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B\u00dcY\u00dcK B\u0130R kaybolu\u015ftur \u015fehir \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Ayn\u0131 hareketleri yap\u0131yor olman\u0131n kimseyi \u201cbir\u201dlemedi\u011fi bir ortam. Tek kelime ile \u201cyabanc\u0131\u201dl\u0131k vurgusu yayan bir atmosfer. S\u00f6z gelimi bir \u015fehir ne kadar modernse o kadar d\u00fczenlidir. Ne kadar d\u00fczenliyse o denli so\u011fuktur belki. \u015eehre k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndan tutunmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131\u015fan hayat m\u00fccadeleleri, artan \u00f6zensizlikleri. Gezmeye gelmi\u015flerin orant\u0131s\u0131z rahatl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n verdi\u011fi rahats\u0131zl\u0131k. Ve \u015fartlar ne olursa olsun her daim kendi keyfini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnenlerin bencilli\u011finin getirdi\u011fi gerilim. Ortam birbirine s\u00fcrt\u00fcnerek h\u0131zlanan ve ate\u015f \u00e7\u0131karan topa\u00e7lar gibi d\u00f6n\u00fcp duran insanlardan ibaret sanki. Bu atmosferin i\u00e7inde ruhi teneff\u00fcse ihtiya\u00e7 duyanlar yok de\u011fil elbet. Ama ya\u015fam\u0131n, yozla\u015fman\u0131n, modernle\u015fmenin, hayat \u015fartlar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131 her defas\u0131nda durduruyor onlar\u0131n topa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131. Ta ki Ramazan hilali g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcnceye kadar. <\/p>\n
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Her g\u00fcn bindi\u011finiz toplu ta\u015f\u0131ma ara\u00e7lar\u0131, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011finiz ama hi\u00e7 fark etmedi\u011finiz \u015fof\u00f6rler, belki s\u0131k s\u0131k ayn\u0131 otob\u00fcse bindi\u011finiz ama g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelmemek i\u00e7in ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ki\u015filer, ya da ba\u015fka zaman olsa konu\u015fmaya pek de niyetli olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ba\u015fkalar\u0131… Tipik bir \u015fehir g\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fant\u0131s\u0131 yani. Ama Ramazansa aylardan, vakit iftar vaktiyse, birden de\u011fi\u015fir sahne ve kalk\u0131verir bir perde! Mesela ara\u00e7lardan ay\u0131rt edilmeyen \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fc fark edersiniz bir anda, o sizi fark eder. Hisseder, otob\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz iftar trafi\u011fi i\u00e7inde seyrederken. Yol her g\u00fcnk\u00fc yoldur ve kalabal\u0131k her zaman sorundur. Ama Ramazan\u2019d\u0131r, onlar da sizin gibi iftar tela\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r. Ayn\u0131 haletin i\u00e7inde olmak nas\u0131l da yumu\u015fat\u0131r kalbinizi. Daha \u00f6nce kurmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z empatileri bir bir s\u0131ralars\u0131n\u0131z. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Ramazan\u2019d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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\u0130lerledi\u011finiz yola d\u00fc\u015fen sar\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131klar muhte\u015fem bir sahne dekorudur. Her evden \u00f6zellikle mutfak b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden bir sar\u0131 s\u0131cakl\u0131k yay\u0131l\u0131r d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bak\u0131nca. O \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde ilerlersiniz ve iftar yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a otob\u00fcste bir hareketlilik sezersiniz. Sesini daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z otob\u00fcs \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fc sorar vakit oldu mu diye. Sonra s\u0131k s\u0131k kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ama tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ki\u015finin elinden bir iftariyelik gelir \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fcze. Ezan\u0131n okunmas\u0131yla birlikte bo\u015falan yollar kimsenin pek umurunda de\u011fildir art\u0131k. \u00d6ndeki teyze \u00e7antas\u0131na kim bilir ne zaman ne niyetle koydu\u011fu hurmay\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Taa \u00f6nlerden da\u011f\u0131t\u0131la da\u011f\u0131t\u0131la size gelir. \u015ea\u015f\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Ba\u015fka bir amca mahcup bir sevin\u00e7le pazar torbas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ker ortaya ve elma ikram eder. Sonra k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir pide par\u00e7as\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz, ard\u0131ndan inen ki\u015finin elinde bo\u015f bir f\u0131r\u0131n kesesi. Pideyi ev i\u00e7in ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 malum, birka\u00e7 dakika i\u00e7inde evde olaca\u011f\u0131 da. Ama g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz ki, pide art\u0131k bitmi\u015ftir. \u0130nfak etmi\u015ftir bir M\u00fcsl\u00fcman, bir Ramazan pidesini, bir Ramazan g\u00fcn\u00fc, iftar vakti, otob\u00fcsteki \u2018yabanc\u0131\u2019 karde\u015fleri i\u00e7in. G\u00f6zleriniz dolar bu manzaradan, \u2018\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Ramazan\u2019 dersiniz…<\/p>\n
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Bir anda Ramazanla\u015fan otob\u00fcsten iner, az \u00f6nce onlarca ki\u015finin oldu\u011fu \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131dan ge\u00e7ersiniz; tek hareket eden sizsinizdir. Her yerden s\u0131zan o sar\u0131 s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n e\u015fli\u011finde evinize gelirsiniz. Sizin evinizde de vard\u0131r ayn\u0131 renk, ayn\u0131 \u0131s\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lar sizi. Ge\u00e7 de olsa oturursunuz iftar sofras\u0131na. Oysa \u00e7oktan doymu\u015fsunuzdur; iftar\u0131 \u201ckarde\u015flerle\u201d yapm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc, her g\u00fcn yabanc\u0131 olanlardan olu\u015fan bir karde\u015f grubuyla.. Karn\u0131n\u0131z doymasa yabanc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ve f\u0131trat\u0131n\u0131z doymu\u015ftur. Ruhunuz \u00fcnsiyetli bir nefes alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. <\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Ramazand\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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30.09.2008 B\u00dcY\u00dcK B\u0130R kaybolu\u015ftur \u015fehir \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Ayn\u0131 hareketleri yap\u0131yor olman\u0131n kimseyi \u201cbir\u201dlemedi\u011fi bir ortam. Tek kelime ile \u201cyabanc\u0131\u201dl\u0131k vurgusu yayan bir atmosfer. S\u00f6z gelimi bir \u015fehir ne kadar modernse o kadar d\u00fczenlidir. Ne kadar d\u00fczenliyse o denli so\u011fuktur belki. \u015eehre k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndan tutunmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131\u015fan hayat m\u00fccadeleleri, artan \u00f6zensizlikleri. Gezmeye gelmi\u015flerin orant\u0131s\u0131z rahatl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n verdi\u011fi rahats\u0131zl\u0131k. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[146],"class_list":["post-88046","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n