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AKLIMIZIN H\u0130ZASINA kadar e\u011fildi. Korkudan titreyen kalbimizi sonsuz tebess\u00fcm\u00fcyle sevindirdi. H\u00fcz\u00fcnlerle delik de\u015fik olmu\u015f insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131na bast\u0131. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n g\u00f6zlerimizin i\u00e7ine s\u0131ms\u0131cak bakt\u0131. Sa\u011f\u0131r duvarlara \u00e7arpa \u00e7arpa kanayan sonsuzluk d\u00fc\u015flerimizi avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda sa\u011faltt\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fe kalka y\u00fcr\u00fcyen \u00fcmitlerimizin elinden tuttu, aya\u011fa kald\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eefkat y\u00fckl\u00fc s\u00f6zlerle tenezz\u00fcl etti kalbimize. Her defas\u0131nda bir anne \u015fefkatiyle kucakland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hat\u0131rlatt\u0131. “Rahman ve Rah\u00eem olan”\u0131n ad\u0131yla ba\u015flad\u0131 s\u00f6ze. “Anadilimiz”le merhamet f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 d\u00fcnya yetimli\u011fimize. Evlad\u0131n\u0131n yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na bayram hediyesi koyan annelerin m\u00fc\u015ffik edas\u0131yla m\u00fcjdeler yeti\u015ftirdi yery\u00fcz\u00fc yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za: Kur’\u00e2n. <\/p>\n
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Ana kitab\u0131m\u0131z.(1) Ana fikrimiz. Ana zikrimiz. Ana sayfam\u0131z. Ne zamand\u0131r s\u00f6zlerine sa\u011f\u0131r gibiyiz. Nicedir g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnden hakikat emmek istemez gibiyiz. D\u00fcnya gurbetinde sevincimiz, tesellimiz, avuntumuz, \u00fcmidimiz olsun diye el bebek g\u00fcl bebek besleyip b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ger\u00e7eklere k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f gibiyiz. Y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc hasretle g\u00f6rmeye, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc hayretle dinlemeye hemen ba\u015flamal\u0131 de\u011fil miyiz? <\/p>\n
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Nereden geldi\u011fimizi bilmezdik, o ezelden s\u00f6z a\u00e7t\u0131. Nereye gitti\u011fimizi sormay\u0131 akledemezdik. O ebede, sonsuzlu\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Kim oldu\u011fumuzu, ne i\u015f yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 akl\u0131m\u0131za o f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Yetim buldu her birimizi. Sahipsiz ve umutsuzduk. Her yan\u0131m\u0131z karanl\u0131kt\u0131. Duydu\u011fumuz sesler hep feryatt\u0131. Bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z y\u00fczlerin hepsinde matem vard\u0131. I\u015f\u0131k tuttu yolumuza. Da\u011f\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131, y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131 ve g\u00fcne\u015fi a\u015finam\u0131z k\u0131ld\u0131. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131d\u0131k eyledi g\u00f6zlerimize. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc giderdi, gelece\u011fe dair korkular\u0131 yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Feryat sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sesleri sonsuzluk vaadiyle ne\u015fe ve sevince bo\u011fdu. Yanmayal\u0131m diye yand\u0131 yak\u0131ld\u0131. Biz bilmeden ate\u015fe ko\u015fan pervanelerdik. K\u00fcl olaca\u011f\u0131ndan habersiz, sarho\u015f\u00e7a alevden u\u00e7urumlara u\u00e7an kelebeklerdik. Tuttu ete\u011fimizden her defas\u0131nda. (2) Bin ana y\u00fcre\u011fini ku\u015fanarak ate\u015fe d\u00fc\u015fmekten al\u0131koydu biz can parelerini. Aram\u0131zda \u015fimdi de… (3) Anneyi evlad\u0131na anne eyleyen s\u0131rr\u0131 ak\u0131tmakta i\u00e7imize h\u00e2l\u00e2. <\/p>\n
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O\u011fullar\u0131 ve k\u0131zlar\u0131 annelerine “annelik” edercesine h\u00fcrmete ve \u015fefkate \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmakta: Peygamberimiz. “\u0130mam”\u0131m\u0131z. “Ana y\u00fcrekli”(4) liderimiz. \u015eefkat y\u00fckl\u00fc \u00f6nderimiz. K\u0131l\u0131m\u0131za zarar gelmesin diye titreyen ana\u00e7 kalplimiz. \u00dcmmetinin kurtulu\u015fu i\u00e7in kendini paralarcas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan g\u00f6kl\u00fc y\u00fcre\u011fimiz. Analar\u0131 yavrular\u0131na ana eyleyen, analara ana \u015fefkati bah\u015fedenin “RaufurRahim” diye en ana\u00e7 isimlerle \u00f6vd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, serin \u015fefkat p\u0131nar\u0131m\u0131z.