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GE\u00c7ENLERDE HATIRLADIM ONLARI. Ayaklar\u0131ma tak\u0131ld\u0131lar. Hatt\u00e2 k\u0131zd\u0131m bile. Bu \u00e7ak\u0131l ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n kald\u0131r\u0131mda ne i\u015fi vard\u0131? Niye temizlemezlerdi ki? <\/p>\n
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Ama sonra farkettim temizleyemeyeceklerini. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her yerde onlar vard\u0131. Kald\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle bir s\u00fczd\u00fcm, hep s\u0131ra s\u0131ra ta\u015flarla \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u0130leri do\u011fru uzan\u0131p giden asfalt\u0131 kald\u0131rsalar, alt\u0131ndan binlerce \u00e7ak\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131 kesindi. Binalara bir g\u00f6z gezdirdim, onlar da ta\u015flardan yap\u0131lmam\u0131\u015flar m\u0131yd\u0131? Duvarlarda, merdivenlerde onlar vard\u0131. K\u0131sacas\u0131, ta\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcne ta\u015f koymu\u015f, evler, \u015fehirler kurmu\u015ftuk. D\u00fcnya ta\u015f olmu\u015f, ta\u015f d\u00fcnyam\u0131z olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
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\u0130nce \u00e7ak\u0131l ta\u015flar\u0131ndan dev kayalara, kur\u015fun\u00eesinden beyaz beneklilerine, mermerden birikete, insanlar kadar ayr\u0131 karakterde, ayr\u0131 \u015fekilde irili-ufakl\u0131 ta\u015flar var hayat\u0131m\u0131zda.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6ylesine i\u00e7 i\u00e7eyiz ki ta\u015flarla, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 dertle\u015firiz sanki. Zaman olur, duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ta\u015fa d\u00f6keriz; ta\u015f a\u011flayan bir insan olur, zaman olur, duygular\u0131m\u0131z ta\u015fla\u015f\u0131r; insan kat\u0131 bir ta\u015f olur. Kendimizi onlarla anlat\u0131r, onlara kendimizi anlat\u0131r\u0131z.”Ta\u015f gibi sa\u011flam” olanlar\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131r mesel\u00e2. Duygular\u0131n ta\u015fla\u015fmas\u0131 gibi, ta\u015flar da duygulan\u0131r. Bir heykelt\u0131ra\u015f\u0131n elinde bazen a\u011flar, bazen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, g\u00fcler, sever. <\/p>\n
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Dahas\u0131, ta\u015flar, insanlar\u0131n \u00e7a\u011flar boyu kalblerinin en derinlerinde saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gizli bir arzuyu omuzlar: ebediyet arzusunu. Her\u015feyin gelip ge\u00e7icili\u011fini farkeden insanlar her defas\u0131nda ta\u015fa sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar. Bir onu bulmu\u015flar karar\u0131nda olan, de\u011fi\u015fmeden kalan. De\u011fer verdikleri ne varsa, devaml\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 arzu ettikleri ne varsa ta\u015flara emanet etmi\u015fler. Ta\u015f para olmu\u015f, ta\u015f kral ferman\u0131 olmu\u015f, ta\u015f put olmu\u015f.<\/p>\n
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Duygular\u0131n\u0131 birer birer ta\u015fa kaz\u0131m\u0131\u015f insanlar. Sevgilerini, hasretlerini, g\u00fczellik anlay\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, h\u0131rslar\u0131n\u0131, gururlar\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015flara sindirmi\u015fler. S\u00f6zde kendilerini f\u00e2nili\u011fin pen\u00e7esinden kurtarmak isteyen ma\u011frurlar, \u00e7aresiz heykellerle kalmak istemi\u015fler yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde. Kimisi de ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek istedi\u011fini, dev \u00e2bidelerle il\u00e2n etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Ama sabretmi\u015f ta\u015flar, s\u00f6zlerinde durmu\u015flar ve hepsini omuzlay\u0131p, zaman\u0131n bir ba\u015fka k\u00f6\u015fesine d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fler. Geri kalan \u015fehir y\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda, b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131k s\u00f6zl\u00fcl\u00fckleriyle, Firavun ruhlular\u0131n da, Nemrut kafal\u0131lar\u0131n da f\u00e2nili\u011fini hayk\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar. <\/p>\n
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Her insan ard\u0131s\u0131ra bir mezar ta\u015f\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131r. \u015eehirler de, ta\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131 b\u0131rakarak g\u00f6\u00e7er d\u00fcnyadan. Her\u015fey yak\u0131l\u0131r, y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r, ama ta\u015flar hep kal\u0131r. Yeni kurulu\u015flar bu ta\u015flar \u00fczerinde ba\u015flar. Sanki zaman ta\u015flar \u00fczerinden akar, seke seke. Tarih ta\u015flar \u00fczerinde \u00e7alkalan\u0131r durur.<\/p>\n
