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EN SON yakla\u015f\u0131k 5 sene g\u00f6nce g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz samimi kudretli bir dostumun vefat haberini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sebeplere al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f akl\u0131m tabiatla kirlenmi\u015f duygular\u0131m tesad\u00fcflere a\u015fina olmaya meyletmi\u015f nefsim k\u0131p\u0131rdanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. End\u00fcstri M\u00fchendisleri mezunlar\u0131 olarak kurdu\u011fumuz grup mailleri arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla gelmi\u015fti ak\u0131llara sakat mail. Duygulu bir arkada\u015f\u0131m \u015f\u00f6yle \u00f6zetlemi\u015fti arkada\u015f\u0131n vefat\u0131n\u0131:<\/p>\n
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\u201cOlay; Kudret’lerin bir iki s\u00fct tankeri vard\u0131, Y\u00f6r\u00fcko\u011flu Ayrana; S\u00f6keden Antalya organizeye s\u00fct \u00e7ekiyorlard\u0131. birinin Antalya yak\u0131n\u0131nda mazotu bitmi\u015f, Kudreti \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, arabaya mazot koymu\u015flar. \u015f\u00f6f\u00f6r arabaya binmi\u015f, Kudret de araban\u0131n solunda bir\u015feylere bak\u0131yomu\u015f. kopu\u011fun biri \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 geliyormu\u015f, \u00f6nce sol taraftan kamyona sonra duramam\u0131\u015f Kudret’e \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015f. yine durmam\u0131\u015f, Kudretin Ferhat isminde karde\u015fi var, onunla gitmi\u015flermi\u015f; Ferhat arabada oturuyormu\u015f bu arabaya da vurmu\u015f, daha sonra yoldan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f.\u201d<\/p>\n
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Hal b\u00f6yleydi. Ecel birdi, de\u011fi\u015fmezdi. Kudretle arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n daha da ilerleyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Allah rahmet etsin. B\u00f6ylesine bir \u00f6l\u00fcmle ibret olu\u015fu bile taraf\u0131ndan yaz\u0131l\u0131p geride kalanlara b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ibretli bir mektuptu. Grup maillerinden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m di\u011fer bir haber de ayn\u0131 okul d\u00f6neminden di\u011fer bir arkada\u015f\u0131n b\u00f6breklerinden ciddi bir rahats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fuyla ilgiliydi. H\u00fcz\u00fcn, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131, muzdarip halet-i ruhiyesi idi i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fum. Asl\u0131nda kendime de arada k\u0131z\u0131yordum. Okuduklar\u0131m ruhuma yeterince tesir etmiyordu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Arkada\u015f bir mail ile ayr\u0131 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z 5 sene boyunca ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131. \u00c7ok de\u011ferli bir yaz\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Ne de olsa ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f m\u00fccerreb bir yaz\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inde kabiliyet sahiplerinin hallenece\u011fi \u00e7ok duraklar var. \u0130mlalar\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmeksizin arkada\u015f\u0131n maili \u015f\u00f6yle:<\/p>\n
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Musibetlerin penceresinden hayata bakmak, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc hissedi\u015fler ve ger\u00e7eklere te\u011fet ge\u00e7meksizin ya\u015famak. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za gelen olaylardan olaylar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6nderene intikal edebilmek. Sorgulu ve sualli ya\u015famak. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za vurulan tokma\u011f\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 duymaks\u0131z\u0131n tokma\u011f\u0131n sesine kulak vermek. Kendime \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m derslerden baz\u0131lar\u0131 bunlard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
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27.06.2008 EN SON yakla\u015f\u0131k 5 sene g\u00f6nce g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz samimi kudretli bir dostumun vefat haberini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sebeplere al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f akl\u0131m tabiatla kirlenmi\u015f duygular\u0131m tesad\u00fcflere a\u015fina olmaya meyletmi\u015f nefsim k\u0131p\u0131rdanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. End\u00fcstri M\u00fchendisleri mezunlar\u0131 olarak kurdu\u011fumuz grup mailleri arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla gelmi\u015fti ak\u0131llara sakat mail. Duygulu bir arkada\u015f\u0131m \u015f\u00f6yle \u00f6zetlemi\u015fti arkada\u015f\u0131n vefat\u0131n\u0131: \u201cOlay; Kudret’lerin bir iki s\u00fct tankeri vard\u0131, Y\u00f6r\u00fcko\u011flu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[152],"class_list":["post-88345","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n