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“B\u0130R \u00d6L\u00dcM vefal\u0131, bir de sonbahar\u2026” demi\u015f, zarif d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli rahmetli \u015fair Cahit Zarifo\u011flu. \u00d6yle ya hi\u00e7 aksatmaz, y\u0131l\u0131n hep bu zamanlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p geliverir h\u00fcz\u00fcn mevsimi Sonbahar. Yaz art\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131caklar\u0131n usulca \u00e7ekilip gitti\u011fi tam bu demlerde soluk renklerle boyal\u0131 tabiat sahnelerinin birer birer arz-\u0131 endam edi\u015fiyle ba\u015flay\u0131verir. <\/p>\n
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Her sonbahar geldi\u011finde, t\u0131pk\u0131 g\u00fcnler boyu k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck hat\u0131ralar\u0131n i\u00e7 \u00e2lemimde u\u00e7u\u015fmalar\u0131 gibi, semada da s\u0131\u011f\u0131rc\u0131k, leylek veya k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7 ku\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n muhte\u015fem bir sevk-i ilahi ile simsiyah bir bulutu and\u0131r\u0131rcas\u0131na uzak ufuklara do\u011fru s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp terk-i diyar edi\u015fleri hep rikkatime dokunmu\u015ftur.<\/p>\n
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Tabiat aynas\u0131nda ya\u015fananlar sanki sessiz bir ved\u00e2 m\u00fcsameresinin perdelerinden ibarettir. Da\u011fda\u011fal\u0131 bir d\u00f6nemi ard\u0131nda b\u0131rak\u0131p t\u00fcm yorgunluklar\u0131n\u0131 soyunarak dinlenmeye \u00e7ekilmek i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlanan a\u011fa\u00e7lar, yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131na birer g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 damlas\u0131 gibi d\u00f6k\u00fcverirler. Savrulup d\u00fc\u015fen her yaprak, benim i\u00e7in \u00f6mr\u00fcmden kopup giden de\u011ferli zamanlar gibidir. Bazen esen r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n sesi, harcanan beyhude \u00f6m\u00fcr dilimlerinin arkas\u0131ndan yak\u0131lan bir a\u011f\u0131t gibi dokunur y\u00fcre\u011fime. <\/p>\n
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Her sonbahar ortalar\u0131nda, nedense k\u0131\u015flardakinden \u00e7ok daha fazla \u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcm. Il\u0131k ve s\u0131cak mevsimlerin c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 kalabal\u0131klar\u0131ndan, yaln\u0131zl\u0131k kokan serin ve tenha k\u00f6\u015felere y\u00f6neli\u015flerin \u00fcrpertileri s\u0131kl\u0131kla g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc sarar. Yemye\u015fil yapraklar\u0131n kuruyup d\u00f6k\u00fclmesi, reng\u00e2renk \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin bir iki ayda solup gitmesi, sanki kendi \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn de g\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131p kapar gibi bir h\u0131zla bitip gidi\u015finin il\u00e2n\u0131d\u0131r. \u00dc\u015f\u00fcten so\u011fuklarla gelen kar\u0131n topra\u011f\u0131 ve ba\u011fr\u0131nda yeti\u015ftirdiklerini kefenv\u00e2ri sar\u0131\u015f\u0131 da, \u00fcnlemlerle, soru i\u015faretleriyle, s\u0131ra noktalar\u0131yla s\u00fcr\u00fcp giden \u00f6mr\u00fcn en son noktas\u0131 olan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc hat\u0131rlat\u0131r. <\/p>\n
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Tabiat\u0131n her y\u0131l sonbaharla ya\u015flan\u0131p zor \u015fartlar\u0131n mevsimi olan k\u0131\u015f ile \u00f6lmesi ve her ilkbaharda yeniden dirilmesi gibi insan da t\u00fcm canl\u0131lardan farks\u0131z \u015fekilde, her an h\u00fccre h\u00fccre \u00f6l\u00fcp diriltilir. Y\u0131llar ilerledik\u00e7e ya\u015flanman\u0131n o bamba\u015fka i\u00e7e d\u00f6n\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, \u00e2cizli\u011fi, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve topyek\u00fcn h\u00fczn\u00fc sonbahar vesilesiyle daha bir derinden hissetmeye ba\u015flan\u0131r. Art\u0131k il\u00e2hi bir ses, \u00e7ok daha sars\u0131c\u0131 ve g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir tonla f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yordur y\u00fcreklere: “Kendine gel, oyun bitiyor!” \u0130nsan, kendi son mevsimini tamamlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da ba\u015fka bir \u00e2lemin bahar\u0131nda uyanmak \u00fczere, yapraklar gibi topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcverir.<\/p>\n
