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TARASSUT H\u0130SS\u0130N\u0130 iyi bilirim. \u0130nsan\u0131 tedirgin eder, ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131r, d\u00fcz yolda aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 doland\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6yle bir y\u00fck\u00fc vard\u0131r ki g\u00f6zlerin insan\u0131n \u00fczerinde, bir tarassut halinin y\u0131k\u0131m\u0131ndan azade olabilmek i\u00e7in, on ayl\u0131k bir \u00e7ocuk bile, gider, kimsenin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir odada y\u00fcr\u00fcme talimi yapar; g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde olmak, g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde yapmak istemez.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6yle bir y\u00fck\u00fc vard\u0131r ki g\u00f6zlerin, yolda \u00f6ylesine y\u00fcr\u00fcyen biri, bir pencereden ona odaklanm\u0131\u015f iki g\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u00fcnce rahats\u0131z olur, o latif kendi halindelik kalk\u0131p gider y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6yle bir y\u00fck ki bu, bilgisayar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda on parmak yaz\u0131yor iken, bakan g\u00f6zlerin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve hele ki say\u0131ca \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131\u015f\u0131 parmaklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r, harflerin s\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n
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Ve i\u015fte yirmi g\u00fcnd\u00fcr, bilgisayar\u0131ma, defterime, not ka\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131na kaydedilmi\u015f bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n ba\u015fl\u0131k\u2026 Yaz\u0131lmas\u0131nda hay\u0131r umulan bir dizi konu ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
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Buna kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k, bilgisayar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na her oturu\u015fta parmaklar\u0131 gerisin geri \u00e7eken o duygu\u2026<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcnler haftalar sonra bu duyguyu yenip birbiri ard\u0131 s\u0131ra yaz\u0131lar yazabilme. Bundan sonra hi\u00e7 aksatmadan yazma cehdini ku\u015fan\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
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Ama yine bir geri \u00e7ekilme, yine bir uzak duru\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bu hali nicedir ya\u015f\u0131yorum sitemizde. Parmaklar\u0131m bir ileri gidiyor, bir geri. \u00d6yle ki, Ramazan\u2019a girerken yazm\u0131\u015f olmay\u0131 umdu\u011fum onca yaz\u0131ya kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k, tebrik kabilinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir yaz\u0131yla dahi kar\u015f\u0131layamad\u0131m g\u00f6n\u00fcl ve fikir dostlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n Ramazan\u2019\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Sebebi nedir derseniz, tek bir sebebi vard\u0131 hep; bir \u2018tarassut\u2019 hissi\u2026 G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu sitede yaz\u0131lanlara dikmi\u015f, ama son derece teyakkuzda, her an sahaya atlayacak kadar tetikte kimi g\u00f6zlerin mevcudiyeti\u2026 Hep bir bityeni\u011fi aramaya meyyal, hep \u00f6k\u00fcz\u00fcn alt\u0131nda buza\u011f\u0131 olma ihtimaline a\u00e7\u0131k bir ruh haline e\u015flik eden g\u00f6zlerin\u2026<\/p>\n
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Yazar, yazar. Do\u011fru oldu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u015feyleri yazars\u0131n\u0131z; ama insans\u0131n\u0131z, yan\u0131labilirsiniz. Do\u011fru g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz \u015fey, ba\u015fka bir a\u00e7\u0131dan bak\u0131nca ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordur. O y\u00fczden, ele\u015ftiriye a\u00e7\u0131k olmas\u0131 gerekir yazar\u0131n; ele\u015ftiriyi bir zenginlik olarak g\u00f6rmesi gerekir.<\/p>\n
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Ama yazar\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru anla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131yor, dahas\u0131 yanl\u0131\u015f anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor, dahas\u0131 meram\u0131 anla\u015f\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f c\u00fcmleler y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00f6n\u00fcnden arkas\u0131ndan onca laf ediliyorsa?<\/p>\n