(5) Sanki o \u00e7ok uzaklardaym\u0131\u015f gibi nicedir bize \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmaktay\u0131z. Sanki “Allah’\u0131n res\u00fbl\u00fc” olarak aram\u0131zda de\u011filmi\u015f gibi, sesimizi sesinden y\u00fcksek tutmaktay\u0131z. Sanki o kuts\u00ee “ana y\u00fcre\u011fi”nin at\u0131\u015flar\u0131 durmu\u015f gibi \u00fcmitsiziz, tesellisiziz. Bug\u00fcn bir kez daha ellerine var\u0131p ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tazelemeli de\u011fil miyiz?<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcnahla kirletti\u011fimizde y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, yine de kuca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131p yudu y\u0131kad\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc. K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckle koku\u015fturdu\u011fumuzda tenimizi, sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131, cennet kokulu elbiselere b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc puslu bedenimizi. \u0130syana buland\u0131k, pasland\u0131rd\u0131k y\u00fcre\u011fimizi. G\u00f6zlerimiz haramla \u00e7apakland\u0131, aln\u0131m\u0131za k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckler yap\u0131\u015f\u0131p kald\u0131. Ama o her defas\u0131nda pir\u00fcpak eyledi bizi, y\u00fcreklendirdi her birimizi. Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc yerden kald\u0131rd\u0131. Tiksinmeden \u00f6pt\u00fc kirli aln\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Silip g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yeni \u00fcmitlerle soka\u011fa sald\u0131. “Yine beklerim” dedi. “Uykulu gafletlerden s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131p sabah vakti gelsen de olur, kirpiklerinin k\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131yla da olsa kuca\u011f\u0131ma otur, beklerim” dedi. “D\u00fcnya tela\u015flar\u0131yla sarho\u015f olup \u00f6\u011fle vakti nazlanarak gelsen de olur, kalbine ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131n p\u0131narlardan sular i\u00e7iririm” dedi. “G\u00fcne\u015fini h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerle buland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcmitsizlik \u00e7amuruna bulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n halde olsan da gel, ikindi vakti beklerim” dedi. “G\u00fcnleri eskitti\u011fin, kendini bir kez daha eksiltti\u011fin ak\u015fam \u00fczerilerinde de kap\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131k, gel” dedi. “Nice unutu\u015flar\u0131n gece gibi \u00fczerini \u00fcst \u00fcste \u00f6rtece\u011fini ac\u0131yla anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n gece vakitlerinde de gel, teselli ederim seni” dedi. G\u00fcn\u00fcn be\u015f vakti oca\u011f\u0131na \u015farts\u0131z kabul etti bizi. Arkam\u0131z\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde de sab\u0131rla bekledi d\u00f6nmemizi: Namaz. Ana kuca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z. Bug\u00fcn\u00fc “anneler g\u00fcn\u00fc” diye bilip, var\u0131p dizi dibine i\u00e7imizi d\u00f6kmeli de\u011fil miyiz? Hemen \u015fimdi, vaad etti\u011fi o kuts\u00ee yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa(6) aln\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 secde secde de\u011fdirmek i\u00e7in niye beklemekteyiz?<\/p>\n
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Her defas\u0131nda i\u00e7imizin kirini tozunu d\u00f6kt\u00fck avu\u00e7lar\u0131na. Ay\u0131planmaktan korkmaks\u0131z\u0131n. En gizli su\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 itiraf ettik y\u00fcz\u00fcne kar\u015f\u0131. Gammazlanmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan emin olarak. Ay\u0131plar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hepsini, dertlerimizin en incesini, h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerimizin en anla\u015f\u0131lmaz\u0131n\u0131, korkular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n en ba\u015f edilmezini yumu\u015fac\u0131k parmaklar\u0131 aras\u0131na ak\u0131tt\u0131k, erittik. Elimiz bo\u015f d\u00f6nmedik hi\u00e7. Tesellisiz kalmad\u0131k hi\u00e7. Yan\u0131na vard\u0131k\u00e7a, k\u0131ymetlendik. Ba\u015fka ne yapsak bu kadar de\u011ferli olamazd\u0131k. \u0130\u015fe yarad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z biricik me\u015fguliyetimiz: Dua. Ana i\u015fimiz. Ana sermayemiz. \u0130\u015flerimizin anas\u0131. Analar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n i\u015fi. Ana gibi yar bildi\u011fimiz. Olmasayd\u0131 duam\u0131z, ne gelirdi elden, ne olurdu elimizden! Hemen \u015fimdi avu\u00e7lar\u0131ndan sonsuz serinlikte kevserler i\u00e7meye ko\u015fmal\u0131 de\u011fil miyiz?<\/p>\n
