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YA\u015eADI\u011eI \u015eEY\u0130N ad\u0131n\u0131 koyabilen, neyi neden ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilen insanlara her zaman sayg\u0131 duymu\u015fumdur. Ya\u015fan\u0131lan yanl\u0131\u015f olsa da fark\u0131ndal\u0131\u011f\u0131n getirdi\u011fi bir kazanca her an d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015febilir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm. Hangimiz hayat\u0131m\u0131z boyunca yanl\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin ard\u0131ndan gitmiyor, ifrat ve tefrite ka\u00e7m\u0131yoruz ki. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir olaya o g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015fatlar\u0131nda g\u00f6sterdi\u011fimiz tepkileri, bamba\u015fka biri olarak izliyoruz bug\u00fcn. <\/p>\n
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Belli bir kas\u0131t g\u00fctmeden, hesaps\u0131z kitaps\u0131z hayatlar\u0131n ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131, ne istedi\u011fini veya iste\u011fine ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeyen g\u00fcn\u00fc birlik heveslerin cirit att\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00fcnya, \u201ckendini ve kendindekini tan\u0131man\u0131n\u201d \u00f6nemini daha bir hissettiriyor. <\/p>\n
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Asl\u0131nda inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 dava i\u00e7in m\u00fccadele etmenin temelinde de \u201cad\u0131n\u0131 koymak\u201d yatar. \u00c7ekilen sanc\u0131n\u0131n nedenini bilmeden, hayat\u0131n\u0131za getirdi\u011fi ve g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u015feyleri tartmadan ge\u00e7i\u015ftirmek insan\u0131 her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn kendinden uzakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r. Kendi kendidiyle y\u00fczle\u015fememek, insano\u011flunun kendine verebilece\u011fi en b\u00fcy\u00fck zarard\u0131r belki de. <\/p>\n
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Ge\u00e7en y\u0131l akademik bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma i\u00e7in Henry David Thoreau\u2019nun \u201cDo\u011fal Ya\u015fam ve Ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131\u201ds\u0131n\u0131 okumu\u015ftum. Yirmisekiz ya\u015f\u0131nda gen\u00e7 bir adam\u0131n tarihe mal olmu\u015f bir ya\u015fam deneyimini kendi kaleminden dinlemek benim i\u00e7in g\u00fczel bir tecr\u00fcbe oldu. Concord Massachusetts\u2019te bulunan Walden G\u00f6l\u00fc k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndaki kul\u00fcbesinde y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7irmeye karar veri\u015fini Threoau, bak\u0131n nas\u0131l anlat\u0131yor: \u201cBen kendime \u00f6zg\u00fc bir bir \u015fekilde ya\u015famay\u0131 arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in ormana gittim; hayat\u0131n sadece asli ger\u00e7ekleriyle y\u00fczle\u015fmek, \u00f6\u011fretecekleri varsa \u00f6\u011frenip \u00f6\u011frenemeyeceklerimi de anlamak ve g\u00fcn gelir de \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, bunca zamand\u0131r hi\u00e7 de ya\u015famam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fumu g\u00f6rmemek i\u00e7in…\u201d<\/p>\n
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Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131na ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in kendine verilmi\u015f hayat\u0131 s\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir bi\u00e7imde ya\u015fayan bu adam\u0131n, ormandan ayr\u0131lmaya karar veri\u015fini anlatan sat\u0131rlar, t\u0131pk\u0131 oraya gitmesi gerekti\u011fine inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn kadar dolamba\u00e7s\u0131z, inan\u00e7 ve kararl\u0131l\u0131k dolu: \u201cOrmandan ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n, buraya geli\u015fiminki kadar kadar iyi bir sebebi var. Belki de ya\u015fanacak daha bir\u00e7ok hayat\u0131m oldu\u011funu ve bu hayat i\u00e7in daha fazla zaman ay\u0131ramayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. …Kamarada seyahat etmek istemiyorum, gemi dire\u011finin \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7ip, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00fcvertesinde yol almak istiyorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc da\u011flar\u0131n ard\u0131nda parlayan ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 en iyi oradan g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcyor. \u015eimdi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inmek istemiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcvertede yolculuk etmek ve parlayan ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmeye talip olmak… Bir g\u00f6l k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ge\u00e7irmeye ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var m\u0131 bilmiyorum. Buna ihtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnenler varsa hi\u00e7 vakit kaybetmesinler. Ama her \u015feyden \u00f6nce, ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmeyi ger\u00e7ekten isteyip istemedi\u011fimize karar vermeli, sonra da g\u00fcvertedeki yerimizi bulmal\u0131y\u0131z. G\u00fcn gelir de \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde, bunca zamand\u0131r hi\u00e7 ya\u015famam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fumuzu g\u00f6rmemek i\u00e7in…<\/p>\n
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|8\u201cCan s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131na gazel yazmak de\u011fil, amac\u0131m; <\/p>\n
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Sabah t\u00fcne\u011finde dikilip b\u00f6b\u00fcrlenerek \u00f6ten horoz gibi<\/p>\n
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Kuvvetle hayk\u0131rmak istiyorum,<\/p>\n
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Kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131 uyand\u0131rsam yeter.\u201d|9<\/p>\n
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18.09.2008 YA\u015eADI\u011eI \u015eEY\u0130N ad\u0131n\u0131 koyabilen, neyi neden ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilen insanlara her zaman sayg\u0131 duymu\u015fumdur. Ya\u015fan\u0131lan yanl\u0131\u015f olsa da fark\u0131ndal\u0131\u011f\u0131n getirdi\u011fi bir kazanca her an d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015febilir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm. Hangimiz hayat\u0131m\u0131z boyunca yanl\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin ard\u0131ndan gitmiyor, ifrat ve tefrite ka\u00e7m\u0131yoruz ki. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir olaya o g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015fatlar\u0131nda g\u00f6sterdi\u011fimiz tepkileri, bamba\u015fka biri olarak izliyoruz bug\u00fcn. Belli […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":28,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[184],"class_list":["post-89692","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n