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K\u0130MSEN\u0130N G\u00d6RMED\u0130\u011e\u0130 sen, \u015fimdi, seni yoklukta g\u00f6reni “g\u00f6rmekle” g\u00f6revlendirilmi\u015fsin. G\u00f6rmekle g\u00f6revlendirilen sen, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr de\u011fildin, g\u00f6r\u00fcr de de\u011fildin. G\u00f6r\u00fcnmen i\u00e7in var olman gerekirdi en az\u0131ndan. Ama O senin yoklu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc, seni yoklu\u011funda da g\u00f6rd\u00fc. O seni g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in sen var oldun, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ve g\u00f6r\u00fcr oldun. <\/p>\n
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Hi\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr olmasayd\u0131n, hi\u00e7 bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6zdesi olmayacakt\u0131n. G\u00f6r\u00fcr olmasayd\u0131n, g\u00f6r\u00fcr olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bile g\u00f6r\u00fcr olamayacakt\u0131n. Sana herkes k\u00f6r olacakt\u0131. Dahas\u0131, sana k\u00f6r olduklar\u0131na da k\u00f6r olacaklard\u0131. Seni g\u00f6rebilmek i\u00e7in aramaya \u00e7\u0131kmayacaklard\u0131 bile. Seni g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in g\u00f6zleri yolda olmayacakt\u0131 bile. G\u00f6zleri seni g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor diye huzursuz olmayacakt\u0131. Sen her \u015feye k\u00f6r olacakt\u0131n. Dahas\u0131, herkese k\u00f6r oldu\u011funa da k\u00f6r olacakt\u0131n. G\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in \u0131\u015f\u0131k bile aramayacakt\u0131n. G\u00f6recek bir \u015feylere ihtiyac\u0131n oldu\u011funu bile g\u00f6remeyecektin. I\u015f\u0131k olsa bile g\u00f6z\u00fcne de\u011fmeyecekti. G\u00f6zlerin g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye de\u011fer \u015feyleri g\u00f6rmeye de\u011fer bulunmam\u0131\u015f olacakt\u0131. <\/p>\n
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\u015eimdi, nerede durdu\u011funa bir bak.. En ba\u015f\u0131nda s\u00f6ylemen istenen c\u00fcmleyi bir daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn: “E\u015fhed\u00fc…” Yani, “Ben \u015fahitlik ederim ki…”<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6r\u00fclmeyen ve g\u00f6rmeyen senin, hi\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fclmese g\u00f6r\u00fclmesi beklenmeyen senin, hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmese g\u00f6rmeyi beklemeyen senin, zaten g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye de\u011fer olana ve g\u00f6rene “\u015fahit”olarak se\u00e7ilmen, ne b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u00fcrpriz.. O ki g\u00f6rendir; sen g\u00f6rmesen de g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Seni tan\u0131k se\u00e7mese de g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden bir \u015fey eksilmezdi. <\/p>\n
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Sen g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr de\u011filken seni g\u00f6ren, \u015fimdi kendisi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr de\u011filken “beni g\u00f6r!” diyor. \u00dcstelik senin g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeme nedenin yoklu\u011fundu. O’nun g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeme nedeni ise varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, sonsuzlu\u011fu. \u00dcstelik, senin g\u00f6rmen O?nun g\u00f6rmesinden \u00f6d\u00fcn\u00e7 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. Senin O’nu g\u00f6rmene O hi\u00e7bir \u015fekilde muhta\u00e7 de\u011fil. Seni yok oldu\u011fun halde g\u00f6reni, Sen zaten var oldu\u011fu halde g\u00f6rmekle “\u015fehit” say\u0131l\u0131yorsun. G\u00f6rmeye ve g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye muhta\u00e7 sen, g\u00f6rmeye ve g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye asla muhta\u00e7 olmayan O’na “\u015fahit” olmay\u0131 O’na l\u00fctuf san\u0131yorsun. <\/p>\n
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|8Oysa…<\/p>\n
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Sen g\u00f6r\u00fcnmezdin.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6r\u00fcnmedi\u011fin halde O g\u00f6rd\u00fc seni.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr eyledi.<\/p>\n
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Oysa…<\/p>\n
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Sen g\u00f6rmezdin.<\/p>\n
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Sen g\u00f6rmedi\u011fin halde, senin g\u00f6rmedi\u011fini O g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
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Seni g\u00f6r\u00fcr eyledi.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ve g\u00f6r\u00fcr eyledi\u011fi sana iltifat etti.<\/p>\n
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Senin O’nun g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ve g\u00f6r\u00fcr oldu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fine \u015fahitlik etmeni istedi.<\/p>\n
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“Beni g\u00f6r!” dedi.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015ferefi?<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc hi\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez yerlerden sana ula\u015fan iltifat\u0131?<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc hi\u00e7 g\u00f6remedi\u011fin taraflardan sana edilen ihsan\u0131?<\/p>\n
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\u00d6yleyse…<\/p>\n
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Sahip olmaya de\u011fil, \u015fahit olmaya \u00f6zne ol!<\/p>\n
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“Ben” diye ba\u015flamay\u0131 hak etti\u011fin tek c\u00fcmle \u015fu olmal\u0131:<\/p>\n
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“Ben \u015fahitlik ederim ki, yoktur ilah, ancak Allah var.”<\/p>\n
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“Ben” \u00f6znesinin \u00f6n\u00fcne, sonu gelmez, seni doyurmaz, elinde kalmaz \u015feyleri dizme.<\/p>\n
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De ki: “Ben sahip olmaya de\u011fil, \u015fahit olmaya geldim.”|9<\/p>\n
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30.07.2009 K\u0130MSEN\u0130N G\u00d6RMED\u0130\u011e\u0130 sen, \u015fimdi, seni yoklukta g\u00f6reni “g\u00f6rmekle” g\u00f6revlendirilmi\u015fsin. G\u00f6rmekle g\u00f6revlendirilen sen, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr de\u011fildin, g\u00f6r\u00fcr de de\u011fildin. G\u00f6r\u00fcnmen i\u00e7in var olman gerekirdi en az\u0131ndan. Ama O senin yoklu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc, seni yoklu\u011funda da g\u00f6rd\u00fc. O seni g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in sen var oldun, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ve g\u00f6r\u00fcr oldun. Hi\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr olmasayd\u0131n, hi\u00e7 bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6zdesi olmayacakt\u0131n. G\u00f6r\u00fcr olmasayd\u0131n, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[144],"class_list":["post-87931","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n