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BU C\u00dcMLEY\u0130 bir filmden hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Otob\u00fcs sisli bir havada etraf\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7larla kapl\u0131 dar bir yolda yol al\u0131yordu. Yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 otob\u00fcs\u00fcn cam\u0131na dayam\u0131\u015f, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli bir \u015fekilde belki de eve varmay\u0131 hayal eden bir ki\u015finin a\u011fz\u0131ndan, yolun sonunda hayal meyal se\u00e7ilen bir evin g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc e\u015fli\u011finde s\u00f6yleniyordu: Hayat eve d\u00f6nmektir \u00e7o\u011fu zaman.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7ocukken ak\u015fam ezan\u0131 okunmadan eve d\u00f6nmenin gereklili\u011fi vard\u0131. Ak\u015fam ezan\u0131 saatine g\u00f6re eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f zaman\u0131 de\u011fi\u015firdi. Ezan\u0131n okunmas\u0131yla birlikte sokaktaki \u00e7ocuk sesleri yerini yava\u015f yava\u015f sessizlige terk ederdi. O zaman ezan saatinin belirledi\u011fi eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f zaman\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131k i\u015f biti\u015fi, okul d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, vs. gibi ba\u015fka durumlar belirliyor ama hayat\u0131n as\u0131l olgusu olan eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f fiili hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmiyor.<\/p>\n
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Bug\u00fcn hayat\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131da ya\u015famak \u00fczerine bir anlay\u0131\u015f h\u00fckmediyor. Evden ziyade soka\u011f\u0131n, eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015flerden ziyade evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015flar\u0131n te\u015fvik edildi\u011fi bir zamanday\u0131z. Oysa \u015fairin, \u2018Ya\u015famak de\u011fil. Beni bu tel\u00e2\u015f \u00f6ld\u00fcrecek\u2019 dedi\u011fi gibi, d\u0131\u015far\u0131n\u0131n tel\u00e2\u015f\u0131nda kayboluyor insan \u00e7o\u011fu zaman.<\/p>\n
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D\u0131\u015far\u0131n\u0131n karma\u015fas\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, eve giden yol elinden tutar insan\u0131n. D\u0131\u015far\u0131daki zorunlu insan ili\u015fkileri, \u015fehrin yorgunlu\u011fu insan\u0131 bunaltt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ev s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131lacak en g\u00fcvenli liman olur. \u0130\u015fler ters gitti\u011finde, hesaplar alt\u00fcst oldu\u011funda eve d\u00f6nme umudu avutur insan\u0131. Ayak\u00fcst\u00fc ya\u015fanan hayatlar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda belki bir yere ait olman\u0131n verdi\u011fi g\u00fcven ve huzur, belki de i\u00e7inde bizi bekleyen birilerinin olmas\u0131d\u0131r eve d\u00f6nmeyi bu kadar sevimli k\u0131lan.<\/p>\n
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B\u00fct\u00fcn canl\u0131lar\u0131n ak\u015fam karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde yuvalar\u0131na d\u00f6nmesi gibi, eve d\u00f6nmek de insano\u011flu i\u00e7in do\u011fal bir meyil sanki. En l\u00fcks oteller bile evdeki huzuru sa\u011flayamaz mesel\u00e2. Eve d\u00f6nerken hissedilen tatl\u0131 huzurun yeri ap ayr\u0131d\u0131r. Ev size aittir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc, size \u00f6zeldir, meskendir, s\u00fck\u00fbnet bulunan yerdir. Evde maske takamaz insanlar, yapmac\u0131k davranamazlar. Neyseler odurlar, \u00f6zg\u00fcrd\u00fcrler. Bu y\u00fczdendir ki, Yahya Kemal\u2019in Ankara\u2019n\u0131n en \u00e7ok \u0130stanbul\u2019a d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yolunu sevmesi gibi, d\u0131\u015far\u0131n\u0131n da en g\u00fczel yeri eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yolu olsa gerektir.<\/p>\n
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K\u0131\u015f mevsiminde daha ayr\u0131 bir g\u00fczeldir eve d\u00f6nmek. K\u0131\u015f evin mevsimidir, evde ya\u015fanan mevsimdir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Bazen ya\u011fan yagmurda pencerenin kenar\u0131nda oturup \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 yudumlarken \u015fiirler yazmakt\u0131r k\u0131\u015f mevsiminde evde olmak. Bazen de so\u011fuk bir k\u0131\u015f gecesinde d\u0131\u015far\u0131da esen r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n u\u011fultusunu duyarken s\u0131cak evinizde s\u0131ms\u0131cak sohbetler etmektir.<\/p>\n
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Hayat eve d\u00f6nmektir \u00e7o\u011fu zaman… Sabah evden ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, okula gitti\u011fimizde, i\u015fe gitti\u011fimizde, yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, hatta daha k\u0131sa mesafeli d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmalar\u0131m\u0131zda bile hedefimiz hep eve d\u00f6nmektir. Hayat eve d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in ya\u015fan\u0131r bir anlamda.<\/p>\n
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Ve bu eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015flerin belki de en anlaml\u0131s\u0131, “Ve ileyhi’l-mas\u00eer” kel\u00e2m\u0131n\u0131n i\u015faret etti\u011fi gibi Rabbimize d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
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Umar\u0131m bu son d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz, ger\u00e7ek evimize, as\u0131l vatan\u0131m\u0131za olur…<\/p>\n
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27.11.2008 BU C\u00dcMLEY\u0130 bir filmden hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Otob\u00fcs sisli bir havada etraf\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7larla kapl\u0131 dar bir yolda yol al\u0131yordu. Yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 otob\u00fcs\u00fcn cam\u0131na dayam\u0131\u015f, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli bir \u015fekilde belki de eve varmay\u0131 hayal eden bir ki\u015finin a\u011fz\u0131ndan, yolun sonunda hayal meyal se\u00e7ilen bir evin g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc e\u015fli\u011finde s\u00f6yleniyordu: Hayat eve d\u00f6nmektir \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. \u00c7ocukken ak\u015fam ezan\u0131 okunmadan eve d\u00f6nmenin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":29,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[186],"class_list":["post-89717","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n