23.03.2007<\/p>\n
I.
\nGECEYE H\u0130L\u00c2L do\u011fdu.
\nMecalince halini anlats\u0131n diye, Rabbim onu tam da tepeye koydu.
\nDualara kavis \u00e7izmek ve dahi
\nD\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc resmetmek i\u00e7in geldi.
\nY\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u015fimdi…
\nG\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc seyr i\u00e7in \t
\nDaha ne bekleriz \u00e2lemden?<\/p>\n
II.
\nKalemim, k\u00fcsk\u00fcn m\u00fcs\u00fcn yoksa bana? Halimi arzetmez oldun sat\u0131rlara…
\nHal evvel\u00e2 z\u00e2t\u0131n arz\u0131na m\u0131 sunulur? Bundan m\u0131d\u0131r suskunlu\u011fun? Sen \u00f6nce kendi ahvalini kendi dilince y\u00fcre\u011fine anlat m\u0131 dersin?
\nY\u00fcrek her ne kadar g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde p\u0131t p\u0131t atsa da, kimi zaman al\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 uzaklara gidiyor.
\nUzaklar dahi uzak kal\u0131yor ya bazen\u2026
\nBir yol kal\u0131yor geriye…
\nD\u00fc\u015fe kalka, ama yaln\u0131z, ama kalabal\u0131kla ar\u015f\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yollar…
\nKo\u015far ad\u0131m bazen, bazen itile kak\u0131la.
\nBu gece dolunay da yolda\u015f oldu. Karn\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 yar\u0131k ile, t\u00fcm ihti\u015fam\u0131yla \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131yor.
\nBu gece o elimden tutuyor.
\nZul\u00fcm k\u00f6k\u00fcnden gelen karanl\u0131kta ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n halifesi olarak yol g\u00f6steriyor gezginlere.
\nNebev\u00ee hat\u0131ralar\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yan dolunay…
\nAs\u0131rlar \u00f6ncesine \u015fahitlik eden, h\u00e2l\u00e2 her\u015feyi bir y\u00f6r\u00fcngeden izleyen ay!..
\nKimdi seni ba\u011flayan d\u00fcnyaya?
\nHi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmadan d\u00f6nmene m\u00fcsaade eden kimdi?
\nA\u015fk ile \u00e7ekiliyorsun besbelli. \u00c2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funun nurunu yans\u0131t\u0131rs\u0131n…
\n\u0130brahim\u2019in (a.s.) ve \u0130brahim\u00ee y\u00fcreklerin tek batmayan\u0131n, Allah\u2019\u0131n ger\u00e7ek Rab oldu\u011funa iman\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u015fahidisin..
\nAz sonra \u00e7ekilirsin ufkumdan. Rabbime secdeye gidersin.
\nBir batar ve bir do\u011fars\u0131n.
\nNeler hat\u0131rlat\u0131rs\u0131n neler, ey yolda\u015f! Yolun a\u00e7\u0131k olsun.
\nI\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n hep bizimle kals\u0131n.
\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczere\u2026<\/p>\n
III.
\nTut elimden dolunay! D\u00f6nmek istiyorum d\u00fcnyan\u0131n etraf\u0131nda. Oradan yery\u00fcz\u00fc nas\u0131l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, bilmek istiyorum. Bir d\u00fcrb\u00fcn al\u0131p elime, insanlar\u0131 seyredece\u011fim kuca\u011f\u0131nda.
\nHangileri sevgi da\u011f\u0131t\u0131yor etraf\u0131na ve hangileri karamsarl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131kmaz\u0131n\u0131n eteklerinde… Oradan daha iyi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr eminim.
\nHabersizce \u015f\u00f6yle bir baksak, k\u0131zmazlar de\u011fil mi?
\nG\u00f6rmek istiyorum kusurlar\u0131 dahi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc; dua etmek istiyorum herkese…
\nSett\u00e2r ve Gaff\u00e2r olan Rabbimden t\u00fcm kusurlar\u0131n aff\u0131n\u0131, tamirini dileyece\u011fim d\u00fcnyan\u0131n etraf\u0131nda d\u00f6nerken.
\nTam da seyre dalm\u0131\u015fken, belki seni seyredenlerle g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelece\u011fim. Senin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na uzanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zlere selam verece\u011fim. Hem el de sallar\u0131m g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden. Onlar\u0131n da varsa bir teleskobu, g\u00f6r\u00fcrler belki beni.
\nSen hil\u00e2l oldu\u011funda, karanl\u0131k topraklar\u0131na do\u011fru ko\u015fup d\u00fcnyadan gelen \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 daha iyi g\u00f6rmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Bu gece de tut elimden dolunay.
