\u0130\u00c7SEL BO\u015eLUKLARIN a’raf\u0131nda yas\u0131yor g\u00fcn\u00fcn insan\u0131… Sessiz ve hissiz ya\u015f\u0131yor i\u00e7 matemini… G\u00f6lgesine yabanc\u0131. Bo\u015fluk vadilerinde.<\/p>\n
Kendisini ba\u015fka g\u00f6zlerde yans\u0131tmak, ba\u015fka dillerde konu\u015fturman\u0131n, ba\u015fka kalplerde m\u00e2kes bulman\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131nda. Ba\u015fka aynalarda g\u00f6r\u00fcnebilmenin verdigi ge\u00e7ici hazz\u0131n pe\u015finde, kendisini \u00f6l\u00fcml\u00fclere sevdirebilmek icin sevmeyi vermek yorgun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f aciz bedenini…<\/p>\n
Almak icin vermek mant\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n savunucusu modern insan. Almazsam neden vereyim ki…<\/p>\n
Vermek ba\u015fkala\u015f\u0131ma u\u011fram\u0131\u015f, vermenin i\u00e7i bo\u015falt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde. Menfaatler \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 reva\u00e7ta… Doyumsuzlar\u0131 beslemi\u015f hazc\u0131l\u0131k. Ba\u015fka ba\u015fka tenlerde varolu\u015funu anlamland\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma… Baska g\u00f6zlerin onay\u0131n\u0131 alma… Ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131 ki\u015filikler \u00fcretmi\u015f modernite.<\/p>\n
Duygular, hisler, a\u015fklar, ili\u015fkiler sanki tek bir kumandadan y\u00f6netiliyor. Trendin d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kan\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcden ka\u00e7an koyuna benzetmi\u015f bu mant\u0131k. Kurt kapar sonra diye, ensesinden korku salm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Ne menem \u015feyse \u015fu modernite, bilin\u00e7alt\u0131n\u0131n derinliklerine yerle\u015ftirebilmi\u015f kendisini. Bilin\u00e7 t\u0131pk\u0131 bir buzda\u011f\u0131 gibidir. G\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen y\u00fcz\u00fc vard\u0131r diplerde. Kendi ke\u015ffedemedi\u011fin diplerini yakalay\u0131p oraya casus yaz\u0131l\u0131mlar kurmu\u015f modernite. Seni daha iyi y\u00f6netebilsin diye.<\/p>\n
Hazc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 insan bedenine hakim k\u0131larak, insan\u0131 zay\u0131f yerinden yakalay\u0131p bir nevi i\u015fini kolayla\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. T\u0131pk\u0131 her\u015feyin suyunu \u00e7eken pipet gibi, \u00e7ekip yeni bir hazza yelken a\u00e7t\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Suyu \u00e7ekilen beyinleri \u00e7\u00f6lle\u015ftirip, kupkuru beyinler, kuru kafalar \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f ortaya. Kuru kafalardan \u00e7\u0131kan kuru s\u00f6zler, kuru kalabal\u0131klar.<\/p>\n
Sad\u0131k olmak, vefal\u0131 olmak, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z yard\u0131mla\u015fmak… Bu de\u011ferleri rafa kald\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. \u0130\u015fini daha kolay yapabilsin diye.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fin \u00f6z\u00fc dostlar; \u015feytan denen illizyonist format atm\u0131\u015f kendine… \u0130\u015fini daha iyi yapabilsin diye… Modernite elbisesine b\u00fcr\u00fcnerek \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn insan\u0131n\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na. Kendine yard\u0131mc\u0131 se\u00e7mece avukatlar geli\u015ftirmi\u015f. En teknolojik, en trende m\u00fcnasip, en g\u00fczelinden. A\u011fz\u0131 en iyi laf yapan\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
Savunma mekanizmas\u0131na i\u00e7eriden de m\u00fcdahale edilince, elini, kolunu, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz insan\u0131n\u0131n. Ne sunulursa \u00f6n\u00fcne, s\u00fczme, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme. Al, t\u00fcket, at. Ve s\u0131radaki…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u0130\u00c7SEL BO\u015eLUKLARIN a’raf\u0131nda yas\u0131yor g\u00fcn\u00fcn insan\u0131… Sessiz ve hissiz ya\u015f\u0131yor i\u00e7 matemini… G\u00f6lgesine yabanc\u0131. Bo\u015fluk vadilerinde. Kendisini ba\u015fka g\u00f6zlerde yans\u0131tmak, ba\u015fka dillerde konu\u015fturman\u0131n, ba\u015fka kalplerde m\u00e2kes bulman\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131nda. Ba\u015fka aynalarda g\u00f6r\u00fcnebilmenin verdigi ge\u00e7ici hazz\u0131n pe\u015finde, kendisini \u00f6l\u00fcml\u00fclere sevdirebilmek icin sevmeyi vermek yorgun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f aciz bedenini… Almak icin vermek mant\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n savunucusu modern insan. Almazsam neden vereyim […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":82,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[292],"class_list":["post-90571","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n