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HAYATIN G\u00dcR sesleri ve f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 var..<\/p>\n
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Hayat\u0131n parlak \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 ve c\u0131l\u0131z p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 var..<\/p>\n
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Pesler ve tizler aras\u0131nda gizlenen hisleni\u015fler var…<\/p>\n
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Ney gibi inleyen bir enstr\u00fcmandan ba\u015flay\u0131p s\u00f6ze, hem tiz seslere \u00e7\u0131kmak istiyorum hem de peslere inmek..<\/p>\n
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Notalarda a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara do\u011fru indik\u00e7e ve pes sesler duymaya ba\u015flad\u0131k\u00e7a, m\u00fczik derinle\u015fiyor..Sanki a\u011fl\u0131yor melodiler. Sanki h\u00fcz\u00fcnle burkuluyor, h\u00fcz\u00fcnle k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131yor kam\u0131\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7inde.<\/p>\n
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Bir de hayk\u0131r\u0131rcas\u0131na tiz seslere \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor notalar..Daha \u00e7ok kimse duysun fery\u00e2d\u0131m\u0131 dercesine. <\/p>\n
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Ger\u00e7ekten de, daha \u00e7ok kimse duyuyor tiz sesleri, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc daha \u00e7ok nefes harcan\u0131yor bunun i\u00e7in..<\/p>\n
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Hayatta, tiz seslerin y\u00fcksekli\u011fini duyuyorum bazen..Bazen de pes sesleri duyacak kadar s\u00fck\u00fbnet ar\u0131yorum..<\/p>\n
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\u00c7al\u0131\u015fma salonunda, her d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceden, her inan\u0131\u015ftan insan, oturmu\u015f ders \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorken, s\u00fck\u00fbnetin tam da orta yerine ezan sesi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor bir ak\u015fam vakti.<\/p>\n
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S\u00fck\u00fbnet hakim ya odaya, herkes duyuyor ezan sesini..<\/p>\n
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Ezan, Allahu Ekber-Allah b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fcr diyor..<\/p>\n
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Sessizli\u011fin i\u00e7inde, dersleri ve dertleriyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa kalm\u0131\u015f insanlara bir teselli veriyor..<\/p>\n
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Bir \u00fcmit kayna\u011f\u0131, bir g\u00fczellikle \u015feh\u00e2det getiriyor m\u00fcezzin ve en g\u00fczel eyleme d\u00e2vet ediyor dinleyenleri, “haydi namaza” diyor..<\/p>\n
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S\u00fck\u00fbnet olmasa e\u011fer, duyulur muydu ezan\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fe dokunan sesi?…<\/p>\n
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F\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131larla s\u00f6ylenen hak\u00eekatlerin tesirlerini hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum..<\/p>\n
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Kalb\u00ee bahisler ve ciddi meseleler konu\u015furken, sesimizi y\u00fckseltmedi\u011fimizi, bil\u00e2kis, bir tonda odaklay\u0131p, sessiz akan \u0131rmaklar gibi, kelimeleri kalbimizden dilimize ak\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum bir de..<\/p>\n
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Sessizli\u011fin i\u00e7inde, en g\u00fczel seslerin duyuldu\u011funu, nicedir g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcler i\u00e7inde mahk\u00fbm olmu\u015f vicdan muh\u00e2sebelerinin ve i\u00e7 hesapla\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131n hatt\u00e2 insan\u0131n kendiyle hasbih\u00e2l etmesinin v\u00fccut buldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum..<\/p>\n
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Hani insan\u0131n t\u00fcyleri \u00fcrperir hislendi\u011finde ya da \u00fcrkt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde..<\/p>\n
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B\u00f6yle oldu\u011funda, hisler canlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r asl\u0131nda..<\/p>\n
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\u0130\u015fte, bir sessizlik atmosferinde, hastalanm\u0131\u015f hislerin dahi hissedildi\u011fini hissettim az \u00f6nce…<\/p>\n
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H\u00e2l b\u00f6yleyken, huz\u00fbru bulmak i\u00e7in emeklili\u011fini bah\u00e7eli tek katl\u0131 bir evde, \u00e7i\u00e7ekleriyle, bah\u00e7esiyle ge\u00e7irmek hasretinde olan insanlar\u0131 anlamamak ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn?…<\/p>\n
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\u00d6yledir elbet..<\/p>\n
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Bir bah\u00e7e, bir a\u011fa\u00e7, bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek, huzurdur insana..Ancak, kalabal\u0131klar aras\u0131nda huz\u00fbru bulmak ve bunca sesin i\u00e7inden vicd\u00e2n\u0131n sesini duyabilmek de ayr\u0131 bir sa\u00e2det olsa gerek..<\/p>\n
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Evet, hay\u00e2t\u0131n g\u00fcr nid\u00e2lar\u0131, bir de f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 var..<\/p>\n