\nTefekk\u00fcr bine\u011fine atlay\u0131p geliyorum yan\u0131na.
\nEllerimden tut ve k\u0131sa bir m\u00fcddetli\u011fine bile olsa, d\u00fcnyaya \u2018d\u00fc\u015fmeden\u2019 orada kalmama yard\u0131m et.
\nSenin oradan her\u015fey g\u00fczel g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordur.
\nAma neler olup bitti\u011fini se\u00e7emiyorsan ben sana anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131m hal dilimce…
\nSevenleri, sevmeyenleri…
\nG\u00fcnlerini zindan edenleri, \u00e7i\u00e7ek toplayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, \u015fekeri elinden al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f olanlar\u0131, u\u00e7urtmas\u0131 dalda kalanlar\u0131\u2026
\nKelebek avc\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, ya\u011fmur \u00e2\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fclleri, g\u00fclistanlar\u0131, dostlar\u0131\u2026
\n\u0130nsan\u2019\u0131\u2026
\nT\u00fcm bu kalabal\u0131k ve karma\u015fa aras\u0131nda dopdolu y\u00fcre\u011fiyle oradan oraya ko\u015fanlar\u0131…
\nSeni sevenleri ve hatta sana \u015fiir yazanlar\u0131 da.
\nVe senin gibi g\u00f6revinde s\u00e2d\u0131k, ayn\u0131 y\u00f6r\u00fcngeden, ayn\u0131 kaynaktan \u0131\u015f\u0131k sa\u00e7anlar\u0131\u2026
\nBen sana anlat\u0131r\u0131m. Sen sak\u0131n merak edip a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inme. Sen orada \u00e7ok g\u00fczelsin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczel ay, dolunay…
\nD\u00f6n sevgiye, d\u00f6n Rabbine… Hep bu y\u00f6r\u00fcngede, d\u00f6n dolunay!<\/p>\n
IV.
\nHey g\u00fczel y\u0131ld\u0131z! Hey parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ucu kadar bile \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmayan koca ate\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131! O y\u00fcce c\u00fcssenin \u015fu anki vazifedarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6k resmimizde bir noktac\u0131k \u0131\u015f\u0131k yaymak belki de…
\nVe sen d\u00fcnyam\u0131zdan kat kat b\u00fcy\u00fck maddenle bu g\u00f6revi yerine getirmekten usanm\u0131yor, i\u015fte orac\u0131kta \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131yorsun.
\nDemiyorsun ki, \u201cRabbim, ben \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, g\u00f6revim bu mu? Gafil insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcne desen olmak m\u0131?\u201d
\nDemezsin ki ey g\u00fczel y\u0131ld\u0131z…
\nEmir kulu olmak ne g\u00fczel, ne ulv\u00ee bir erdem…
\nRabbimin m\u00fclk\u00fcnde her zerre y\u00fcceler y\u00fccesi bir vazifeyi s\u0131rtlanm\u0131\u015f.
\n\u0130\u015fte seninle hasb\u0131hal etmekte olan insan da maddece senden \u00e7ok \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck v\u00fccuduna ubudiyet y\u00fck\u00fc y\u00fcklenmi\u015f; y\u00fcr\u00fcyen seyreden, dillenen, dinlenen, izlenen bir ayine..
\nDost y\u0131ld\u0131z! Milyonlarca kilometre \u00f6telerde o dev\u00e2s\u00e2 g\u00f6vdenle oradan oraya d\u00f6nerken, bak \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u00e2 nerelere ula\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 Rabbin…
\n\u00c7ok \u00e7ok uzaklarda, gecenin bir vakti g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc seyreyleyen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ayinenin kalbine!..
\nMuhabbetle g\u00fczel y\u0131ld\u0131z…\n<\/p>\n
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23.03.2007 I. GECEYE H\u0130L\u00c2L do\u011fdu. Mecalince halini anlats\u0131n diye, Rabbim onu tam da tepeye koydu. Dualara kavis \u00e7izmek ve dahi D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc resmetmek i\u00e7in geldi. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u015fimdi… G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc seyr i\u00e7in Daha ne bekleriz \u00e2lemden? II. Kalemim, k\u00fcsk\u00fcn m\u00fcs\u00fcn yoksa bana? Halimi arzetmez oldun sat\u0131rlara… Hal evvel\u00e2 z\u00e2t\u0131n arz\u0131na m\u0131 sunulur? Bundan m\u0131d\u0131r suskunlu\u011fun? Sen \u00f6nce […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":18,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[166],"class_list":["post-88887","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n