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BEN\u0130M RUHUM, hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm hari\u00e7, hi\u00e7 durulmad\u0131, durulamad\u0131. Hakikaten \u201cHarb-i umumiyi g\u00f6ren ihtiyard\u0131r\u201d m\u00e2n\u00e2s\u0131n\u0131 defalarca ya\u015fayan birisi olarak s\u00fck\u00fbn bulmak \u00f6yle \u00e7ok da kolay de\u011fil. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla dolu olarak etti\u011fim dualar olsa gerek ki beni bu asla lay\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m Nurlu Eserlere ve Nurlu insanlara arkada\u015f eyledi. Muhatap olup \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim ve h\u00e2l\u00e2 ciddi bir gayretle \u00f6\u011frenmeye ve ya\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m haka\u00eek olmasayd\u0131, H\u0131z\u0131r gibi ruhuma yeti\u015fmeseydi zannedersem, ayakta duramaz, hayata devam edemezdim\u2026<\/p>\n
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Benden daha \u00fcst\u00fcn, daha kabiliyetli, daha zeki milyonlarca insana ra\u011fmen b\u00f6yle bir nimete kavu\u015fturan Rabb-i Rahimime binlerce hamd olsun. \u0130n\u015fallah bu nimetlerden mahrum kalmamak i\u00e7in her \u015feye katlanaca\u011f\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m\u0131n her an\u0131n\u0131 ciddi bir mesai tanzimiyle Hakk yoluna sarf edece\u011fim. Ancak bu arada her \u015feye ra\u011fmen insanca ya\u015faman\u0131n zorlu\u011funu altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131na az kala ancak tam idrak edebildi\u011fime de \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc de itiraf etmeden ge\u00e7emeyece\u011fim. <\/p>\n
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B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlarla birlikte, en mesut san\u0131lan ehl-i d\u00fcnyadan, kesinlikle daha mes\u2019ut oldu\u011fumun da fark\u0131nday\u0131m. Zaman zaman \u201cBabal\u0131k kim, sen kimsin. Kocal\u0131k kim, sen kimsin.\u201d diye feryat ederek, \u00e7evremi, in\u015fallah ebedi arkada\u015flar\u0131m olacak birilerini biraz k\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131yorsam da kesinlikle su\u00e7lu onlar de\u011fil. \u0130nsanl\u0131k zormu\u015f. \u0130nsanca hayat\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmek zormu\u015f. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcmle dualara s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131yorum. Hizmet ad\u0131na gitti\u011fim yerlerde s\u00f6ylediklerimi, anlatt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131, okuduklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6nce kendi nefsime anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak vaziyeti \u015fimdilik idare etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Ama inan\u0131n zor bir s\u00fcre\u00e7 daima var.<\/p>\n
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Vefas\u0131zl\u0131klar, iftiralar, g\u0131ybetler, haks\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131nda yer almalar, zay\u0131flar\u0131n haklar\u0131n\u0131n z\u00e2yi olu\u015fu, en idraklilerin bile her \u015feye b\u00eeg\u00e2neli\u011fi ve hatta zulme g\u00f6z yummas\u0131, en kalitelilerin dahi d\u00fcnyev\u00eele\u015fmesi, en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck zarar kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir \u00e7ok insanda sadakatin sona ermesi, n\u00e2dan ve kaba olanlar\u0131n zemini istil\u00e2s\u0131; bu alem-i kevn \u00fc fesad olan imtihan d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n raconunu anlamayarak, vahyin d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki yollarla bo\u015funa asude olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n \u00e7oklu\u011fu; bela ve dertlerle \u00e2l\u00fbde bir hayatta, iman g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ra\u011fmen, kendi zaaflar\u0131m\u0131z sebebiyle saadeti bulamay\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z; zalimlere teslim ve hatta r\u00e2m olup insanl\u0131ktan istifa edenlerin halleri hayat\u0131 \u00e7ekilemez yap\u0131yor. <\/p>\n
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Ve b\u00f6yle bir s\u00fcrece g\u00fc\u00e7 yetiremeyen, \u00f6lmeden \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f gibi peri\u015fan benim gibi zay\u0131flar\u0131n, as\u0131rlar \u00f6tesinden gelen manzum sesleri\u2026Onlarla biraz olsun derdini ifade edebilmenin, de\u015farj olman\u0131n getirdi\u011fi rahatl\u0131k\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Ben, her \u015feye ra\u011fmen, ge\u00e7mi\u015fte, azimetten y\u0131lmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hayk\u0131ran birileri gibi:<\/p>\n
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|8\u201cFELEK B\u0130N T\u00dcRL\u00dc ESBABIN TOPLASIN GELS\u0130N<\/p>\n
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D\u00d6NERSEM KAHPEY\u0130M \u0130NSANCA YA\u015eAMAKTAN\u2026\u201d diyerek g\u00fcrlemeye devam ediyor, ve hatta; <\/p>\n
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\u201cMERKEZ\u0130 H\u00c2KE ATSALAR DA B\u0130Z\u0130<\/p>\n
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ARZ-I K\u00dcREY\u0130 PATLATIR DA \u00c7IKARIZ.\u201d diyenler kadar \u0131srar ederek de, insanca ya\u015fanacak bir hayat i\u00e7in b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcmle as\u0131l\u0131yorum.|9<\/p>\n
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Serde edebiyat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k ve dertlilik olunca eski eserlerden, hal-i \u00e2lemi veciz olarak anlatan, baz\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ifadeleri bar\u0131nd\u0131ran, s\u0131k s\u0131k okudu\u011fum baz\u0131 sat\u0131rlar\u0131 sizlere de aktarmak istiyorum. <\/p>\n
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|8\u0130man ile din ak\u00e7edir erb\u00e2b-\u0131 g\u0131n\u00e2da,<\/p>\n
