de h\u0131zla kovmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak ya\u015famak, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o geldi\u011finde t\u00fcm mutluluklar\u0131m s\u00f6necek. Mutluluk deyince \u015fimdi, \u015fu anda ger\u00e7ekten mutlu muyum diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden yar\u0131nki planlar\u0131m\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gelecek mutlulu\u011fu beklemek. Bunca tela\u015fenin ruhuma yeterli gelmemesinin, ince ince i\u00e7 s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n, huzursuzlu\u011fumun sesini bast\u0131rmak; duymamak y\u00fcre\u011fimin \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131. Ben kimim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemek; niye yarat\u0131ld\u0131m, niye ben dememek ve benim yolum nereye, \u00f6l\u00fcm beni nereye g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek diye sormamak kendi kendime.<\/p>\n
Bu sorulara ge\u00e7ici cevaplar bulmak. Ben \u00f6\u011frenciyim demek mesela. Kurma d\u00fcnyalar\u0131m\u0131zda bir ger\u00e7ekli\u011fin, bir ger\u00e7ek d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u00e7inde kendi kendimize, kendi d\u00fcnyalar\u0131m\u0131zda ya\u015famak da var benim gibi, ad\u0131 \u201cinsan\u201d olan her canl\u0131 i\u00e7in b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tehlike olarak. Evcilik oynayan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocuklar gibi olmak. O \u00e7ocuklar da anne olur, doktor olur. Biz de anne oluruz, doktor oluruz. Hatta profes\u00f6r de oluruz. \u201cBizimki oyun de\u011fil ger\u00e7ek ama\u201d savunmalar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p kendimize g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn kurmaca unvanlar\u0131yla birlikte solup gitti\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcz.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcne\u015f herkese do\u011far, t\u00fcm d\u00fcnya g\u00f6r\u00fcr bunu, ay herkese ayn\u0131 bakar, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar ayn\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmser. Biz \u00e7ok k\u00f6kl\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fiklikler yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 san\u0131r\u0131z hayat\u0131m\u0131zda s\u00f6zgelimi kalkar d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ta \u00f6teki ucuna gideriz. Bu s\u00f6zde de\u011fi\u015fikli\u011fin kendimizce y\u00fckledi\u011fimiz anlam\u0131ndan s\u0131y\u0131rabilsek kendimizi, bir dinlesek g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc; ay\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015fi ve y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 \u201cBiz yine buraday\u0131z, yani sen ayn\u0131 yerdesin \u201c der buluruz. Hatta d\u00fcnyay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p \u00e7\u0131ksak da ayn\u0131 yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f alan\u0131n i\u00e7inde buluruz kendimizi ve bir Kur\u2019an-\u0131 Kerim ayetinin Allah\u2019\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sath\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 belirtti\u011fini hat\u0131rlar\u0131z belki de. Dinlersek bu arada bir de kendimizi en \u00e7ok yitirmekten, yokluktan korktu\u011fumuzu duyar\u0131z ve yoklu\u011fa giden \u015feyden ka\u00e7ar\u0131z. Vakitlerimizi yok etmemenin, \u00f6ld\u00fcrmemenin pe\u015finde ko\u015far\u0131z. Biliriz ki ne kadar ge\u00e7ici bir memnuniyet duysak da bitti\u011finde, ge\u00e7ip gitti\u011finde o vakitler elimizde kalakalan koca bir bo\u015fluktur. Bu bo\u015fluktan bucak bucak ka\u00e7ar\u0131z. Ruhumuz bunu istemez, \u00f6yle yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Allah Teala faniden ka\u00e7\u0131p Bakiye ula\u015fmam\u0131z i\u00e7in \u00f6yle yaratm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. O\u2019na y\u00f6neliriz vakitlerimizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrmemek i\u00e7in. Namaz k\u0131lar\u0131z. Her vakitte kullu\u011fumuzu dile getiririz kainattakilerin temsilcisi bir se\u00e7ilmi\u015f olarak.<\/p>\n
Her ne yaparsak yapal\u0131m onu b\u0131rak\u0131p zaman\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n, mekan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sahibini hat\u0131rlar\u0131z ve O\u2019na sunar\u0131z zaman\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6lmesin diye. Sevdi\u011fimiz her \u015feyi de veririz O\u2019na kaybolmayan tek Baki ve her \u015feyin sahibi Malik\u00fcl M\u00fclk oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in; ilk veren ve yine vermeye de tek g\u00fcc\u00fc yeten oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in; parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 dahi yeniden toplayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildiren Kur\u2019an ayeti \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda biliriz bunu.<\/p>\n
Dua etsek bunlar\u0131 unutmamak i\u00e7in, unutarak nefes almamak i\u00e7in. Ayna olmak i\u00e7in Allah\u2019\u0131n isimlerine, kendi kendimizi ke\u015ffetmek i\u00e7in, t\u00fcm istidatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n inki\u015faf etmesi i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
T\u0131pk\u0131 bir tohumun a\u011fa\u00e7 olmak i\u00e7in dua etti\u011fi gibi\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Dua etsek unutmamak i\u00e7in, unutarak nefes almamak i\u00e7in. Ayna olmak i\u00e7in Allah\u2019\u0131n isimlerine, kendi kendimizi ke\u015ffetmek i\u00e7in, t\u00fcm istidatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n inki\u015faf etmesi i\u00e7in. T\u0131pk\u0131 bir tohumun a\u011fa\u00e7 olmak i\u00e7in dua etti\u011fi gibi\u2026 BUG\u00dcN Y\u0130NE yery\u00fcz\u00fcne uyand\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hediye olarak. Ama bunu unutmak da var. \u201cHer canl\u0131 do\u011far, b\u00fcy\u00fcr ve \u00f6l\u00fcr\u201d sistemati\u011fi i\u00e7ine s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p yaln\u0131zca ya\u015famak, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":111,"featured_media":90803,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[61],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[350],"class_list":["post-90757","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dostlar-sofrasi"],"yoast_head":"\n