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B\u0130R BELDEYE ta\u015f\u0131nmak, bir beldeyi tan\u0131mak bir k\u0131\u015f mevsiminde..Havan\u0131n kapal\u0131, a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131plak oldu\u011fu bir d\u00f6nemde..So\u011fuk, sessiz ve \u0131ss\u0131z g\u00fcnlerde..Nas\u0131l da bir tedirginlik olu\u015fturur insan\u0131n kalbinde.. <\/p>\n
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Toprak, ba\u011fr\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 tohumlar\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tutmakta ve hi\u00e7 renk vermemektedir.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn grili\u011fi, maviyi zapt etmi\u015f g\u00f6stermemekte ve b\u00f6rt\u00fc b\u00f6cek, \u00e7ekildikleri kabuklar\u0131nda beklemektedir.. <\/p>\n
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Birka\u00e7 ay ge\u00e7er b\u00f6ylece\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Ve bahar gelir usulca\u2026\u00d6nce minik minik yapraklarla ve pembe-beyaz \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle..<\/p>\n
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Her g\u00fcn ge\u00e7ti\u011finiz so\u011fuk ve karanl\u0131k yol, ye\u015fil bir \u00f6rt\u00fcye b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr sonra.. <\/p>\n
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K\u0131\u015fta \u00f6l\u00fc gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen a\u011fa\u00e7 dallar\u0131n\u0131n ne kadar y\u00fckse\u011fe uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yemye\u015fil yapraklar b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce anlars\u0131n\u0131z..Bir \u00e7al\u0131l\u0131\u011fa benzeyen sarma\u015f\u0131k dallar\u0131n\u0131n pembe-mor \u00e7i\u00e7eklerden olu\u015ftu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce hayret edersiniz..<\/p>\n
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Ve topra\u011f\u0131n sonunda sal\u0131verdi\u011fi menek\u015feleri fark edersiniz renk renk..<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcne\u015f art\u0131k daha s\u0131k u\u011framaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r bu beldeye. Mavi sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden \u00e7\u0131kar, yer g\u00f6k rengarenk bir \u015f\u00f6len havas\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr adeta.. <\/p>\n
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|8Oysa buralar griydi, <\/p>\n
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so\u011fuktu, <\/p>\n
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sessizdi, <\/p>\n
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renksizdi, <\/p>\n
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\u0131ss\u0131zd\u0131 ilk tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z zaman\u2026 |9<\/p>\n
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\u015eimdiyse nas\u0131l de\u011fi\u015f(tiril)di!…. <\/p>\n
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Baharla duygular bile k\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131r oldu, umutlar u\u00e7urtma olup r\u00fczgarla y\u00fckseklere u\u00e7tu, u\u00e7tu.. <\/p>\n
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Toprakla birlikte kalp ve ruh nefes ald\u0131..<\/p>\n
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Ya\u011fmurla sanki kederler, \u00f6fkeler, nefretler y\u0131kand\u0131..Mis gibi oldu her yer.. <\/p>\n
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Bahar, bir dirili\u015f m\u00fcjdesi; bahar bir hediye oldu.. <\/p>\n
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\u00d6l\u00fcleri diriltecek olan Allah, k\u00e2inat\u0131 \u015fenlendirdi, canlara can katt\u0131.. <\/p>\n
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K\u0131\u015fta tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z beldeler gibi, k\u0131\u015fta tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z insanlar oluyor hayat\u0131m\u0131zda.. <\/p>\n
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K\u0131\u015f\u0131n sessiz so\u011fuklu\u011funda belki \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f ruhuyla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z..<\/p>\n
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Ve \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar dizesi s\u0131ralan\u0131yor zihnimizde.. <\/p>\n
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\u00d6yle ki bahar\u0131n gelmesine izin vermeyecek kadar az muhatap oluyoruz kimileriyle.. <\/p>\n
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A\u00e7maya haz\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri i\u00e7inde saklayan c\u0131l\u0131z dal par\u00e7alar\u0131, inand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 gelmiyor belki bize..<\/p>\n
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Ne var ki; k\u0131\u015fs\u0131z bahar olmuyor.. <\/p>\n
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Ac\u0131 \u00e7ekiyor insan, hata yap\u0131yor, pi\u015fman oluyor, olgunla\u015f\u0131yor, haz\u0131rlan\u0131yor\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bazen k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerden korunmak istermi\u015f\u00e7esine bir kal\u0131n z\u0131rhla kapl\u0131yor etraf\u0131n\u0131 ve kapat\u0131yor kendini herkese.. <\/p>\n
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Bu y\u00fczden, insanlar\u0131 tan\u0131mak, onlar\u0131 sevmek ve yard\u0131mc\u0131 olmak i\u00e7in zamana ihtiya\u00e7 var..<\/p>\n
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Bir k\u0131\u015fa, akabinde bir bahara ihtiya\u00e7 var.. <\/p>\n
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Ama \u00e7ok az kimseye bu sabr\u0131 g\u00f6steriyor ve \u00e7ok az kimseyi seviyoruz biz. <\/p>\n
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Ve ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z ilerledik\u00e7e sevdi\u011fimiz insan say\u0131s\u0131 artmak yerine azal\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kusursuzu ar\u0131yoruz, kusur kabul edemiyoruz. <\/p>\n
