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SABAH VAKT\u0130, \u015fehirde yeni yeni uyunma tela\u015flar\u0131. Oysa do\u011fa, \u00e7oktan uyanm\u0131\u015f.. Ku\u015flar\u0131n birbirinden g\u00fczel \u015fak\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131, kocaman kollar\u0131yla \u015f\u00f6yle bir gerinip, sanki g\u00f6zlerini ovu\u015fturuyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 r\u00fczgarla beraber hareket ettiren koca \u00e7\u0131narlar..<\/p>\n
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Soka\u011f\u0131n iki yan\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcsleyen, sitelerin bah\u00e7e duvarlar\u0131na sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mor salk\u0131ml\u0131 s\u00fcmb\u00fcller, etraf\u0131 kaplayan insan\u0131 mest eden envai \u00e7e\u015fit renk, envai \u00e7e\u015fit g\u00fczel koku.. G\u00fcller, menek\u015feler, han\u0131meliler…<\/p>\n
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Merhamet dolu bir ana y\u00fcre\u011finin \u015fefkatli dokunu\u015flar\u0131 gibi yery\u00fcz\u00fcndeki her zerreye dokunan, s\u0131cak ama yakmayan g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131. \u0130nsan\u0131 mest eden mavi bir semada, oraya buraya serpi\u015ftirilmi\u015f mavi kombineli beyaz bulutlar. G\u00fcne\u015fe fazla yak\u0131n olduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in \u015f\u0131maran ve renkten renge giren yaramaz bulut par\u00e7alar\u0131.. Ak\u0131p giden, insan\u0131 huzura gark eden bir do\u011fa ve yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcyen, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen bir insan.. \u0130\u015fiten, hisseden, koklayan, g\u00f6ren ve konu\u015fan bir insan, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 semaya kald\u0131r\u0131p,<\/p>\n
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Es\u2019selam-u Aleyk\u00fcm yeni do\u011fan g\u00fcn, Es\u2019selam-u aleyk\u00fcm.. ve Ey bu g\u00fczel semalar\u0131n Rabbi, ey minicik ku\u015flar\u0131 yarat\u0131p da her birine ayr\u0131 bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc, ayr\u0131 bir ne\u015fe, ayr\u0131 bir ses veren, Ey Bunca g\u00fczelli\u011fi hi\u00e7 yoktan yarat\u0131p sonra hepsini bin bir g\u00fczel renkle donat\u0131p, s\u00fcsleyen, g\u00fczelleyen ve her birine ayr\u0131 bir renk, ayr\u0131 bir koku s\u00fcren Rabbim.. Sen ki en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tohumlar\u0131 dahi \u00e7atlat\u0131p, hayat verensin.. Sen ki, minik, minicik bir \u00e7ekirdek tanesinden kocaman ormanlar\u0131 yaratans\u0131n. Muhakkak ki Sen, her \u015feye g\u00fcc\u00fc yetensin.. Rabbimizsin..<\/p>\n
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Ey Rabbim, bu yeni do\u011fmakta olan g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7erisine serpi\u015ftirdi\u011fin her t\u00fcrl\u00fc g\u00fczel tohumu, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc sevin\u00e7, mutluluk ve huzur paketlerini de hikmetle a\u00e7acak olan sensin. Yine sen her yeni g\u00fcnle beraber baz\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00f6nderen, t\u00fcrl\u00fc vesilelerle kullar\u0131n\u0131 imtihana tabii tutup, onlar\u0131n sana sadakatini \u00f6l\u00e7ensin. Ya Rabbi, s\u0131navlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kolay eyle. Bizi kendine yak\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131r,uzak eyleme. G\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ine serpti\u011fin g\u00fczellik tohumlar\u0131 gibi tohumlar serp y\u00fcreklerimize ve sonra her birini hikmet a\u00e7 i\u00e7imizde.. Sen ki Fettah\u2019s\u0131n, hikmetle a\u00e7ans\u0131n.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6yle \u00e7ok olsun i\u00e7imizdeki g\u00fczellik tohumlar\u0131.. iyilikte yar\u0131\u015f\u0131p, k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckten uzakla\u015fanlardan olal\u0131m. Sen bizim ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 Senin yolun \u00fczerinde sabit eyle.. Bizleri hep huzurlu, hep mutlu ve hep Senin r\u0131zan dahilinde duranlardan eyle….<\/p>\n