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Biz m\u00fcminler, namaza durdu\u011fumuzda varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n hepsini ailemiz biliriz. K\u0131yama kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda kendimizi k\u00e2inattan sorumlu bir bilin\u00e7 giyiniriz. Herkesi ve her \u015feyi \u015fefkatle kucaklayarak do\u011fruluruz. “\u00c2lemlerin Rabbi” kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda her \u015fey ad\u0131na dururuz. “\u00c2lemlerde” ne varsa, o varlar her nas\u0131lsa, hi\u00e7 \u015fart ko\u015fmaks\u0131z\u0131n, hi\u00e7 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lamaks\u0131z\u0131n, hor g\u00f6rmeksizin, beyaz da olsa, siyah da olsa, inansa da inanmasa da, cans\u0131z ve dilsiz de olsa, sa\u011f\u0131r ve k\u00f6r de san\u0131lsa, hepsi i\u00e7in Rabbimize te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederiz. “\u00d6teki”lerin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 mihnet de\u011fil, minnet biliriz. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n hepsinden sorumlu ana\u00e7 bir y\u00fcrekle secdeye var\u0131r\u0131z. “Sana, yaln\u0131z sana kulluk ederiz” derken Fatiha’da, herkesi yan\u0131m\u0131zda, her \u015feyi kuca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda biliriz. “Senden, yaln\u0131z Senden yard\u0131m dileriz” diye yakar\u0131rken, sahipsiz, yetim, yaln\u0131z, dilsiz, \u00e7aresiz, yoksul, terk edilmi\u015f, ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lanm\u0131\u015f, d\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015f, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsenmi\u015f, yolda kalm\u0131\u015f ne varsa, hepsinin elinden tutar\u0131z, aya\u011fa kald\u0131r\u0131r, y\u00fcre\u011fimizin odac\u0131klar\u0131na buyur ederiz. Rabbini tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 haber ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her k\u0131tadan insan\u0131n haberiyle seviniriz, tebess\u00fcme geliriz, bayram ederiz. Herkesin hidayetiyle, her k\u0131tan\u0131n selametiyle ilgileniriz. Uzaklarda bir ku\u015fun kanad\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lsa, \u00f6nce biz k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r\u0131z. \u00d6telerde bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun g\u00f6z\u00fcnden ya\u015f d\u00fc\u015fse, biz de hemen derde d\u00fc\u015feriz. \u00d6yle ki, her namaz\u0131n pe\u015finden hemen infaka \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131r\u0131z. Bize verilenlerden, muhtaca, yoksula, yolda kalm\u0131\u015fa, kalbi ezilmi\u015fe, r\u0131zk\u0131 daralm\u0131\u015fa hemen vermekle m\u00fckellefiz. Kendimizi “ana” biliriz: Biz. “Ana” toplumuz. \u00dcmmetiz. (7)”Ana y\u00fcrekli” peygamberin \u015fefkatle yeti\u015ftirdi\u011fi, sab\u0131rla b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, \u00fcmitle \u00e7o\u011faltt\u0131\u011f\u0131 “ana y\u00fcrekli” “\u00fcmmet”iyiz. Ana\u00e7 bin bak\u0131\u015f\u0131z varl\u0131\u011fa. \u015eimdi “ana”l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bir kez daha hat\u0131rlamal\u0131 de\u011fil miyiz?”Ana y\u00fcrekli” “imam”\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bak\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan uzak d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck diye, “ana” oldu\u011fumuzu da unuttuk, \u00f6yle mi? <\/p>\n
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“Anneler g\u00fcn\u00fc” sayal\u0131m bug\u00fcn\u00fc de… “Ana fikrimizi, ana y\u00fcreklimizi, ana kuca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, ana i\u015fimizi, ana sermayemizi, anal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hat\u0131rlama zaman\u0131 geldi, ge\u00e7ecek mi?<\/p>\n
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22.08.2009 AKLIMIZIN H\u0130ZASINA kadar e\u011fildi. Korkudan titreyen kalbimizi sonsuz tebess\u00fcm\u00fcyle sevindirdi. H\u00fcz\u00fcnlerle delik de\u015fik olmu\u015f insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131na bast\u0131. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n g\u00f6zlerimizin i\u00e7ine s\u0131ms\u0131cak bakt\u0131. Sa\u011f\u0131r duvarlara \u00e7arpa \u00e7arpa kanayan sonsuzluk d\u00fc\u015flerimizi avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda sa\u011faltt\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fe kalka y\u00fcr\u00fcyen \u00fcmitlerimizin elinden tuttu, aya\u011fa kald\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eefkat y\u00fckl\u00fc s\u00f6zlerle tenezz\u00fcl etti kalbimize. Her defas\u0131nda bir anne \u015fefkatiyle kucakland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hat\u0131rlatt\u0131. “Rahman ve […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[144],"class_list":["post-87920","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n