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N\u00e2mus \u00fc hamiyet s\u00f6z\u00fc kald\u0131 fukar\u00e2da .<\/p>\n
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D\u00fc\u015fmanlara ahb\u00e2b\u0131n\u0131 zemm oldu zer\u00e2fet,<\/p>\n
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Dil-d\u00e2rdan a\u011fy\u00e2ra \u015fikayet yeni \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Hak s\u00f6yleyen evvel dahi menf\u00fbr idi ger\u00e7i,<\/p>\n
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H\u00e2inlere amm\u00e2 ki riayet yeni \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Aciz olan\u0131n ketm olunur hakk-\u0131 sar\u00eeh\u00ee,<\/p>\n
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Mahm\u00eelere amma ki ri\u00e2yet yeni \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Tevsi-\u00ee mai\u015fette b\u00fct\u00fcn zikr ile fikrin <\/p>\n
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\u015eeyhim ne zaman s\u00f6yle M\u00fcselman olacaks\u0131n<\/p>\n
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\u0130nsanlara sadakat yak\u0131\u015f\u0131r g\u00f6rse de ikrah,<\/p>\n
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Yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r, do\u011frular\u0131n Hazret-i Allah.<\/p>\n
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N\u00e2-danlar eder sohbet-i n\u00e2danla telezz\u00fcz,<\/p>\n
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Divanelerin hem \u2013demi div\u00e2ne gerektir.<\/p>\n
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\u00c2sude olam dersen e\u011fer gelme cih\u00e2na <\/p>\n
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Meydana d\u00fc\u015fen kurtulamaz seng-i kaz\u00e2dan<\/p>\n
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Her \u00e2kile bir dert bu \u00e2lemde mukarrer,<\/p>\n
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Rahat ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f var m\u0131 g\u00fcr\u00fbh-u uk\u00e2l\u00e2dan<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6rmeden \u00e2s\u00e2r-\u0131 nis\u00e2n\u0131n bahar elden gider<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcller \u00e2hir r\u00e2m olur amma hez\u00e2r elden gider<\/p>\n
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Heman bir feyz-i baki terk eder bir zevk-i f\u00e2niye <\/p>\n
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Hayat\u0131n kadrini \u00e2li bilenler h\u00fcsn-\u00fc \u015f\u00f6hretten<\/p>\n
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Nedendir halkta t\u00fbl-i hayata bunca ra\u011fbetler<\/p>\n
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Nedir insana bilmem menf\u00e2at-i h\u0131fz-\u0131 em\u00e2netten<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6r\u00fcp ahk\u00e2ma m\u00fcnharif s\u0131dk-u sel\u00e2metten<\/p>\n
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\u00c7ekildik izzet-\u00fc ikb\u00e2l ile b\u00e2b-\u0131 h\u00fck\u00fcmetten<\/p>\n
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Usanmaz kendini insan bilenler halka hizmetten<\/p>\n
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M\u00fcr\u00fcvvet-ment olan mazluma el \u00e7ekmez i\u00e2netten.<\/p>\n
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Muini zalimin d\u00fcnyada erbab-\u0131 den\u00e2attir,<\/p>\n
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K\u00f6pektir zevk alan sayy\u00e2d-\u0131 b\u00ee insafa hizmetten.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6k ye\u015fil, yer sar\u0131, mercan dallar,<\/p>\n
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Dalm\u0131\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnde ku\u015flar y\u00e2de;<\/p>\n
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Bize bir zevk-i t\u00e2hattur kald\u0131,<\/p>\n
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Bu s\u00f6nen, g\u00f6lgelenen d\u00fcny\u00e2de<\/p>\n
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\u00d6lmek de\u011fildir \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn en feci i\u015fi,<\/p>\n
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M\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl budur ki \u00f6lmeden evvel \u00f6l\u00fcr ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n
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H\u00fclyas\u0131 kalmay\u0131nca hayat\u0131n ne zevki var<\/p>\n
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Bitsin hay\u0131rl\u0131s\u0131yla bu beyhude sonbahar.|9<\/p>\n
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Rabb-i Rahimimiz, katlanamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z dertler vermesin. Sab\u0131r kuvvetimizi da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131rmas\u0131n. Vahyin ve S\u00fcnnetin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yla her \u015feye ra\u011fmen hepimizi mesut etsin; iki cihan saadeti nasip eylesin.<\/p>\n
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10.07.2007 BEN\u0130M RUHUM, hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm hari\u00e7, hi\u00e7 durulmad\u0131, durulamad\u0131. Hakikaten \u201cHarb-i umumiyi g\u00f6ren ihtiyard\u0131r\u201d m\u00e2n\u00e2s\u0131n\u0131 defalarca ya\u015fayan birisi olarak s\u00fck\u00fbn bulmak \u00f6yle \u00e7ok da kolay de\u011fil. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla dolu olarak etti\u011fim dualar olsa gerek ki beni bu asla lay\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m Nurlu Eserlere ve Nurlu insanlara arkada\u015f eyledi. Muhatap olup \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim ve h\u00e2l\u00e2 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[158],"class_list":["post-88572","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n