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|8\u0130LK bahar, rengarenk \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin ahengi… <\/p>\n
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ilk bahar, ilklerin ilk m\u00fcjdecisi…<\/p>\n
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g\u00fcne\u015fin uzun aralardan sonra ilk tebess\u00fcmleri..<\/p>\n
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yeniden \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe duran dallar..<\/p>\n
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yeniden yeni mu\u015ftularla dolu g\u00fczel ilkbahar… |9<\/p>\n
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Ya Falika’l Rabbi ; EY tohumlar\u0131 s\u00fcmb\u00fcllendiren Rabb’imiz.. Bahar\u0131 iliklerime kadar hissetmemi sa\u011flayan Rabbimiz Allah’a \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr olsun..<\/p>\n
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Ey Rabb’im, ne g\u00fczeldi bug\u00fcn evren.. Sanki her t\u00fcrl\u00fc k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckten ar\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir bebek kadar saf ve temizdi gezegen.. Masmavi bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, g\u00f6zlerimi kama\u015ft\u0131racak derece g\u00fczelliklere b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f a\u011fa\u00e7lar, t\u00fckenmeyen hazinenden boyad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bin bir renkli \u00e7i\u00e7ekler ve \u00fcstlerine s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u00e7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit kokular.. Her \u015fey ve her \u015fey say\u0131s\u0131z dilden bize Seni anlatt\u0131 Sultan\u0131m..<\/p>\n
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\u0130lkbahar\u0131n m\u00fcjdecisi g\u00fczel ku\u015flar c\u0131v\u0131l c\u0131v\u0131l \u00f6t\u00fcyorlar, g\u00fczel kelebekler t\u00fcm zariflikleriyle u\u00e7u\u015fuyorlar, \u00e7imenler g\u00fcrb\u00fcz bir \u015fekilde ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda uzan\u0131yorlard\u0131.. Bahar kuzucuklar\u0131 gibi z\u0131pl\u0131yor sanki t\u00fcm do\u011fa.. Arada bir esen hafif r\u00fczgar\u0131n rahatlat\u0131c\u0131 solu\u011funu y\u00fcz\u00fcmde hissederken g\u00fcne\u015fe e\u015flik edip g\u00fclebilmek.. Bahara tutkun g\u00fczel ezgiler s\u00f6ylemek ve bunca g\u00fczelli\u011fin asl\u0131nda ge\u00e7ici oldu\u011funu bilerek bunlar\u0131n as\u0131l sahibi olan Rabb’e ula\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak.. Bunlar\u0131n hepsinin sadece senin bir emrin ile var olan g\u00fczellikler oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmek..Ne g\u00fczel oluyor bahar g\u00fcnleri..<\/p>\n
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Her \u015feyden \u00f6nce nisan ya\u011fmurlar\u0131yla beraber ak\u0131verdi bahar g\u00f6nl\u00fcme. \u00e7i\u00e7ek kokular\u0131yla beraber damla damla ak\u0131verdi kalbime.. Bahar\u0131n en g\u00fczel tonundayken mavinin demi, baharda a\u00e7an tertemiz \u00e7i\u00e7ekler en al\u0131ml\u0131 renkleriyle kapt\u0131r\u0131verdiler kendilerini mavinin g\u00fczelli\u011fine..<\/p>\n
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O y\u00fczden ilkbahar\u0131n mavi semalar\u0131nda batan g\u00fcn s\u00fcsleniverdi bahar\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7ekleriyle. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde batan g\u00fcne\u015f, \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6perken usulca; bahar \u00e7i\u00e7eklerinin g\u00f6z al\u0131c\u0131, g\u00fczel renklerinin izi kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 dudaklar\u0131nda. Son \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc mavinin sinesine kondururken g\u00fcne\u015f, dudaklar\u0131nda \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin g\u00fczel renklerinden izler ta\u015f\u0131yordu hala.. o y\u00fczden bahar ak\u015famlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcn bat\u0131mlar\u0131 her rengi ve tonuyla beraber bamba\u015fka oluyordu asl\u0131nda. insanlar o y\u00fczden doyamazlar, baharda g\u00fcnlerin bat\u0131m\u0131na.. Esmer g\u00fczeli zamanlar ya\u015fan\u0131r baharda..<\/p>\n
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Hem zaten, “Ey esmer g\u00fczeli zaman \/ Senin en g\u00fczel y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr nisan..” demiyor mu \u015fair m\u0131sralar\u0131nda? Baki’nin Bahariyesi’nde tan\u0131mlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bahar daha bir ba\u015fka “Ku\u015f sesleri ve onun da\u011flardaki yank\u0131s\u0131, \u00e7imen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131, yani \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri uykusundan uyand\u0131r\u0131r. ve \u00e7i\u00e7ekler ba\u015fu\u00e7lar\u0131nda “bulut dad\u0131”n\u0131n dizdi\u011fi \u00e7i\u011f tanelerini bulurlar.. \u00c7imen, tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle bezenmi\u015f bir gelindir. Seher yeli gelin s\u00fcsleyici; su, ayna tutucu; yasemin \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi, bu g\u00fczel gelinin sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 tarad\u0131\u011f\u0131 tarakt\u0131r. Seher r\u00fczgar\u0131, yasemin \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011finin g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7ar; dikenin t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131, g\u00fcl bah\u00e7esinden g\u00fcl\u00fcn d\u00fc\u011fmelerini \u00e7\u00f6zer. \u00c7i\u011f tanesi, yasemin yapra\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde yaka d\u00fc\u011fmesi olur.. Ve r\u00fczgar\u0131n al\u0131p y\u00fckseltti\u011fi \u00e7i\u00e7ekler g\u00f6kteki y\u0131ld\u0131zlard\u0131r..”<\/p>\n