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Hz. Musa\u2019n\u0131n ilk duas\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlarsak; en evvel, \u2018g\u00f6n\u00fcl geni\u015fli\u011fi\u2019 istemi\u015fti \u00e2lemlerin Rabbinden; \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc duas\u0131 ise \u2018s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn dosdo\u011fru anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131 i\u00e7in, dilindeki d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclmesi\u2019ydi.<\/p>\n
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Sizi yanl\u0131\u015f anlayan, do\u011fru anlamayan itikad\u0131 itikad\u0131n\u0131za ters biri ise, yine daral\u0131yorsunuz ama, biraz da haz\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 oluyorsunuz. K\u00e2firle imtihan, bu sebepten, daha kolay geliyor bana; birbirinize ait bir tan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131z var, gard\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131yorsunuz bir kere, bir kaza ya\u015fasan\u0131z da uykuda de\u011fil uyan\u0131k iken ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir kaza oluyor bu\u2026<\/p>\n
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Ama itikad\u0131 itikad\u0131n\u0131zla ayn\u0131 oldu\u011fu halde sizi do\u011fru anlamay\u0131p bir de s\u00fcrekli yanl\u0131\u015f anl\u0131yorsa birileri; ve bunu bir \u2018m\u00fczakere zemini\u2019 olsun diye a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yorum sayfas\u0131n\u0131 l\u00e2f yeti\u015ftirme, niyet okuma ve l\u00e2f sokma zeminine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrme pahas\u0131na yap\u0131yorsa, gayretiniz t\u00f6rp\u00fcleniyor.<\/p>\n
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Bulundu\u011funuz yeri, bu yerde sizin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 sorgular hale geliyorsunuz.<\/p>\n
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Bu sitenin edit\u00f6r\u00fc olarak ben bu hale gelmi\u015fsem, var\u0131n hesap ediverin di\u011fer yazarlar\u0131n, hele ki yeni istidadlar\u0131n durumunu\u2026<\/p>\n
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Do\u011frusu, nicedir s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Sab\u0131r ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sonuna kadar zorlad\u0131k, ama nicedir bezgin haldeydik. Sitemizi yoruma a\u00e7\u0131k bir hale getirirken, \u2018s\u00f6yle\u015fip payla\u015farak \u00e7o\u011falmak\u2019 idi amac\u0131m\u0131z: bir ele\u015ftiri ve \u00f6zele\u015ftiri zemini sa\u011flamakt\u0131. Gelin g\u00f6r\u00fcn ki, bu zemini bir \u2018propaganda\u2019 mecra\u0131, bir iti\u015fme-kak\u0131\u015fma zemini gibi alg\u0131layan az say\u0131da ama faal bir z\u00fcmre zuhur etti. Kimi o taraftan, kimi bu taraftan\u2026 \u00dcstte bir hakikatin terc\u00fcmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na niyet etmi\u015f bir yaz\u0131; altta o yaz\u0131dan belki bir c\u00fcmleyi \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f, birbiriyle dala\u015fan \u2018m\u00fcfrit f\u0131rka mutaass\u0131plar\u0131.\u2019<\/p>\n
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Ve bu toz-duman aras\u0131nda kaybolup gidenler; yaz\u0131n\u0131n mesaj\u0131n\u0131n arada buharla\u015fmas\u0131, yaz\u0131ya hakikaten \u2018ele\u015ftiri\u2019nin veya \u2018takdir\u2019in hakk\u0131n\u0131 veren bir \u00fcslupla getirilen yorumlar\u0131n da arada buharla\u015fmas\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bu durumdan kalem sahipleri de muzdaripti, yorumlar\u0131 yay\u0131nlanmadan \u00f6nce de\u011ferlendirme durumundaki arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z da, sitemizi d\u00fczenli takip eden \u2018sessiz \u2018\u00e7o\u011funluk\u2019 da. Ve, bu doz-duman aras\u0131nda iz\u2019an ve insaf k\u0131vam\u0131nda yorumlar\u0131 arada kaynay\u0131p giden g\u00f6n\u00fcl dostlar\u0131 da bu durumdan muzdaripti\u2026<\/p>\n
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O y\u00fczden, ka\u00e7 defa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp bir kez daha sabra karar verip erteledi\u011fimiz \u015feyi yapt\u0131k. \u2018Yorum\u2019 sayfas\u0131n\u0131n bir iti\u015fme-kak\u0131\u015fma zeminine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrenlerin; farkl\u0131 tonlar\u0131yla gri diye bir ara rengin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan haberdar olmayanlar\u0131n; kim olursa olsun bir insan\u0131n g\u00f6kte ve yerin dibinde de\u011fil bilakis orta bir yerde, \u2018yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde\u2019 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeyenlerin, ille de g\u00f6k veya ille de yerin dibi diye diretenlerin buland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir zeminin sadece \u2018yorum\u2019 sayfas\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fil, bir b\u00fct\u00fcn olarak sitenin de varolu\u015f amac\u0131n\u0131 baltalar hale geldi\u011fini nicedir hissetti\u011fimiz i\u00e7in, \u2018\u015fimdilik\u2019 yorum sayfas\u0131n\u0131 kapatt\u0131k.<\/p>\n
