\u0130PSALA\u2019NIN DERE k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011fa d\u00fcnyaya gelen g\u00fcl kokulu yavruya, Silistre gazisi dedesinin ad\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fler. G\u00fcrb\u00fcz \u00e7ocuk, k\u0131rlarda ko\u015fuyor, yorulunca da terli bedenini Meri\u00e7\u2019in serin sular\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yormu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Bir vakit sonra, tarlada \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaktan eli nas\u0131r ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f; yedisine bas\u0131nca siyah \u00f6nl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc giymi\u015f, kolal\u0131 yakal\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fc mendili; kendinden a\u011f\u0131r s\u0131rt \u00e7antas\u0131yla okulun yolunu tutmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
S\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 davran\u0131yor; soruyor, soruyor\u2026 \u00d6\u011fretmeni, yasaksavar cevaplar veriyor; lakin ku\u015fkular\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131rmaktan, i\u00e7indeki yang\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6r\u00fcklemekten \u00f6teye gitmiyormu\u015f. \u201cTarladan kabz\u0131mala verdi\u011fimiz, pazarda \u00fc\u00e7 kat\u0131na \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor; k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn asfalt\u0131 yine gecikti, neden?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011fretmeni, solu\u011fu Ramazan\u2019\u0131n evinde alm\u0131\u015f: \u201cBu \u00e7ocuk ba\u015f\u0131ma i\u015f \u00e7\u0131karacak? Dayak yasak olmasa ben bilirim yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, neyse\u2026!\u201d Anas\u0131, okula her yollay\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, tatl\u0131 sert uyar\u0131yor; lakin, nasihat kar etmiyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Be\u015fi bir olup, bir \u00e7ocu\u011fu k\u0131st\u0131ranlar, onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce t\u00fcy\u00fcyor; yakalad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n pestilini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yormu\u015f. Amans\u0131z g\u00fcc\u00fcyle, kimsesizlerin kimi, \u00e7aresizlerin \u00e7aresiymi\u015f.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam ajans\u0131 ba\u015flamayag\u00f6rs\u00fcn, kimseye rahat vermiyor; zincirleme sorular, yorgun arg\u0131n eve d\u00fc\u015fen babay\u0131 can\u0131ndan bezdiriyormu\u015f:<\/p>\n
Sakarya depreminde, Acil\u2019in bayan doktoruna, \u2018Bu halinle hastaneye giremezsin!\u2019 demi\u015fler\u2026 Dow Jones endeksi, \u00fclkeleri B\u00fcy\u00fck Beyaz Reis\u2019e mahkum etmi\u015f; neden? Okulda \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi resmi tarihmi\u015f, bir de gayriresmisi varm\u0131\u015f. Ni\u00e7in \u2018giden gelmiyor\u2019mu\u015f, \u2018acep ne i\u015f\u2019mi\u015f?<\/p>\n
Meri\u00e7\u2019in, Ardahan\u2019\u0131n \u00f6tesine ne olmu\u015f; Batum, Kremlin\u2019e; On \u0130ki Adalar, Helen\u2019e; Ba\u011fdat, Britanya\u2019ya; \u2018\u00e7evresi m\u00fcbarek k\u0131l\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fehir,\u2019 \u2018peygamberlerini \u015fehit eden kavme\u2019 nas\u0131l pe\u015fke\u015f \u00e7ekilmi\u015f? En \u00e7ok Abd\u00fclhamit seviliyormu\u015f, oralarda; bir daha da gelmemi\u015f \u00f6ylesi.<\/p>\n
O, raylar\u0131 Payitaht\u2019tan \u015eam\u2019a, oradan Kud\u00fcs\u2019e, son durak Mekke\u2019ye uzat\u0131rken nas\u0131l da, as\u0131rlar \u00f6tesini g\u00f6ren bir vizyona sahipmi\u015f? Sahi, Otuz Bir Mart, Perapalas\u2019ta zil zurna demlenen p\u0131rp\u0131rl\u0131lar\u0131n marifeti miymi\u015f? K\u0131z\u0131l Sultan(!) orada m\u0131 mimlenmi\u015f?<\/p>\n
\u0130srail\u2019i ilk, Cezayir\u2019i en son tan\u0131yanlar, kimin hesab\u0131na \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yormu\u015f; Nahcivan kan a\u011flarken niye susma hakk\u0131n\u0131 kullanm\u0131\u015f? Milyonlarcas\u0131 Firdevs\u2019e u\u011furlanan Uygurlunun cellatlar\u0131na \u2018devlet \u00fcst\u00fcn hizmet \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fc\u2019 vermek hangi de\u011ferle \u00f6rt\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f?<\/p>\n
Kafkasya\u2019da, sadece kendileri i\u00e7in de\u011fil, Anadolu i\u00e7in de vuru\u015fan \u015eamil\u2019in torunlar\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fckleri yerde gizli servise pe\u015fke\u015f \u00e7ekilip, apar topar Sibirya\u2019ya yollanacakm\u0131\u015f; bu kararda da, anl\u0131 \u015fanl\u0131 Turanc\u0131lar\u0131n parma\u011f\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f, neden?<\/p>\n
Dedesinin k\u0131rk y\u0131ld\u0131r elinden b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 eski(meyen) yaz\u0131ya ne olmu\u015f; muhtar, il\u00e7eye indi\u011finde bir yerlere u\u011frarm\u0131\u015f da ser verip s\u0131r vermezmi\u015f. Bir seferinde kaymakam, ahaliyi k\u00f6y meydan\u0131na toplay\u0131p, demi\u015f: \u201cReyinizi bu adama verdiniz verdiniz; yoksa!\u201d<\/p>\n
