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S\u00d6YLENMEM\u0130\u015e H\u0130\u00c7B\u0130R \u015eEY YOKTUR. Halbuki biz insanlar tuhaf bir beklentiyle ya\u015far\u0131z hayatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Sanki biz hi\u00e7 \u00f6lmeyece\u011fiz ve sanki her g\u00fcn yeni bir\u015feyler duyup yepyeni ya\u015fant\u0131lara kucak a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131z. Ki\u015fisel tarihimizi yapan onlarca ayr\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 ne kadar da kolay \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131veririz g\u00f6zden. Sanki onlar\u0131 ya\u015fayan biz de\u011filizdir, sanki hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n farkl\u0131 evrelerinde farkl\u0131 insanlar ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Aslolan \u015fimdiki zamand\u0131r. \u0130nsan\u0131n bu d\u00fcnyadaki varolu\u015funu tan\u0131mlarken, trajik unutkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da hesaba katmak gerekiyor.<\/p>\n
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Unutmak bizi her\u015feyin ge\u00e7ici oldu\u011fu hissinden koruyor. Sanki biz her an yery\u00fcz\u00fcyle yeni tan\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruzdur, dolay\u0131s\u0131yla hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi arkada b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f say\u0131lmay\u0131z. Unutmak insan\u0131n hayat\u0131ndan bilgece bir ders \u00e7\u0131karmas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7er, onun hayat\u0131n\u0131 rastgele biraraya gelmi\u015f ya\u015fant\u0131lar yuma\u011f\u0131ndan ibaret k\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
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\u0130nsan, hayat\u0131n\u0131 ne kadar \u2018h\u0131zl\u0131\u2019 ya\u015farsa, kendisini ge\u00e7mi\u015fine ba\u011flayan ilmikleri o kadar kolay s\u00f6ker atar. H\u0131zl\u0131 ya\u015famak modern d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ritmine ayak uydurmak demektir. \u00c7o\u011fumuz i\u015flerimize belirli saatlerde ve \u00e7o\u011funlukla motorlu ta\u015f\u0131tlar\u0131 kullanarak gideriz. G\u00f6zlerimizin g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc d\u00fcnya bize s\u00fcrekli de\u011fi\u015fen g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler sunar. G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler \u00e2deta akar ve bu ak\u0131\u015f i\u00e7erisinde biz daima bir\u015feylere ge\u00e7 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yahut yeti\u015femeyece\u011fimiz hissine kap\u0131l\u0131r\u0131z. Modern d\u00fcnyan\u0131n kand\u0131rmacas\u0131 da budur i\u015fte: her\u015feye yeti\u015fmek isterken hi\u00e7bir \u015feye yeti\u015fememek, her\u015feye sahip olmak isterken asl\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015feye sahip olmamak…<\/p>\n
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Ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz y\u0131llarda \u0130stanbul Film Festivali\u2019nde Baraka adl\u0131 bir film izlemi\u015ftim. S\u00f6zc\u00fck, bizim bildi\u011fimiz \u2018bereket\u2019 s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olarak filme isim olmu\u015ftu. Be\u015f y\u0131lda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00e7ok \u00e7e\u015fitli y\u00f6relerinde \u00e7ekilmi\u015f olan bu filmde konu\u015fma yoktu. \u0130lk yar\u0131da ibadetg\u00e2hlarda geziyor ve insan\u0131n esenlik aray\u0131\u015f\u0131na tan\u0131k oluyor, ikinci yar\u0131da insan\u0131n hem kendisine hem de tabiata verdi\u011fi zarar ziyan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorduk. Film, benim anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar\u0131yla, izleyenleri modern hayat tarz\u0131n\u0131 sorgulamaya ve dinlerin sundu\u011fu esenli\u011fe y\u00f6nelmeye \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu. Y\u00f6netmenin bir bulu\u015fu do\u011frusu olduk\u00e7a etkileyiciydi: Kalabal\u0131k bir kav\u015fakta ya da bir metro istasyonunda insanlar tela\u015f i\u00e7inde oraya buraya ko\u015fu\u015ftururlarken birden g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler h\u0131zland\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yor, o ko\u015fturmacalar\u0131 daha h\u0131zl\u0131 bi\u00e7imlerde izlemek insanda bir kar\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zledi\u011fi hissini uyand\u0131r\u0131yordu. H\u0131z artt\u0131k\u00e7a ko\u015fturmacalar anlams\u0131zla\u015f\u0131yor, ki\u015fileri iradesinden soyarak bir s\u00fcr\u00fcye malediyordu.<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcndelik hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bir film \u015feridi gibi geriye sarma ya da h\u0131zland\u0131rma \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z yok. Ama b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn de talihsiz de\u011filiz. H\u0131z kesip kulvar\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmak ya da hat\u0131rlamak her zaman m\u00fcmk\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
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Asr\u00ee zamanlar insan\u0131 tarihsizle\u015ftirdi. \u0130nsan belle\u011fi hi\u00e7bir zamanda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar unutu\u015fla sakatland\u0131. Dirilerin \u00f6l\u00fclerle birlikte ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fehirler zaman \u015fuurundan ve g\u00f6n\u00fcl co\u011frafyalar\u0131ndan silindi. M\u00fcsl\u00fcman saati tekledi.<\/p>\n
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Derken Ramazan geldi. \u00d6l\u00fcm denen o e\u015fsiz \u00fclkeye bir g\u00fcn bizim de ayak basaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z hakikati i\u00e7imizde k\u0131m\u0131ldad\u0131. Saatler M\u00fcsl\u00fcman saatine ayarland\u0131. Bellekler tazelendi, bedenlerimizin g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclere ayarl\u0131 h\u0131z\u0131 kesildi. Hat\u0131rlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n ruha sevin\u00e7 ve saadet yayan esintisi inanan insanlar\u0131 bir rahmet r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131 halinde sard\u0131. Unutu\u015f, bir ayl\u0131\u011f\u0131na bile olsa, penceresini kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n
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17.02.2005 S\u00d6YLENMEM\u0130\u015e H\u0130\u00c7B\u0130R \u015eEY YOKTUR. Halbuki biz insanlar tuhaf bir beklentiyle ya\u015far\u0131z hayatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Sanki biz hi\u00e7 \u00f6lmeyece\u011fiz ve sanki her g\u00fcn yeni bir\u015feyler duyup yepyeni ya\u015fant\u0131lara kucak a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131z. Ki\u015fisel tarihimizi yapan onlarca ayr\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 ne kadar da kolay \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131veririz g\u00f6zden. Sanki onlar\u0131 ya\u015fayan biz de\u011filizdir, sanki hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n farkl\u0131 evrelerinde farkl\u0131 insanlar ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Aslolan \u015fimdiki zamand\u0131r. \u0130nsan\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":26,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[180],"class_list":["post-89610","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n