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Hay\u00e2t\u0131n parlak ve cazibed\u00e2r \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 ve bir de c\u0131l\u0131z c\u0131l\u0131z yan\u0131p s\u00f6nenleri var.<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcne\u015f batt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda beliren sokak lambalar\u0131 var..Zay\u0131f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131yla orada burada beliren…Hani y\u0131ld\u0131zlar var, dolunay terk eyledi\u011finde g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc, bir bir ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u00e2lemi s\u00fcsleyen, \u0131\u015f\u0131ldatan..<\/p>\n
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\u0130\u015fte her zaman g\u00f6r\u00fcnenin, her zaman i\u015fitilenin ard\u0131nda, ba\u015fka ayr\u0131nt\u0131larda, hayat\u0131n ba\u015fka g\u00fczelliklerini duymak ve hissetmek, ancak daha kuvvetli olanlar\u0131n yerini biraz olsun zay\u0131f olanlara b\u0131rakmas\u0131yla olabiliyor…<\/p>\n
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Kocaman g\u00fcrgen a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n yahut \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131n, dallar\u0131n\u0131 budamazsak, yeni yetme fidanlar b\u00fcy\u00fcyemiyorlar..G\u00f6lgede kal\u0131yorlar.<\/p>\n
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Her zaman ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z vakitlerin biraz\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131rmay\u0131nca daha k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve daha farkl\u0131 i\u015flere, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hazineler ka\u00e7\u0131p gidiyor elimizden..<\/p>\n
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Bazen ba\u015fka insanlar\u0131, sesini tek t\u00fck duyabildi\u011fimiz insanlar\u0131, hep susturulmu\u015f, tercihleri ellerinden al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f insanlar\u0131 dinlemek..<\/p>\n
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B\u00fcy\u00fck hikayelerden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck paylar al\u0131p durmak yerine, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hikayelerden b\u00fcy\u00fck kazan\u0131mlar \u00e7\u0131karabilmek belki de…<\/p>\n
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K\u0131saca, hayat\u0131n hem tizlerini hem peslerini duymak…<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6n\u00fcl g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, fikir d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131, \u00e2lemi seyreden pencerelerimizi ve i\u015fitme yetimizi bize verildi\u011fi gibi zengin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f-duyu\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yla kullanmak..<\/p>\n
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Her g\u00fcn onlarca yaz\u0131y\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle bir okumaktansa, bir ka\u00e7 sat\u0131r\u0131 hissederek okumak bazen…<\/p>\n
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Kalbi, farkl\u0131 soluklarla att\u0131rmak..<\/p>\n
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Ney’den geldik buralara, nerelere gidiyoruz..<\/p>\n
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Galiba, kalpten ba\u015flad\u0131k s\u00f6ze, kalbin arzular\u0131n\u0131 dillendiriyoruz..<\/p>\n
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Seslerin y\u00fckseldi\u011fi, kimsenin birbirini duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ortamlardan az\u00e2d edilmek istiyoruz belki de..<\/p>\n
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\u00c2lemin g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fclerinden ar\u0131n\u0131p, ney gibi inleyip uzaklara gidiyoruz.. <\/p>\n
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Seslerle hislenmek, sessizlikte ba\u015fka sesler duymak istiyoruz.<\/p>\n
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Seslerin birbirine kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131, yanl\u0131\u015f seslerin y\u00fckseltildi\u011fi b\u00f6yle bir devirde, <\/p>\n
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\u00fcmitvar oluyor ve \u00e2lemin g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fclerden ar\u0131nmas\u0131, en g\u00fcr sed\u00e2n\u0131n \u0130sl\u00e2m olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in dua ediyoruz…<\/p>\n
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25.03.2006 HAYATIN G\u00dcR sesleri ve f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 var.. Hayat\u0131n parlak \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 ve c\u0131l\u0131z p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 var.. Pesler ve tizler aras\u0131nda gizlenen hisleni\u015fler var… Ney gibi inleyen bir enstr\u00fcmandan ba\u015flay\u0131p s\u00f6ze, hem tiz seslere \u00e7\u0131kmak istiyorum hem de peslere inmek.. Notalarda a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara do\u011fru indik\u00e7e ve pes sesler duymaya ba\u015flad\u0131k\u00e7a, m\u00fczik derinle\u015fiyor..Sanki a\u011fl\u0131yor melodiler. Sanki h\u00fcz\u00fcnle burkuluyor, h\u00fcz\u00fcnle k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131yor […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":18,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[166],"class_list":["post-88911","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n