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Sonbahar\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcn mevsimi k\u0131lan, tabiattaki canl\u0131lar\u0131n yerlerini yenilerine b\u0131rakmalar\u0131 i\u00e7in g\u00f6revlerinden birer birer terhis edilmelerinin yan\u0131nda, d\u00fcnya ile cilvele\u015fir gibi k\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131r ya\u015fanan bahar ve yaz mevsimlerinin zevk ve lezzetlerinin pe\u015finden gelen yo\u011fun ayr\u0131l\u0131k hissi olsa gerek. Sonsuzluk isteyen y\u00fcre\u011fimizi ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z nice g\u00fczelli\u011fin g\u00f6zlerimizin \u00f6n\u00fcnde solup gitmesi, bizi i\u015fte b\u00f6ylesine kasvetli bir ruh haline iter. Bu karamsar g\u00f6r\u00fcnen hislenmeler, aslen hi\u00e7 te korkulas\u0131, ka\u00e7\u0131las\u0131 de\u011fildir. Zir\u00e2, ufuktaki ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz sona biraz daha yakla\u015f\u0131rken, yaz gafletini k\u0131\u015f ihtar\u0131yla sarsan bu sonbahar havalar\u0131, \u00f6lmeden \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc koklayabilmek i\u00e7in paha bi\u00e7ilmez bir nimettir. Bu kaybolu\u015flar, sevilenlerden ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015flar elbette ki insan\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve kederlere bo\u011far. Ancak, nas\u0131l ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm asl\u0131nda bir son de\u011fil yeni bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131r, sonbahar da canlanma mevsimi olan ilkbahar\u0131n c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015flerine bir haz\u0131rl\u0131k d\u00f6nemidir. Mevsimler i\u00e7inde ya\u015fat\u0131larak, t\u00fcm bu tazelikler ile ihtiyarl\u0131klar, \u00f6l\u00fcmler ile dirilmeler, ayr\u0131lmalar ile kavu\u015fmalara \u015fahit k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131yor, bilhassa sonbaharda verilen derslerle, ruhumuza her \u015feyin ge\u00e7icili\u011fini as\u0131l b\u00e2ki olan\u0131n ise Rabbimiz oldu\u011funu anlat\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6m\u00fcr sermayesinin t\u00fckendi\u011fi, sona yakla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ihtar\u0131 olmas\u0131 sebebiyledir ki, her sonbahar, nostalji ve pi\u015fmanl\u0131klarla in\u015faa olmu\u015f mazi \u00fclkesini de s\u0131kl\u0131kla ziyaret etme mevsimidir. Ya\u015fayacaklar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zdan bize kalan miras, Tevvab ve Rahim olan Rabbimizin huzuruna varmadan ibret g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc tak\u0131narak hayat yolculu\u011funa devam etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma arzusu olmal\u0131d\u0131r. <\/p>\n
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M\u00e2n\u00e2 \u00e2leminde sonbahar, belki de ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcnden g\u00fczeldir. O h\u00fcz\u00fcn ki, d\u00fcnyadaki \u201cson\u201dlar\u0131 hissederek, \u015fimdiye kadar elimizden kay\u0131p giden f\u0131rsatlar i\u00e7in \u00fcz\u00fclmemize, nimetleriyle tatt\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z t\u00fcm mevsimler i\u00e7in \u015f\u00fckretmemize ve kalan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc diriltilece\u011fimiz bahar u\u011fruna sarf etmemize kap\u0131lar aralayabiliyorsa, vars\u0131n g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcze dolup ta\u015f\u0131versin.<\/p>\n
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18.10.2012 “B\u0130R \u00d6L\u00dcM vefal\u0131, bir de sonbahar\u2026” demi\u015f, zarif d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli rahmetli \u015fair Cahit Zarifo\u011flu. \u00d6yle ya hi\u00e7 aksatmaz, y\u0131l\u0131n hep bu zamanlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p geliverir h\u00fcz\u00fcn mevsimi Sonbahar. Yaz art\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131caklar\u0131n usulca \u00e7ekilip gitti\u011fi tam bu demlerde soluk renklerle boyal\u0131 tabiat sahnelerinin birer birer arz-\u0131 endam edi\u015fiyle ba\u015flay\u0131verir. Her sonbahar geldi\u011finde, t\u0131pk\u0131 g\u00fcnler boyu k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":25,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[178],"class_list":["post-89472","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n