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KA\u00c7IRMA G\u00d6ZLER\u0130N\u0130 kendi g\u00f6zlerinden! Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 umursamaz bir bo\u015fluk ar\u0131yorsan, bo\u015funa… Aynalar\u0131n hepsi g\u00f6zlerine tutulmu\u015f… Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n en g\u00fczeli senin g\u00f6zlerine dikili. G\u00f6rmelerin en \u00f6zeli senin g\u00f6zlerine g\u00f6z koymu\u015f, unutma…<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6zlerinin de\u011fdi\u011fi her y\u00fcz(ey)de, senden \u00f6nce O’nun bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 var. Senin kendi g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, O’nun senin g\u00f6zs\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden \u00e7ok sonra… Senin kendini g\u00f6rmen i\u00e7in bile var olman gerekirken, O seni g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in var olman\u0131 \u015fart ko\u015fmad\u0131. Seni yoklu\u011funda g\u00f6rd\u00fc, senin yoklu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc de g\u00f6r\u00fcr eyledi, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr eyledi.<\/p>\n
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O g\u00f6rmemi\u015f olsayd\u0131 g\u00f6rmen gerekti\u011fini, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm diye sevdiklerin karanl\u0131kta kal\u0131rd\u0131. O g\u00f6rmemi\u015f olsayd\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnmedi\u011fini, g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcm diye sevindiklerin yabanc\u0131 kal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6zlerini O’nun bak\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yorsan, kirli bir aldan\u0131\u015f bandaj\u0131yla k\u00f6r ediyorsun kendini. Bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hesap sorulmaz san\u0131p da, hesaps\u0131zca bak\u0131yorsan, kendi kendini hi\u00e7 bulamayaca\u011f\u0131n talihsiz bir k\u00f6rebe oyunundas\u0131n…<\/p>\n
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Ka\u00e7amak bak\u0131\u015flarla avlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fczellere, senden \u00f6nce O bak\u0131yor. Nas\u0131l olur da, zaten O’nun var etti\u011fi y\u00fczlere, O’na ra\u011fmen, O’ndan habersiz bak\u0131yor olabilirsin? Kendi g\u00fczelliklerini ve zindeliklerini sergileyerek var oldu\u011funu sanan edep yoksunlar\u0131, yokluklar\u0131na ac\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in var edildiklerini nas\u0131l g\u00f6rmezden gelirler? G\u00fczel g\u00f6r\u00fcnmelerine g\u00fcvenip O’nun g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmezden gelen “frikik verme” ustalar\u0131 ve beden simsarlar\u0131, kimseler g\u00f6rmezken de, herkesin g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcndeyken de, herkesin g\u00f6z\u00fcnden yitti\u011finde de kendilerini g\u00f6reni nas\u0131l bilmezler?<\/p>\n
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Bir yere gizlenece\u011fini sanma sak\u0131n! O’nun g\u00f6rmesini g\u00f6rmemek i\u00e7in bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n her y\u00fczde O’nun e\u015fsiz g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc var… O g\u00f6rmese nas\u0131l g\u00fczel olurdu g\u00fczeller, nas\u0131l g\u00fczel g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc g\u00f6zler, nas\u0131l g\u00fczel g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnenler..<\/p>\n
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Haince kayd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n pervaz\u0131nda O’nun bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 n\u00f6bet tutuyor. Hay\u0131r, hay\u0131r… K\u0131rma aynalar\u0131 bo\u015f yere; bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n her yerde O’na g\u00f6r\u00fcnen g\u00f6zlerin \u00f6nce sana hesap soruyor.<\/p>\n
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Bakt\u0131klar\u0131na bak yeniden… Kendi g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bak bir daha…<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6rmek \u00fcmidiyle yolunu g\u00f6zledi\u011fin her \u015fey, ancak sana g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr hale gelince de\u011fdi g\u00f6z\u00fcne… G\u00f6zlerini sana g\u00f6z g\u00f6re g\u00f6re veren, hem g\u00f6zs\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc, hem g\u00f6zs\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6remedi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. G\u00f6zlerinin g\u00f6receklerini g\u00f6zlerin g\u00f6rmeden \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fc de g\u00f6zlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcne koydu. Yoksa, ne \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa de\u011ferdi g\u00f6zlerin ne de \u0131\u015f\u0131k g\u00f6rmene de\u011fer g\u00fczellere de\u011ferdi. Sadece g\u00f6zlerin de\u011fil, \u0131\u015f\u0131k bile k\u00f6r kal\u0131rd\u0131; O g\u00f6rmeseydi g\u00f6zlerin g\u00f6rmedi\u011fini.<\/p>\n
