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UZAKLARDA YA DA YAKINLARDA. Denizin karayla bulu\u015ftu\u011fu, dalgalar\u0131n kumsala dokundu\u011fu yerde, m\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 bir konu\u015fmad\u0131r s\u00fcr\u00fcp gider. Deniz dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 dalga dalga uzat\u0131r ve dilinden minicik, saf damlac\u0131klar d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr. G\u00fcne\u015f s\u0131cak s\u0131cak dokunur damlac\u0131klara. Dokunmas\u0131yla her biri mavili\u011fini soyunur, a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unutur. Saf saf bulutlara y\u00fckselir.<\/p>\n
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Ya\u011fmur olur sonra. Zerre zerre kucaklar topra\u011f\u0131. Usulcac\u0131k damlar biri beyaz zamba\u011f\u0131n yapraklar\u0131 aras\u0131na. Bir di\u011feri l\u00e2lenin al duda\u011f\u0131na ili\u015fiverir hemencecik. Beraberce seher vaktinin parlak g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 olurlar. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 u\u011furlar, g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n elinden tutarlar. Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131, tohumun sert kabu\u011funa kadar dayan\u0131r, hayat\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alar. Tohumun uyan\u0131\u015f\u0131na, bahar\u0131n filizleni\u015fine vesile olur.<\/p>\n
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Kimisi k\u00f6klere tutunur; a\u011fa\u00e7 a\u011fa\u00e7, dal dal, yaprak yaprak hayata t\u0131rman\u0131r. Hayat\u0131 giyinir tomurcuklarda, meyvelerde.<\/p>\n
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Su hayata ko\u015far.<\/p>\n
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Her sabah gelir, avucumuza dolu\u015fur. Bir dost; uzaklardan gelen bir dost gibidir. Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ok\u015far; serin. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131za dokunur; yumu\u015fak. Bulutlar\u0131n, da\u011flar\u0131n, denizlerin, derelerin, ta\u015flar\u0131n duru, saf, berrak, pak sel\u00e2m\u0131n\u0131 getirir bize. Tenimize dirili\u015f sel\u00e2m\u0131 sunar, bizi g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na yolcular. <\/p>\n
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Hepsi hepsi, tats\u0131z-tuzsuz, renksiz, kokusuz, \u015fekilsiz bir\u015feydir su. Neredeyse maddelerin en basiti. Hatta \u00e7o\u011fumuza g\u00f6re, en ucuzu, en de\u011fersizi. \u00d6yle ki, “sudan ucuz” hi\u00e7bir \u015feyimiz yoktur. Galiba hor g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz, hakir g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz suyu.<\/p>\n
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Ama o hi\u00e7 oral\u0131 de\u011fildir… Bizim i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r durur. Bize \u00f6ylesine yak\u0131n; \u00f6ylesine samimidir ki bizimle… Bir dere kenar\u0131nda ya da bir sahilde onun ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, k\u0131p\u0131rdan\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 seyretmi\u015fsinizdir. \u00d6yle i\u00e7ten k\u0131p\u0131rda\u015f\u0131r ki, kendinizi bir kapt\u0131rmaya g\u00f6r\u00fcn; neden sonra anlars\u0131n\u0131z duygular\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n da onun k\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131na ayak uydurdu\u011funu. \u0130pi \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir sandal gibi, fark\u0131na bile varmadan ak\u0131nt\u0131ya kap\u0131l\u0131r, gider duygular\u0131n\u0131z. Hele dalgalar\u0131n kayalara vuru\u015fu yok mu? Kayalara de\u011fil de ruhunuza \u00e7arpar sanki her biri. Dokunu\u015fu ayr\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ayr\u0131, sal\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131 ayr\u0131 bir duygu suyun. Zaman olur, dalgalan\u0131r, i\u00e7li bir ayr\u0131l\u0131k t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc s\u00f6yler sahiller boyu. G\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 olur su; duygular\u0131n en gizlisine ayna olur, annelerin g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde; anneden yavruya \u015fefkatin en lekesizine, sevginin en saf\u0131na el\u00e7i olur.<\/p>\n