Onbe\u015finde, babas\u0131 elinden tutup, liseye yazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. \u0130l\u00e7eye ikinci geli\u015fiymi\u015f; ilkinde, ate\u015fler i\u00e7inde cay\u0131r cay\u0131r yanarken, ille de \u201cSenet yapt\u0131r; yoksa bakmay\u0131z; ya da dilersen Sosyal Yard\u0131m\u2019dan ka\u011f\u0131t getir!\u201d diyerek; kocaman adam\u0131, manifaturac\u0131dan, yalvar yakar be\u015f y\u00fcz lira dilenmeye mahkum etmi\u015fler; bu da Ramazan\u2019\u0131n i\u00e7ine oturmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6yl\u00fcleriyle bir evde kal\u0131yor; ilk g\u00fcnlerde can\u0131na tak diyen hasretlik, zamanla yerini rutin duygulara b\u0131rak\u0131yormu\u015f; eline ne ge\u00e7erse okuyor, takvim yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 su gibi i\u00e7iyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n
\u201cBu kavga niye; yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015fta e\u015f, secdede karde\u015f y\u00fczlerin topra\u011f\u0131na fitne tohumunu kim ekti; hangi etik de\u011fer(!), se\u00e7medi\u011fi meziyetten dolay\u0131 \u00f6tekini k\u00f6lele\u015ftirebilir? Renklerin ve dillerin \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, \u015firk de\u011fil de nedir?<\/p>\n
Benim istedi\u011fim kadar h\u00fcrs\u00fcn; biz \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcz, siz teba; \u00c7anakkale\u2019de bizimle sava\u015fm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, do\u011fru; hatta, Malazgirt\u2019te de ordunun yar\u0131s\u0131 senin; Hamidiye alaylar\u0131 da\u2026 hepsini al, senin olsun; biz art\u0131k, yepyeni bir ulusuz!<\/p>\n
Ta\u015fnak, Posof\u2019tan Midyat\u2019a yak\u0131p y\u0131kar\u2026 ta\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnde ta\u015f, kelle \u00fcst\u00fcnde ba\u015f komazken, mert\u00e7e can\u0131n\u0131 siper eden de sendin; ama \u015fartlar de\u011fi\u015fti, kusura kalma; biz yolumuza b\u00f6yle devam edece\u011fiz; i\u015fine gelirse\u2026!\u201d aymazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hangi izmin \u00e7\u00f6pl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ramazan, okulunun g\u00f6zdesiymi\u015f; akranlar\u0131, nerde bir e\u011flence ko\u015fup dururken; o, g\u00f6zleri kan \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f halde, elindeki \u201cYalan S\u00f6yleyen Tarih Utans\u0131n!\u201dla uyuyakal\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. \u201cUluslaras\u0131 \u0130li\u015fkiler okuyaca\u011f\u0131m; Telaviv\u2019in ipli\u011fini pazara \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131m!\u201d diye ahdetmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcm, \u00f6zg\u00fcven, cesaret, ilim, ahlak\u2026 onda toplanm\u0131\u015f; \u2018B\u00fct\u00fcn kitaplar\u0131n bir tek Kitap\u2019\u0131 anlamak i\u00e7in yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019 engin bir limana demir atm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Ac\u0131 haber tez zamanda yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. \u00dcsk\u00fcp \u015eairi\u2019nin \u201cHi\u00e7 bitmeyecek bir zevk verirken beste \/ Bir tel kopar, ahenk ebediyyen kesilir!\u201d dizeleri sanki onun i\u00e7in yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Art\u0131k, evin dire\u011fiydi Ramazan. Babas\u0131n\u0131n yoklu\u011funu hissettirmeyecek, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p sab\u0131r yuma\u011f\u0131 anas\u0131na, iki de kar\u0131nda\u015f\u0131na bakacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cOlsun, ben de il\u00e7eye reis olurum; bu da bir \u015feref; hem sonra, \u2018halka hizmet, Hakk\u2019a hizmet\u2019 olduktan sonra!\u201d diye kendini avutuyordu. Nice sonra ni\u015fanlad\u0131lar onu. Hayat\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc, iyiden iyiye omuzlar\u0131nda hissediyor, birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonras\u0131n\u0131n hesab\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Tezkere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u0130psala\u2019da gazete \u00e7\u0131karacak, nerede bir hak ihlali varsa tepesine binecek, \u201cHaks\u0131z, hakl\u0131ya, hakk\u0131n\u0131 verene kadar benim yan\u0131mda zay\u0131f; hakl\u0131, haks\u0131zdan hakk\u0131n\u0131 alana dek benim yan\u0131mda g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc!\u201d \u00d6mer buyru\u011funu bur\u00e7lara dikecek, zor g\u00fcn dostu olacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn oldu; eline k\u0131na yak\u0131ld\u0131. Bir daha da haber al\u0131namad\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u0130PSALA\u2019NIN DERE k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011fa d\u00fcnyaya gelen g\u00fcl kokulu yavruya, Silistre gazisi dedesinin ad\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fler. G\u00fcrb\u00fcz \u00e7ocuk, k\u0131rlarda ko\u015fuyor, yorulunca da terli bedenini Meri\u00e7\u2019in serin sular\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yormu\u015f. Bir vakit sonra, tarlada \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaktan eli nas\u0131r ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f; yedisine bas\u0131nca siyah \u00f6nl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc giymi\u015f, kolal\u0131 yakal\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fc mendili; kendinden a\u011f\u0131r s\u0131rt \u00e7antas\u0131yla okulun yolunu tutmu\u015ftu. S\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 davran\u0131yor; soruyor, soruyor\u2026 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":105,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[338],"class_list":["post-90736","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n