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Zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e de m\u00fckemmeliyet\u00e7ili\u011fin esiri oluyoruz. <\/p>\n
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Bu y\u00fczden modern \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n insan\u0131 yaln\u0131z..Her yer k\u0131\u015f\u2026Bahardan eser yok kalp hanelerinde.. <\/p>\n
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Kuru ve kirli bir kalabal\u0131ktan olu\u015fan bir \u00e7evreyle ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck \u00e7ekirdek aileyle s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hayatlar boy vermeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor her yerde. <\/p>\n
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Halbuki Yarat\u0131c\u0131m\u0131z kullar\u0131n\u0131 eksiklerine ve hatalar\u0131na ra\u011fmen seviyor\u2026Af kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hep a\u00e7\u0131k tutuyor..<\/p>\n
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Yarat\u0131c\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sevgili el\u00e7isi (s.a.v) de, insanlar\u0131 kusurlar\u0131na ve eksiklerine ra\u011fmen seviyor ve hatta kullukta pek \u00e7ok hatas\u0131 olan biz bu devrin n\u00e2k\u0131s insanlar\u0131na da y\u00fczlerce y\u0131l \u00f6tesinden \u201ckarde\u015flerim\u201d diye hit\u00e2p ediyor.. <\/p>\n
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Rabbimiz \u201cEl-Ved\u00fbd\u201d ismiyle \u201cSeven\u201d ve \u201cSevilen\u201d iken, biz kusurlu kullar \u201cSevmeyen\u201d ve \u201cSevilmeyen\u201d olabiliyoruz.. <\/p>\n
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Ve bu da bir \u00e2yine h\u00fckm\u00fcnde yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan insan\u0131n f\u0131trat\u0131na hi\u00e7 yak\u0131\u015fm\u0131yor\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Evet, k\u0131\u015fta g\u00f6rd\u00fck belki birbirimizi.. <\/p>\n
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Ben, bir hastam\u0131, cezaevi ko\u011fu\u015funda mahkumken g\u00f6rd\u00fcm \u00f6rne\u011fin..Ya da bir hastam\u0131n yak\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 hastaya eziyet ederken tan\u0131d\u0131m.. Ya da bir ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 mesle\u011finin kurallar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7i\u011fnerken g\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u2026Evet kusurlar g\u00f6rd\u00fcm belki..Ama ben de kusurlar i\u015fledim ve birileri de benim kusurlar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc..Nihayetinde m\u00fckemmel de\u011fildik hi\u00e7birimiz.. <\/p>\n
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Ancak kusurluya de\u011fil, kusurun kendisine olmal\u0131yd\u0131 \u00f6fkemiz ve nefretimiz.. <\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her birimiz, k\u0131\u015f\u0131n t\u00fcm yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcp incecik kalan kuru dallara sahip olsak da, o dallar\u0131 cennet bah\u00e7eleri gibi \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle donatacak olan topra\u011fa, k\u00f6klerimizle ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131z.. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131z, hatal\u0131y\u0131z ama; Rabbimizin rahmeti \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck !.. <\/p>\n
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Hen\u00fcz g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131\u015f reng\u00e2renk \u00e7i\u00e7eklerimiz topra\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda sakl\u0131..Ve dikenli \u00e7al\u0131-\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lar asl\u0131nda yemye\u015fil sarma\u015f\u0131klara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fecek\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Sadece \u201c\u00e7ok seven\u201d ve \u201c\u00e7ok \u00e7ok sevilmeyi hak eden\u201d bir Rabbin kullar\u0131 oldu\u011fumuzu hat\u0131rlamal\u0131 ve sevmeyi denemeliyiz\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Sevmeyi, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131za tak\u0131lan dikenli bir bitkiyi dahi.. <\/p>\n
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Ve hatta grili\u011fini g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn.. Ve kusurlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bile.. <\/p>\n
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Ki kusurlar\u0131m\u0131z sayesinde \u201cKusursuz\u201d olan\u0131 tan\u0131yabiliriz.. <\/p>\n
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Ve kusurlar\u0131m\u0131zla rahmet edilenlerden oluruz..<\/p>\n
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Kusurlar\u0131m\u0131zla seviliriz biz\u2026. <\/p>\n
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Ankara.. |9<\/p>\n
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Rabia Nazik Kaya<\/p>\n
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07.05.2009 B\u0130R BELDEYE ta\u015f\u0131nmak, bir beldeyi tan\u0131mak bir k\u0131\u015f mevsiminde..Havan\u0131n kapal\u0131, a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131plak oldu\u011fu bir d\u00f6nemde..So\u011fuk, sessiz ve \u0131ss\u0131z g\u00fcnlerde..Nas\u0131l da bir tedirginlik olu\u015fturur insan\u0131n kalbinde.. Toprak, ba\u011fr\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 tohumlar\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tutmakta ve hi\u00e7 renk vermemektedir. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn grili\u011fi, maviyi zapt etmi\u015f g\u00f6stermemekte ve b\u00f6rt\u00fc b\u00f6cek, \u00e7ekildikleri kabuklar\u0131nda beklemektedir.. Birka\u00e7 ay ge\u00e7er b\u00f6ylece\u2026 Ve bahar gelir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":18,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[166],"class_list":["post-88876","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n