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Bir g\u00f6n\u00fcld\u00fcr su. Her zerresi hayat i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan bir g\u00f6n\u00fcl. \u00d6ylesine arzuyla \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r ki… Baksan\u0131za, kumsallarda s\u00f6nmemi\u015f \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131. Oradan dalga dalga damarlar\u0131n\u0131za kadar uzanm\u0131\u015f. Kan\u0131m\u0131z, can\u0131m\u0131z olmu\u015f, ta kalbimize kadar ta\u015fm\u0131\u015f denizden. En ince duygular\u0131m\u0131za damlam\u0131\u015f. H\u00fccrelerimizin zarlar\u0131na kadar gelip durulmu\u015f. H\u00fccrelerimiz sahil olmu\u015f \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015flar\u0131na. Duygular\u0131m\u0131z suya yaslanm\u0131\u015f, su ile kayna\u015fm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
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Hayatla ilgili hemen hemen her olay, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc reaksiyon su i\u00e7inde olur. Hayata l\u00e2z\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn elementler suda bulu\u015fur, suda kayna\u015f\u0131r, suda yo\u011frulur. Onca cans\u0131z madde suya tutunur, \u00f6ylece canl\u0131l\u0131\u011fa b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr. Su hayata be\u015fik olur.<\/p>\n
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Nedense hep s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc diye biliriz suyu, oysa canl\u0131l\u0131k ate\u015fi su ile alevlenir. Ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir s\u0131v\u0131, hi\u00e7bir madde su gibi yand\u0131rmaz hayat\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Tats\u0131z, renksiz, kokusuz, \u015fekilsiz demi\u015ftik su i\u00e7in. Hay\u0131r, do\u011fru de\u011fil. Onsuz hayat\u0131n ne tad\u0131 vard\u0131r, ne tuzu. Onsuz yapraklar, g\u00fcller rengini kaybeder. Kokular\u0131 yay\u0131lmaz olur \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin. \u015eekilsiz de de\u011fildir su. Aksine, her\u015feye \u015fekil verenin m\u00fcrekkebidir sanki. Susuz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in p\u00f6rs\u00fcyen \u00e7i\u00e7eklerinizi, kuruyan bitkileri, boynu b\u00fck\u00fck kalan dallar\u0131 bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn. \u00c7i\u00e7ekler o g\u00f6z ok\u015fay\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131, yapraklar o tatl\u0131 \u015fekillerini suyla giyinirler. D\u00fcnya g\u00fczellerinin y\u00fcz\u00fcnde suyun da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir bozulsun da, o zaman g\u00f6r\u00fcn siz kimin g\u00fczel oldu\u011funu.<\/p>\n
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K\u0131saca, su denizlerden bulutlara, bulutlardan topra\u011fa, topraktan denizlere dolan\u0131p durur. Ama bu arada hayata da u\u011frar. Hayattan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr. Hayat\u0131n her \u00e7e\u015fidinden imbiklenir. T\u0131pk\u0131 ta\u015flar \u00fczerinden kay\u0131vermesi gibi, h\u00fccreler \u00fczerinde dola\u015f\u0131r. Hayat\u0131 dalgaland\u0131r\u0131r zerre zerre. Canl\u0131lar onun kollar\u0131nda sal\u0131n\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Merhametin, \u015fefkatin heykeli olsa, su gibi olur herhalde. Su gibi berrak, su gibi saf, su gibi \u015feffaf olmal\u0131 merhametin heykeli. Hi\u00e7 ay\u0131rmaks\u0131z\u0131n her\u015feye s\u0131zan, herkesi kucaklayan, her bir \u015feyi ok\u015fayan bir\u015fey olmal\u0131. Hi\u00e7 kimse hissetmese de, herkesin i\u00e7inde dolanan bir\u015fey olmal\u0131. Zaman zaman co\u015fmal\u0131, hatt\u00e2 ya\u011fmal\u0131 doyas\u0131ya.<\/p>\n
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\u015eimdi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 yukar\u0131 \u00e7evirin. Bulutlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyor olmal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Her biri damla damla rahmeti hecelemek i\u00e7in bekle\u015fiyorlar. Bekleyelim; rahmet ha ya\u011fd\u0131, ha ya\u011facak…<\/p>\n
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28.12.2003 UZAKLARDA YA DA YAKINLARDA. Denizin karayla bulu\u015ftu\u011fu, dalgalar\u0131n kumsala dokundu\u011fu yerde, m\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 bir konu\u015fmad\u0131r s\u00fcr\u00fcp gider. Deniz dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 dalga dalga uzat\u0131r ve dilinden minicik, saf damlac\u0131klar d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr. G\u00fcne\u015f s\u0131cak s\u0131cak dokunur damlac\u0131klara. Dokunmas\u0131yla her biri mavili\u011fini soyunur, a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unutur. Saf saf bulutlara y\u00fckselir. Ya\u011fmur olur sonra. Zerre zerre kucaklar topra\u011f\u0131. Usulcac\u0131k damlar biri beyaz […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[144],"class_list":["post-87942","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n