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S\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n
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Al\u00e2kas\u0131z bir yaz\u0131dan bile al\u0131nganl\u0131k \u00fcretenlerden\u2026<\/p>\n
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Al\u00e2kas\u0131z bir yaz\u0131dan bile propaganda f\u0131rsat\u0131 dev\u015firenlerden\u2026<\/p>\n
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Fethullah G\u00fclen Hocaefendiyi kusurdan m\u00fcnezzeh g\u00f6rerek habire yorum yazanlardan\u2026<\/p>\n
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Fethullah G\u00fclen Hocaefendiyi kusurdan ibaret g\u00f6rerek habire yorum yazanlardan\u2026<\/p>\n
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Fethullah G\u00fclen Hocaefendiyle ilgili herkesi ve her \u015feyi de \u2018kusurdan m\u00fcnezzeh\/kusurdan ibaret\u2019 ifrat-tefritine s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131ranlardan\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u00dc\u00e7 c\u00fcmleyi d\u00fczg\u00fcn kuramad\u0131\u011f\u0131, bir c\u00fcmleyi yanl\u0131\u015fs\u0131z yazamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde her yaz\u0131landa kusur, g\u00fcnah, hino\u011flu hinlik arayanlardan\u2026<\/p>\n
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B\u00f6yle marazi bir ilgi, inan\u0131n, bizim gibi insanlarda yazma \u015fevkini s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcyor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, kavga etmek, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc koparmak, \u00f6yle ya da b\u00f6yle hakk\u0131nda konu\u015fulmak i\u00e7in yaz\u0131yor de\u011filiz. Ama yanl\u0131\u015f anlayanlar\u0131n yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n alt\u0131nda upuzun s\u0131ralanm\u0131\u015f yanl\u0131\u015f anlamalar\u0131 \u00f6ylece dururken, yazma iste\u011fi gelmiyor insan\u0131n i\u00e7inden.<\/p>\n
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Biz, ele\u015ftirinin erdemine, m\u00fczakerenin de\u011ferine inan\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n
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Ama suizan, husumet, tarassut; bunlar ba\u015fka \u015fey\u2026<\/p>\n
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Suyumuz buland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Biz de vanalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kapatt\u0131k \u015fimdilik\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc iti\u015fe-kak\u0131\u015fa buland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir suyu i\u00e7irme niyetinde de\u011filiz okuyucular\u0131m\u0131za\u2026<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcn\u00fc gelince, vanalar\u0131m\u0131z tekrar a\u00e7\u0131lacak muhtemelen.<\/p>\n
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\u015eimdilik \u015fu kadar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyelim: Yorum sayfalar\u0131, teknik altyap\u0131s\u0131 haz\u0131rlan\u0131p a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dahi, yaln\u0131zca dergimizin, Karakalem Dergisinin abonelerine mahsus olacak.<\/p>\n
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Sebebi mi?<\/p>\n
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Bir dizi sebebi var da, ikisini san\u0131r\u0131m siz de tahmin edebilirsiniz\u2026<\/p>\n
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08.09.2008 TARASSUT H\u0130SS\u0130N\u0130 iyi bilirim. \u0130nsan\u0131 tedirgin eder, ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131r, d\u00fcz yolda aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 doland\u0131r\u0131r. \u00d6yle bir y\u00fck\u00fc vard\u0131r ki g\u00f6zlerin insan\u0131n \u00fczerinde, bir tarassut halinin y\u0131k\u0131m\u0131ndan azade olabilmek i\u00e7in, on ayl\u0131k bir \u00e7ocuk bile, gider, kimsenin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir odada y\u00fcr\u00fcme talimi yapar; g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde olmak, g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde yapmak istemez. \u00d6yle bir y\u00fck\u00fc vard\u0131r ki g\u00f6zlerin, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":19,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[51],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[168],"class_list":["post-88957","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-editorden"],"yoast_head":"\n