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Bunca g\u00fczellik ak\u0131p giderken, zaman\u0131n s\u00fcrati i\u00e7inde.. ya\u015famsal ve var olan en g\u00fczel enginlikler t\u00fckenip gidiyordu biz fark\u0131na varamadan. Zaman\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck zaaf\u0131 bahara a\u015f\u0131k olmas\u0131yd\u0131 san\u0131r\u0131m. O y\u00fczden de bahar kadar \u00e7abuk de\u011fi\u015fiyordu her \u015fey. A\u00e7\u0131veren narin \u00e7i\u00e7ekler k\u0131sac\u0131k bir bahar ya\u011fmuruna teslim oluveriyorlard\u0131 ya, zamanda bahar\u0131n aldat\u0131c\u0131 g\u00fczelli\u011fine teslim oluyordu galiba.. <\/p>\n
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Baharla beraber gelen ku\u015flarda daim de\u011fildi muhakkak. Yery\u00fcz\u00fcndeki hi\u00e7bir varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n daim olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi. Her \u015fey muhakkak bir yerden sonra fanili\u011fin kuca\u011f\u0131nda buluyordu kendini. Bahar bir bebekti belki de, yaz mevsiminde ergenli\u011fe kavu\u015fan ve sonra sonbaharda kemale erip, k\u0131\u015fla beraber ebedi uykusuna \u00e7ekilen..<\/p>\n
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Bahar, g\u00fcnlerin sehere en yak\u0131n olan vaktidir belki de.. Gecenin ard\u0131ndan gelen m\u00fctebess\u00fcm g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 gibi. Ne yakan nede \u00fc\u015f\u00fcten ayd\u0131nl\u0131k zaman dilimi gibi.. G\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6\u011flene do\u011fru olan vakti bahardan sonra gelen yaz\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131r bana. \u0130kindi vakti yaz\u0131 takip eden sonbahar ve gecenin kuytu karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131, k\u0131\u015f\u0131n so\u011fuk sinesindeki nice sessiz \u00f6rt\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r bana.. ve muhakkak her \u00e7etin k\u0131\u015f\u0131n ard\u0131ndan gelir en g\u00fczel bahar. O Allah ki, M\u00fcyessir oland\u0131r. \u0130\u015fleri kolayla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p, her zorlukta bir kolayl\u0131k ihsan eden yegane merhametli efendimizdir.. <\/p>\n
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t\u00fcm k\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan m\u00fcjdelenen de\u011ferler, bahar kadar ayd\u0131nl\u0131k, bahar gibi s\u0131cak olsun in\u015faAllah.. Son nefesimizde b\u00fcr\u00fcnece\u011fimiz sessiz \u00f6rt\u00fcler bir k\u0131\u015fsa e\u011fer, kabirde verilecek hesab\u0131m\u0131z bahar\u0131 m\u00fcjdelesin bize usulca..<\/p>\n
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Seher vakti bahar gibidir dedim ya, seherle beraber namaza niyetlenir sanki g\u00fcne\u015f.. \u00d6\u011flene do\u011fru namaza durmu\u015f olarak dimdik g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcz tepemizde g\u00fcne\u015fi ve sonra ikindi vakti a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r r\u00fckuya var\u0131r sanki m\u00fcbarek.. K\u0131\u015f gecelerinin uzunlu\u011fundaki hikmet gibi ak\u015fam\u00fczeri kaybolur verir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden ve biliriz secde makam\u0131na kavu\u015fmu\u015ftur art\u0131k g\u00fcne\u015f..<\/p>\n
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Rabbimiz Allah, bunca zahir g\u00fczellikle beraber bizleri de en az g\u00fcne\u015f misali g\u00fczel ve uzun secde makamlar\u0131yla \u015fereflendirsin in\u015faAllah.. (amin,ecmain) <\/p>\n
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20.04.2006 |8\u0130LK bahar, rengarenk \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin ahengi… ilk bahar, ilklerin ilk m\u00fcjdecisi… g\u00fcne\u015fin uzun aralardan sonra ilk tebess\u00fcmleri.. yeniden \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe duran dallar.. yeniden yeni mu\u015ftularla dolu g\u00fczel ilkbahar… |9 Ya Falika’l Rabbi ; EY tohumlar\u0131 s\u00fcmb\u00fcllendiren Rabb’imiz.. Bahar\u0131 iliklerime kadar hissetmemi sa\u011flayan Rabbimiz Allah’a \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr olsun.. Ey Rabb’im, ne g\u00fczeldi bug\u00fcn evren.. Sanki her t\u00fcrl\u00fc k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckten […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":10,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[150],"class_list":["post-88256","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n