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UFACIK B\u0130R kar tanesi ya\u015farm\u0131\u015f masallar \u015fehrinde.. Hayaller kadar g\u00fczelmi\u015f yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131.. Y\u00fcreci\u011fi hep g\u00fczel, hep iyi i\u00e7in \u00e7arparm\u0131\u015f. \u00d6yle g\u00fczellikler i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kar taneci\u011fi, b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e kristalle\u015fmi\u015f yap\u0131s\u0131. Sonradan \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f kar tanesi, y\u00fcrekle ya\u015faman\u0131n ne kadar da zor ama bir o kadar da g\u00fczel bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu.<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcnler bir birini kovalarken, bir g\u00fcn \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi Rabbinden ayr\u0131lman\u0131n vakti gelmi\u015f kar taneci\u011fi i\u00e7in.. Merhametli Rabbi, pek nurani bir mele\u011fe teslim etmi\u015f bu nazl\u0131 kar taneci\u011fini ve di\u011fer b\u00fct\u00fcn akranlar\u0131 gibi onu da g\u00f6ndermi\u015f yery\u00fcz\u00fcne. \u00c7ok heyecanl\u0131ym\u0131\u015f tanecik, nede olsa Rabbinden bolca duydu\u011fu o \u00f6zel yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131n yan\u0131na iniyormu\u015f i\u015fte.. B\u0131rak\u0131vermi\u015f kendini nurani mele\u011finin kollar\u0131na.. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yaslam\u0131\u015f omzuna, yummu\u015f g\u00f6zlerini ve r\u00fczgarlara b\u0131rak\u0131p heyecanlar\u0131n\u0131 \u201cHer\u015fey Sen\u2019dendir Rabbim\u201d demi\u015f. \u201cSen nas\u0131l dersen \u00f6yle..\u201d<\/p>\n
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G\u00fczel bir yolculu\u011fun ard\u0131ndan, kar y\u00fckl\u00fc havalara mahsus, hafif \u0131l\u0131k hafif pembe renkteki bir gecede, bacas\u0131ndan dumanlar t\u00fcten bir k\u00f6y evinin \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131vermi\u015f nurani melek, minik kar tanesini.. Orada vedala\u015f\u0131p melekle, kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f kar taneci\u011fi di\u011fer arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na.. Evin i\u00e7erisindeki g\u00fczel seslere kulak misafiri olmu\u015f bir m\u00fcddet. Ne\u015fe, sayg\u0131 ve sevgi s\u00f6zc\u00fckleri duymu\u015f bolca. Y\u00fcre\u011fine huzur dolmu\u015f.<\/p>\n
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Sonra minik bir bebe\u011fin a\u011flamas\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131\u015f kuzusunun belemesine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Pek sevinmi\u015f kar taneci\u011fi d\u00fcnya denilen bu muammada bile arkada\u015flar\u0131m var diye.. Odun sesleri, soba \u00fcst\u00fcnde patlayan kestanelerin \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131 derken g\u00fczel kokular\u0131 da alg\u0131lamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f ister istemez. \u00d6nce yan\u0131k yan\u0131k kestane kabu\u011funun duman\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bacadan, sonra ta\u015fan s\u00fct\u00fcn taze ve s\u0131cac\u0131k kaymak kokusu, sonra mis gibi bozadan m\u0131 , yoksa sahlepten mi geldi\u011fi belli olmayan tar\u00e7\u0131n kokular\u0131 takip etmi\u015f birbirini.. Bir ara bir sessizlik olmu\u015f.. sessizli\u011fi de patlayan m\u0131s\u0131r tanecikleri bozmu\u015f.. Bizim nazl\u0131 kar taneci\u011finin keyfine diyecek yokmu\u015f.<\/p>\n
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\u201cEy Rabbim!\u201d demi\u015f kendi kendine.. \u201c\u0130yi ki var ettin beni.. \u0130yi ki sever eyledin y\u00fcre\u011fimi. Ne g\u00fczel yaratt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n hepsi.. Ne g\u00fczelmi\u015f d\u00fcnya.. Ne g\u00fczelmi\u015f insanlar..\u201d \u0130lklere mahsus bir heyecanla pek erken konu\u015fmu\u015f kar taneci\u011fi. Zira insan denilen muamman\u0131n uzaktan sesi ho\u015f gelse de her kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlardan baz\u0131lar\u0131 ona o kadar merhamet g\u00f6stermeyecekmi\u015f oysa.. B\u00f6yle tatl\u0131 h\u00fclyalar i\u00e7inde sabah etmi\u015f, bizim minik kar taneci\u011fi.<\/p>\n
