19.08.2006<\/p>\n
\u015eEHR\u0130N G\u00dcR\u00dcLT\u00dcLER\u0130NDEN ve \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131ndan uzaktay\u0131m.. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa..
\nA\u011fustosun bu s\u0131caklar\u0131nda, g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131yor. Topraktan insan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u0131cak vuruyor.. Ancak ak\u015fam vakitlerinde serinliyor hava.. Gece saat on bir oldu\u011funda, bah\u00e7eden i\u00e7eri girmek istemiyorum. S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 hala so\u011fumam\u0131\u015f olan bah\u00e7e duvar\u0131na yasl\u0131yor, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc seyrediyorum. Dolunay\u0131 izliyorum.
\nRabbim \u015fu kavuran s\u0131caklar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan nas\u0131l da serinletiyor her yeri.. Nas\u0131l ferah oluyor geceleri g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc.. Ne b\u00fcy\u00fck bir nimet..<\/p>\n
B\u00f6yle g\u00fcnlerden birinde, tarlalar\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki tepelerde g\u00fcne\u015f bat\u0131yorken yine, yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz..
\nSa\u011f yan\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131pk\u0131z\u0131l bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc s\u00fcsl\u00fcyor tarlan\u0131n ve ard\u0131ndan solda dolunay beliriyor.
\nBa\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yok hareketsiz g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde..
\nTarlalar ve irili ufakl\u0131 tepeler ard\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen ay ile muhabbetimiz ba\u015fl\u0131yor b\u00f6ylece..
\nAy, bir secde ayeti sanki.. \u0130nsan\u0131n orac\u0131kta secdeye kapanas\u0131 geliyor..
\nY\u00fcre\u011fim ay\u0131n parlakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na meftun.. Manzaram\u0131 perdeleyen tepeler araya girdi\u011finde yine nur damlas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in heyecanlan\u0131yorum.
\nHen\u00fcz hava tam kararmam\u0131\u015f.. Hen\u00fcz mavili\u011fini kaybetmemi\u015f g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, sar\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmemi\u015f tarlalar..
\nKusurlardan m\u00fcnezzeh Rabbim, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn en g\u00fczel yerine, ne kadar kusursuzca asm\u0131\u015fsa bu \u0131\u015f\u0131k yans\u0131tan topu, \u00f6yle de kusursuz yaratm\u0131\u015f alemi..<\/p>\n
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Ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz g\u00fcnlerde, dolunayl\u0131 bu g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar ya\u011fd\u0131 g\u00f6kbilimcilerin s\u00f6yledi\u011fine g\u00f6re.. D\u00fcnyam\u0131z bir kuyruklu y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131n y\u00f6r\u00fcngesine girdi.. Kuyruklu y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n beraberinde d\u00f6nen meteorlar, atmosfere girip, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc adeta bir \u015f\u00f6lene \u00e7evireceklerdi. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar art arda kayacakt\u0131.. Yani uzay bo\u015flu\u011funda d\u00f6nen irili ufakl\u0131 ta\u015flar, yan\u0131p, \u0131\u015f\u0131k olacakt\u0131..<\/p>\n
G\u00f6kbilimcilerin dedi\u011fi gibi, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar kaymaya ba\u015flad\u0131 tek tek.
\nHi\u00e7biri incitmedi bir tek insan\u0131 bile.. Korundu d\u00fcnyam\u0131z. Y\u00f6r\u00fcngesi de\u011fi\u015ftirilmedi, ve yeri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc alt \u00fcst edebilecek bir \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fmadan kurtar\u0131ld\u0131k yine..<\/p>\n
G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde b\u00f6ylesi bir ya\u011fmur s\u00fcrerken, bir yandan havai fi\u015fekler patl\u0131yordu bulundu\u011fum yerde. Patlayan fi\u015fekler, tozu dumana kat\u0131yordu.. K\u00f6pekler ve kediler sesten \u00fcrk\u00fcp de\u011fi\u015fik sesler \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorlard\u0131, birka\u00e7 bebek a\u011flamas\u0131 da duyuluyordu..<\/p>\n
Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar kayarken g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde, kay\u0131p giden ba\u015fka \u015feyler de oluyordu alemde..<\/p>\n
Havai fi\u015feklerin bomba gibi patlamas\u0131yla, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ba\u015fka ba\u015fka yerlerinde patlayan bombalar geliyordu hat\u0131ra..
\nMinik yavrular\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinde kayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar, ard\u0131 s\u0131ra..
\nBu topraklarda, iki gen\u00e7 evlendi\u011finden fi\u015fekler patl\u0131yordu g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde, korkutmuyordu \u0131\u015f\u0131klar..
\nAma sava\u015f\u0131n oldu\u011fu yerlerde, bir y\u0131ld\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce yere.. Pek \u00e7o\u011fu yetim kal\u0131yordu yavrular\u0131n..
\nSava\u015f, kayd\u0131r\u0131yordu y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131..<\/p>\n
Uzay bo\u015flu\u011fundan atmosfere \u00e7arpan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar yok olup, \u0131\u015f\u0131k olup gidiyordu..
\nAma insanlar\u0131n att\u0131\u011f\u0131 ta\u015flar\u0131 durduram\u0131yordu bar\u0131naklar..<\/p>\n
Bir tek dua edebiliyordu \u00e7aresiz g\u00f6n\u00fcller, g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde: <\/p>\n
\n\u201cEy evrendeki tehlikelere kar\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131 sar\u0131p ku\u015fatan Rabbim..
\nSen koru mazlumlar\u0131.. Islah eyle zalimleri..
\nKoru bizi Rabbim.. Kayd\u0131rma, tut ruhlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, ve kalplerimizi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
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19.08.2006 \u015eEHR\u0130N G\u00dcR\u00dcLT\u00dcLER\u0130NDEN ve \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131ndan uzaktay\u0131m.. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa.. A\u011fustosun bu s\u0131caklar\u0131nda, g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131yor. Topraktan insan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u0131cak vuruyor.. Ancak ak\u015fam vakitlerinde serinliyor hava.. Gece saat on bir oldu\u011funda, bah\u00e7eden i\u00e7eri girmek istemiyorum. S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 hala so\u011fumam\u0131\u015f olan bah\u00e7e duvar\u0131na yasl\u0131yor, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc seyrediyorum. Dolunay\u0131 izliyorum. Rabbim \u015fu kavuran s\u0131caklar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan nas\u0131l da serinletiyor her yeri.. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":18,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[166],"class_list":["post-88901","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n