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Asl\u0131nda hayatt\u0131r ta\u015flar. Canl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n be\u015fi\u011fidir. Biliyorsunuz, da\u011flar dev kayalar\u0131n omuz omuza vermesiyle y\u00fckselir. Kayalar da\u011flar\u0131n, da\u011flar da d\u00fcnyan\u0131n dire\u011fidir. Toprak da\u011flarda, ovalarda, vadilerde ta\u015flara tutunur. Ta\u015flar topra\u011fa dayanak, toprak da hayata be\u015fik olur. Yumu\u015fac\u0131k toprak \u00fczerinde y\u00fckselen dev a\u011fa\u00e7lar, k\u00f6kleriyle ta\u015flara sar\u0131l\u0131r. Bitkiler ta\u015flara dayanarak ayakta durur.<\/p>\n
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Bu haliyle, ayn\u0131 zamanda, topra\u011f\u0131n yedek deposudur ta\u015flar. Toprak zamanla a\u015f\u0131n\u0131p, silindik\u00e7e, ta\u015flar da a\u015f\u0131n\u0131r, ufalan\u0131r, topra\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Topra\u011fa toprak katar. Bitkilerin b\u00fcnyesinde hayata kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Hayat\u0131n bir ba\u015fka kayna\u011f\u0131n\u0131, suyu da ta\u015flar getirir bize. O yumu\u015fac\u0131k topra\u011fa da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k d\u00fc\u015fen ya\u011fmur damlalar\u0131, s\u00fcz\u00fcle s\u00fcz\u00fcle inerken, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131larda ta\u015flara gelip dayan\u0131rlar. Her birisi ta\u015flar\u0131n rehberli\u011finde y\u00f6nelir, birle\u015firler. Sular ta\u015flar aras\u0131nda damar damar olur, damarlar birle\u015fir. Ve ta\u015flar\u0131n yarenli\u011finde bir p\u0131nar olup, yery\u00fcz\u00fcne avu\u00e7 avu\u00e7 berrakl\u0131k, safl\u0131k b\u0131rak\u0131rlar. Ta\u015flar p\u0131narlarla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6ker sanki.<\/p>\n
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Yery\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kan sular\u0131 da yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmaz ta\u015flar. Oradan buradan gelen p\u0131narlar ta\u015flar\u0131n omuzlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnde aka aka birle\u015firler. Su ve ta\u015flar\u0131n dostlu\u011fu derelerde, nehirlerde devam eder. Ta\u015ftan ta\u015fa dereler boyu bir sahne kurulur. Su sahneye \u00e7\u0131kar ve derelerin her k\u00f6\u015fesinde, her zaman \u00e7al\u0131nan bir beste dile gelir. G\u00f6llerde, denizlerde dalgalar\u0131n kayal\u0131klara vuru\u015fuyla bir ba\u015fka makamda tekrarlan\u0131r ayn\u0131 beste.<\/p>\n
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Siz bakmay\u0131n ta\u015flara duygusuz diyenlere. Yarat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n emirleri kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6ylesine hassas, \u00f6ylesine yumu\u015fakt\u0131r ki, Kur\u2019\u00e2n\u2019da ta\u015f kalpli insanlara ta\u015flar \u00f6rnek g\u00f6sterilir. Allah\u2019\u0131n emrine nazlanan insanlara \u00e2deta sorulur: sizlere ne olmu\u015f ki, kalpleriniz ta\u015ftan daha hissizle\u015fmi\u015f, daha da kat\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f. G\u00f6rm\u00fcyor musunuz, o kat\u0131 hissiz ta\u015flar, Yarat\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131 yanlar\u0131na incecik su damarlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nderdi\u011finde, hepsine usulca y\u00f6n verir; ipek gibi k\u00f6kler \u00fczerlerine uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendilerini par\u00e7alay\u0131p onlara yol verirler. G\u00fcya, ta\u015f k\u00f6klere ve suya a\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015f, Said Nurs\u00ee\u2019nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnde, o l\u00e2tif g\u00fczellerin dokunmas\u0131yla kalbini par\u00e7al\u0131yor, yollar\u0131nda toprak oluyor.<\/p>\n
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28.12.2003 GE\u00c7ENLERDE HATIRLADIM ONLARI. Ayaklar\u0131ma tak\u0131ld\u0131lar. Hatt\u00e2 k\u0131zd\u0131m bile. Bu \u00e7ak\u0131l ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n kald\u0131r\u0131mda ne i\u015fi vard\u0131? Niye temizlemezlerdi ki? Ama sonra farkettim temizleyemeyeceklerini. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her yerde onlar vard\u0131. Kald\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle bir s\u00fczd\u00fcm, hep s\u0131ra s\u0131ra ta\u015flarla \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u0130leri do\u011fru uzan\u0131p giden asfalt\u0131 kald\u0131rsalar, alt\u0131ndan binlerce \u00e7ak\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131 kesindi. Binalara bir g\u00f6z gezdirdim, onlar da […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[144],"class_list":["post-87949","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n