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H\u00e2l\u00e2 her \u015feyi retina dedi\u011fin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa ve renge duyarl\u0131 tabaka sayesinde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn iddias\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?<\/p>\n
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I\u015f\u0131\u011fa duyarl\u0131 o y\u00fczeyler sebep sadece… Bahane… O dilerse, g\u00f6zs\u00fcz de g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn g\u00fczelleri: Hi\u00e7 r\u00fcya g\u00f6rmedin mi? O dilerse, ne kadar “a\u00e7\u0131k g\u00f6z” olsan da, g\u00f6remezsin g\u00fczelli\u011fi: G\u00fclleri tekmeleyenleri g\u00f6rmedin mi?<\/p>\n
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O istemedik\u00e7e, g\u00f6zden hi\u00e7 ka\u00e7mayacaklar\u0131 bile g\u00f6remezsin!<\/p>\n
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Peki, kimselere g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeden yap\u0131p ettiklerinle ba\u015flatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6rebe oyununu kazanma \u0131srar\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcyor mu h\u00e2l\u00e2?<\/p>\n
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\u0130yi bak g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine…<\/p>\n
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Senin retinan kimsenin retinas\u0131na benzemiyor. Biriciksin g\u00f6zlerinle. Herkesin g\u00f6z\u00fcne de\u011fen \u0131\u015f\u0131k senin g\u00f6z\u00fcne bamba\u015fka bir a\u00e7\u0131yla de\u011fiyor. Ba\u015fka g\u00f6renler gibi de\u011filsin, asla! Demek ki, senin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ine kimsenin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ine bakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi bakm\u0131\u015f. Sadece bakm\u0131\u015f m\u0131? H\u00e2l\u00e2 bakmakta. Retinan her an o biricikli\u011fiyle orada. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn bile k\u00f6r oldu\u011fu yerde. Sadece O’nun her an bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde. Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n, O \u015fimdi g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine yeni\/den bakmakta? Sen g\u00f6zlerini kapatsan da, O g\u00f6zlerinden bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131rmamakta…<\/p>\n
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Kimseye g\u00f6stermeden yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n kimsesiz kald\u0131klar\u0131na emin misin?<\/p>\n
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Elindeki kudret sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n kibir z\u0131rh\u0131n\u0131 delecek bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n k\u00e2inatta pe\u015fin s\u0131ra dola\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na nas\u0131l bu kadar g\u00fcven duyabilirsin?<\/p>\n
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Seni kimse g\u00f6rmeyi bile akl\u0131na getirmezken, seni g\u00f6rmeyi ve g\u00f6stermeyi uygun bulan Efendinin huzuruna y\u00fcz\u00fcn yerde \u00e7\u0131kmaya utanmayacak m\u0131s\u0131n?<\/p>\n
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Akl\u0131nla bulamad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 vahyin sana emanet ettikleriyle bulmaktan uzak durmaya daha ne kadar devam edeceksin?<\/p>\n
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Bo\u015funa gizlenmeye kalkma… g\u00f6zleniyorsun!<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6zlerin a\u00e7\u0131k adresidir O’nun g\u00f6rmesinin…<\/p>\n
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“G\u00f6zler onu g\u00f6rmez; O g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6r\u00fcr….” [En’am, 103]<\/p>\n
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Sak\u0131n unutma<\/p>\n
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(\u0130rfan G\u00fcrkan \u00c7elebi’ye te\u015fekk\u00fcrlerimle…)<\/p>\n
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10.02.2010 KA\u00c7IRMA G\u00d6ZLER\u0130N\u0130 kendi g\u00f6zlerinden! Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 umursamaz bir bo\u015fluk ar\u0131yorsan, bo\u015funa… Aynalar\u0131n hepsi g\u00f6zlerine tutulmu\u015f… Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n en g\u00fczeli senin g\u00f6zlerine dikili. G\u00f6rmelerin en \u00f6zeli senin g\u00f6zlerine g\u00f6z koymu\u015f, unutma… G\u00f6zlerinin de\u011fdi\u011fi her y\u00fcz(ey)de, senden \u00f6nce O’nun bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 var. Senin kendi g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, O’nun senin g\u00f6zs\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden \u00e7ok sonra… Senin kendini g\u00f6rmen i\u00e7in bile var olman […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[144],"class_list":["post-87897","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n