ESK\u0130 B\u0130R \u0130stanbul ger\u00e7e\u011fi… Zenon, o\u011flu II. Leon’u \u00f6ld\u00fcrt\u00fcp tahta oturdu. 491 y\u0131l\u0131nda Zenon’un rahats\u0131zlan\u0131p komaya girmesi \u00fczerine \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ilan edildi. Canl\u0131 canl\u0131 bir ta\u015f lahit i\u00e7ine kapat\u0131ld\u0131. Zenon’un bir s\u00fcre sonra kendine geldi\u011fi, ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131narak \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anlat\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Bizans\u2019ta ya\u015fanan bu t\u00fcr olaylar “Bizans entrikalar\u0131” olarak siyasal litarat\u00fcre ge\u00e7iyor.<\/p>\n
Ve entrikan\u0131n o \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 \u00f6rne\u011fini an\u0131msatan yeni \u0130stanbul ger\u00e7e\u011fi… Canl\u0131 canl\u0131 bir ta\u015f lahit i\u00e7ine kapat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, bir s\u00fcre sonra kendine gelip ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran, hayatta oldu\u011funu etrafa kan\u0131tlamaya, b\u00f6ylelikle kurtulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan birileri yok art\u0131k. Ama \u015fehirde, belki de k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc o entrikalardan alan inan\u0131lmaz bir narsizm r\u00fczgar\u0131 var… \u0130nan\u0131lmaz bir yok sayma e\u011filimi var. Kar\u015f\u0131 konulmas\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7 bir yaln\u0131zla\u015ft\u0131rma eylemi var. Canl\u0131 canl\u0131 ta\u015f lahite mahkum edilmi\u015f birileri yok. Ama bu \u015fehirde Zenon\u2019un halini hi\u00e7 aratmayacak kadar derdi payla\u015f\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f, hayat\u0131 kaale al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f, umuduna el uzat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f insan var.<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde bir \u00e7ocuk yanarak \u00f6ld\u00fc…\u201d Bu t\u00fcr bir c\u00fcmle d\u00fcnyan\u0131n neresinde duyulursa duyulsun, hangi lisanla s\u00f6ylenirse s\u00f6ylensin \u0131slak bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn tatt\u0131r\u0131r insana. Sonsuz bir ac\u0131d\u0131r bu ve herkes kendi pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen kesitini ya\u015far.<\/p>\n
Bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fpala Mahallesinde bir \u00e7ocuk, \u00f6\u011fle saatlerinde, araba hurdalar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda gezindi. Araba hurdalar\u0131ndan birisinin i\u00e7erisine girdi ve kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131. Araba aniden tutu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 ve \u00e7ocuk kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7amad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bundan bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fpala Mahallesinde bir baba, bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerin, o\u011flunun bu d\u00fcnyada son kez dokundu\u011fu yer oldu\u011funu bilemeden seyrediyordu yanan arac\u0131… G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fpala\u2019n\u0131n kalabal\u0131k yerlerinden biriydi arac\u0131n tutu\u015ftu\u011fu yer. Bir arac\u0131n g\u00f6zler \u00f6n\u00fcnde tutu\u015fmas\u0131 bu kente ayk\u0131r\u0131 gelmedi. Bu y\u00fczden o sonsuz ac\u0131y\u0131 biri al\u0131p bir di\u011ferine verecek hep. Biri pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen kesitini bitiremeden, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015facak bir di\u011ferinin i\u00e7ine.<\/p>\n
Bu \u015fehirde umuduna el uzat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f insanlar ve yanan ara\u00e7lar\u0131 balkonlar\u0131ndan seyreden insanlar y\u00fcz y\u00fcze bakamazlar bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Bilinmelidir… Hep bilinmelidir. Ta\u015ftan bir lahitin i\u00e7inde s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p kal\u0131rsa biri, yumru\u011funu masaya vurup, \u201cBana yard\u0131m edin, size ihtiyac\u0131m var\u201d demelidir. Ba\u011f\u0131rmal\u0131, yalvarmal\u0131, a\u011flamal\u0131, yard\u0131m kayna\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6vebilmelidir en az\u0131ndan. Te\u015fekk\u00fcr\u00fcn en alas\u0131n\u0131 etmelidir. Giderken arkas\u0131na da bakmal\u0131d\u0131r \u00fcstelik. D\u00f6n\u00fcp d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakmal\u0131d\u0131r. D\u00f6n\u00fcp d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakmal\u0131d\u0131r… Ta\u015ftan bir lahitin i\u00e7inde hissederse biri kendisini, en az\u0131ndan kendinden utanmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bu \u015fehirden, sanayiden, makinalardan, \u015firketlerden, dosyalardan, kendisinin yerine birilerinin belirledi\u011fi tercihlerinden utanmal\u0131d\u0131r. Ta\u015f lahitin i\u00e7inde bulursa birisi kendisini, bu \u015fehrin en amans\u0131z saatlerinin acemili\u011finden bilmelidir keskin s\u0131z\u0131s\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ta\u015f lahitin i\u00e7inden art\u0131k hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zen biri, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o garip sessizli\u011fin, herkesin onu g\u00f6rmesiyle yak\u0131c\u0131 bir \u00f6fkeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilmelidir. Herkesin onu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilmelidir. \u0130yi bilmelidir. Yalvaramamak, birilerine g\u00f6re, bu \u015fehrin en b\u00fcy\u00fck talihsizliklerinden biridir, en b\u00fcy\u00fck kabiliyetsizliklerden biridir.<\/p>\n
Durmadan bedenine \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar, bedenine bakanlar, bedenine tapanlar, ondan arzu komutlar\u0131 bekleyenler, bir \u00e7ocuk yanarken, biri s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fken ta\u015f lahitin i\u00e7erisine, yok sayarlar, ayk\u0131r\u0131 bulmazlar, o etten olu\u015fan bedenleriyle y\u00fcr\u00fcr ge\u00e7erler… Bizlerse, adamsak e\u011fer, o c\u00fcmleyi al\u0131r, i\u00e7imizi yakmas\u0131n diye birbirimize verir, a\u011flar\u0131z. O c\u00fcmleyi birbirimizin y\u00fcre\u011fine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcr a\u011flar\u0131z: Narsist kentin yanan \u00e7ocu\u011fu… Narsist kentin i\u00e7imizi yakan \u00e7ocu\u011fu… Narsist kentin i\u00e7imizi alan \u00e7ocu\u011fu, diyerek…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
ESK\u0130 B\u0130R \u0130stanbul ger\u00e7e\u011fi… Zenon, o\u011flu II. Leon’u \u00f6ld\u00fcrt\u00fcp tahta oturdu. 491 y\u0131l\u0131nda Zenon’un rahats\u0131zlan\u0131p komaya girmesi \u00fczerine \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ilan edildi. Canl\u0131 canl\u0131 bir ta\u015f lahit i\u00e7ine kapat\u0131ld\u0131. Zenon’un bir s\u00fcre sonra kendine geldi\u011fi, ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131narak \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anlat\u0131l\u0131yor. Bizans\u2019ta ya\u015fanan bu t\u00fcr olaylar “Bizans entrikalar\u0131” olarak siyasal litarat\u00fcre ge\u00e7iyor. Ve entrikan\u0131n o \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 \u00f6rne\u011fini an\u0131msatan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":70,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[268],"class_list":["post-90506","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n