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YALNIZLIK NEDEN a\u011f\u0131r gelir, hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fc? Neden a\u011f\u0131r gelir sevgisizlik?<\/p>\n
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Ya\u015fam, kim ne derse desin, \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fcklerle doludur. Her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn dolup ta\u015fan bir sistem var her bedende; her y\u00fcrek ise, san\u0131r\u0131m bu al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fin odak noktas\u0131. \u0130\u015fte bu odak noktas\u0131n\u0131n, bedende garip bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, garip bir y\u00f6netimi var gibi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, y\u00fckler a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, hatta dolup ta\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, beden de a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r, hastalan\u0131r, hatta ya\u015fam karar\u0131r. Puslu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr t\u00fcm ekran. Karamsar bak\u0131\u015f, ta\u015fan y\u00fcklerle, etrafa akar. Ve siz, bu ta\u015fmadan giderek artan bir mutsuzluk duymaya devam edersiniz. T\u00fcm bu a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda ezilen insan hep yorgun, ruh hep bitkindir.<\/p>\n
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Sevgisizli\u011fin garip bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131r. O a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a, beden de a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. Nefretin bile, bir do\u011fu\u015fu vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Sevginin, bedendeki bahsi ge\u00e7en sistemde, \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir g\u00f6revi vard\u0131r. Sistemin odak noktas\u0131 olan y\u00fcrek ruhun, ruh da sevginin odak merkezidir diyebiliriz bu ba\u011flamda. Sevgiyi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ku\u015f olarak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn, kanatlan\u0131nca y\u00fcre\u011finizden, kar\u015f\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fe gidip o y\u00fcre\u011fin y\u00fcklerinden su i\u00e7er kana kana. G\u00fc\u00e7 al\u0131r oradan. Ve tekrar kanatlan\u0131r g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne. Sizin y\u00fcklerinizden do\u011fup, hem kendi y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc, hem de konaklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fin y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc azalt\u0131r o ku\u015f. Sevgi devam ettik\u00e7e bu ku\u015flar\u0131n devaml\u0131 kanatland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hesap ederseniz, ne sevende, ne de sevilende y\u00fckler kalacakt\u0131r. O ku\u015flar\u0131n kanatlar\u0131nda hafifler, din\u00e7le\u015fir bedenler. G\u00f6zler ta\u015fmayan y\u00fcklerden, ku\u015flar\u0131n yar\u0131p ayd\u0131nlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne y\u00f6nelir. Umudun kokusu siner sinelere. Geride, sevginin ho\u015f bir hafifli\u011fi kal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Belki de bu y\u00fczden, \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olunca \u00f6yle hafifleriz ki, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerden kesilir. Ve belki bu y\u00fczden, sevdi\u011fimizi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, kalbimiz yerinden u\u00e7acak gibi olur.<\/p>\n
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Kimbilir, belki o anda kanatlanan ku\u015flar\u0131n \u00e7oklu\u011fudur bizi buna inand\u0131ran…<\/p>\n
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Fikrimce, bu y\u00fczden, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir sevgimizi kaybetti\u011fimizde ta\u015far y\u00fcklerimiz hi\u00e7 durmadan g\u00f6zlerimizden. U\u00e7amayan ku\u015flar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 kopar i\u00e7erimizden.<\/p>\n
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Oysa o ku\u015flar nereden geldilerse, O\u2019nda son bulurlar. Y\u00fcreklerimiz ise, sadece bir durakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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\u0130\u00e7eride ve d\u0131\u015far\u0131da bir tek O var, yaln\u0131zl\u0131k diye bir\u015fey o zaman nas\u0131l var?<\/p>\n
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Yan\u0131lm\u0131yorsam, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmayan\u0131n, u\u00e7amayan ku\u015fu da olmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n
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10.07.2005 YALNIZLIK NEDEN a\u011f\u0131r gelir, hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fc? Neden a\u011f\u0131r gelir sevgisizlik? Ya\u015fam, kim ne derse desin, \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fcklerle doludur. Her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn dolup ta\u015fan bir sistem var her bedende; her y\u00fcrek ise, san\u0131r\u0131m bu al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fin odak noktas\u0131. \u0130\u015fte bu odak noktas\u0131n\u0131n, bedende garip bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, garip bir y\u00f6netimi var gibi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, y\u00fckler a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":50,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[230],"class_list":["post-90316","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n