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Kocaman bir ara\u00e7, son s\u00fcrat h\u0131zla giderken, yol kenar\u0131ndaki su birikintisine de ald\u0131rmayarak, ac\u0131 bir korna sesiyle beraber \u00fcrk\u00fctt\u00fc yoldakini. \u015eehir uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve devir teslim bitmek \u00fczereydi. Do\u011fan\u0131n i\u00e7erisindeki say\u0131s\u0131z ses ve g\u00fczellik, yava\u015f yava\u015f kayboluyordu. Zira hoyrat \u015fehir, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc g\u00fczelli\u011fi i\u00e7erisine hapseden pervas\u0131z ve uslanmaz \u015fehir art\u0131k uyanm\u0131\u015f. A\u00e7 ve doymaz nefsini doyurmak i\u00e7in yeniden do\u011faya y\u00f6nelmi\u015fti..<\/p>\n
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Ko\u015fu\u015fturmalar, yeti\u015fme tela\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7erisinde.. Kocaman ve tek di\u015fi kalm\u0131\u015f kocaman a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arak s\u0131r\u0131tan \u015fehir, yeni g\u00fcne, a\u011fa\u00e7lara, ku\u015flara ve daha nice mahluka, a\u011fz\u0131ndaki egzoz dumanlar\u0131n\u0131 hohlayarak, gayet y\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131k ve samimiyetsiz bir \u00fcslupla “Ay merhaba \u015fekerim, g\u00fcnayd\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131n!”” demi\u015fti.. Medeniyet denilen mefhumun bu uslanmaz, y\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131k ve ha\u015far\u0131 evlad\u0131, kalp yerine konmu\u015f bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u0131v\u0131r z\u0131v\u0131r metal y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131yla beraber yeniden aram\u0131zdayd\u0131..<\/p>\n
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Duas\u0131na amin diyemeden, bir fatiha okuyamadan, \u015fehir ve \u015fehrin getirdikleri taraf\u0131ndan , en tatl\u0131 tefekk\u00fcr iklimlerinden, bir bebe\u011fin en tatl\u0131 ve en faydal\u0131 olan sabah uykusundan uyand\u0131r\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 gibi, d\u00fcrt\u00fcklenerek uyand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f insan, \u015fehri ve \u015fehirle\u015fmi\u015f insanlar\u0131 hi\u00e7 sevmedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc..<\/p>\n
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Yine de, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ki.. \u015fehire ra\u011fmen, \u015fehirle\u015fmeden ya\u015fayabilen insanlar yok de\u011fildi..<\/p>\n
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18.12.2005 SABAH VAKT\u0130, \u015fehirde yeni yeni uyunma tela\u015flar\u0131. Oysa do\u011fa, \u00e7oktan uyanm\u0131\u015f.. Ku\u015flar\u0131n birbirinden g\u00fczel \u015fak\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131, kocaman kollar\u0131yla \u015f\u00f6yle bir gerinip, sanki g\u00f6zlerini ovu\u015fturuyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 r\u00fczgarla beraber hareket ettiren koca \u00e7\u0131narlar.. Soka\u011f\u0131n iki yan\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcsleyen, sitelerin bah\u00e7e duvarlar\u0131na sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mor salk\u0131ml\u0131 s\u00fcmb\u00fcller, etraf\u0131 kaplayan insan\u0131 mest eden envai \u00e7e\u015fit renk, envai \u00e7e\u015fit g\u00fczel koku.. G\u00fcller, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":10,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[150],"class_list":["post-88271","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n