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Sabah olunca evin kap\u0131s\u0131ndan sevin\u00e7 ve tela\u015f i\u00e7inde evin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015flar.. \u00d6yle ne\u015fe i\u00e7inde oyunlar oynamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flar ve \u00f6yle \u00e7ok e\u011flenmi\u015fler ki.. \u00f6zenmi\u015f bizim zavall\u0131 kar taneci\u011fi de ve yanlar\u0131nda olmak istemi\u015f \u00e7ok. Dua etmi\u015f Rabbi\u2019ne.. \u201cEy Rabbim.. Beni de \u00e7ok eyle, ne\u015felendir ve onlar\u0131n oyunlar\u0131na dahil eyle..\u201d diye.<\/p>\n
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Rabb duay\u0131 kabul etmi\u015f ve tatl\u0131 bir k\u0131\u015f r\u00fczgar\u0131n\u0131 vesile ederek alm\u0131\u015f kar taneci\u011fini \u00e7at\u0131daki yerinden.. R\u00fczgarla beraber u\u00e7mu\u015f kar taneci\u011fi ve evin minik k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n sevimli burnuna konmu\u015f. Bak\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015flar bir m\u00fcddet. Minik k\u0131z bu g\u00fczel kar taneci\u011fini \u00e7ok sevmi\u015f, eline al\u0131p erimesine m\u00fcsaade etmeden, bildi\u011fi dualar\u0131 okumu\u015f ve \u00fcfleyerek avucundan yolcu etmi\u015f yeniden taneci\u011fi.<\/p>\n
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Ama bu sefer u\u011furlanmay\u0131 hi\u00e7 istemiyormu\u015f ki kar taneci\u011fi.. Duyan olmam\u0131\u015f sesini ve havalan\u0131p yeniden, kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015f bir kar topunun i\u00e7ine.. S\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a daralm\u0131\u015f ruhu ve sert bir yumak olana kadar iti\u015fe kak\u0131\u015fa bir top olmu\u015flar arkada\u015flar\u0131yla birlikte.. Sonra son s\u00fcrat f\u0131rlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar ileriye.<\/p>\n
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Hedefe isabet etmeyen kar topu bir a\u011fa\u00e7 dal\u0131na \u00e7arparak da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve bizim minik kar taneci\u011fi de k\u0131ymet bilmez bir adam\u0131n ellerine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcvermi\u015f. Ama fark\u0131nda de\u011filmi\u015f elbet, yine hemen sevmekle ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f i\u015fe. Birden, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc elin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yok etmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. Daha \u201cne oluyor?!\u201d demeye f\u0131rsat bulamadan buhar olup u\u00e7uvermi\u015f kar taneci\u011fi.<\/p>\n
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\u015eimdi o y\u00fczden her karda \u00e7at\u0131lara d\u00fc\u015fen kar tanelerine bak\u0131yorum.. Balkona \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p ellerimle tuttu\u011fum kar tanelerini dualar y\u00fckleyerek me\u00e7hullere \u00fcfl\u00fcyorum.. \u00d6yle yap\u0131yorum ki, erimesin ve yok olmas\u0131n sevimli kar tanecikleri.. Hepsi bir dua olarak ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 yerlerde, ba\u015fka g\u00fczellikler olarak hayat bulsunlar yeniden diye..<\/p>\n
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26.01.2006 UFACIK B\u0130R kar tanesi ya\u015farm\u0131\u015f masallar \u015fehrinde.. Hayaller kadar g\u00fczelmi\u015f yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131.. Y\u00fcreci\u011fi hep g\u00fczel, hep iyi i\u00e7in \u00e7arparm\u0131\u015f. \u00d6yle g\u00fczellikler i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kar taneci\u011fi, b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e kristalle\u015fmi\u015f yap\u0131s\u0131. Sonradan \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f kar tanesi, y\u00fcrekle ya\u015faman\u0131n ne kadar da zor ama bir o kadar da g\u00fczel bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu. G\u00fcnler bir birini kovalarken, bir g\u00fcn \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":10,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[150],"class_list":["post-88265","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n