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NE G\u00dcZELD\u0130R ki, ya\u011fmura \u201crahmet\u201d deriz.<\/p>\n
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Ya\u011fmur ya\u011farken \u201crahmet ya\u011f\u0131yor\u201d derdi b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz.<\/p>\n
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K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcklerimizin de b\u00f6yle diyebilmesi i\u00e7in \u201chava bug\u00fcn berbat!\u201dlardan vazge\u00e7meliyiz.<\/p>\n
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Evet, ya\u011fmur\u2026<\/p>\n
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O kadar rahmet ki, kendisi \u00e7ekiliyor aradan geriye \u201crahmet\u201di b\u0131rak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
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Rahmetin cisimle\u015fmi\u015f halidir ya\u011fmur.<\/p>\n
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Bir di\u011fer ifadeyle \u201crahmet heykeli\u201d<\/p>\n
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\u201cEn sevmedi\u011fin kelime?\u201d diye sorsalard\u0131 her halde \u201cheykel\u201d derdim.<\/p>\n
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En s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 anlar\u0131m\u0131 heykel kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ge\u00e7irdim.<\/p>\n
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En \u00e7ok heykel \u00f6nlerinde hizaya \u00e7ekildim.<\/p>\n
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\u0130yi de \u201cheykel\u201d \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 hem de \u201crahmet\u201d vesilesiyle nas\u0131l akl\u0131ma iniverdi?<\/p>\n
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Az da olsa \u201cheykel\u201d kelimesinin mahcup y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yerden kald\u0131rma \u00e7abas\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Ve elbette ki hep yine hep yeni \u0131slatan ya\u011fmuru iftiradan kurtarma niyeti.<\/p>\n
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Bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn hele, rahmetin heykelini yapmaya kalksayd\u0131k nas\u0131l bir \u015fey yapard\u0131k..<\/p>\n
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\u00d6yle bronzdan yahut ta\u015ftan olmamal\u0131 o heykel; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bronz da ta\u015f da meydan okur gibi durur insana.. \u201cHadi oradan\u201d dercesine tepeden bakar sana.. Yana\u015ft\u0131rmaz kendine.. Ama rahmet \u00f6yle mi? \u0130\u00e7inde rahmet, i\u00e7inin de i\u00e7inde\u2026 S\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam sarm\u0131\u015f seni… Kan\u0131nda, teninde, terinde, g\u00f6z\u00fcnde, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde… Ya\u011fmura bir bak, k\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131r, \u015f\u0131p\u0131l \u015f\u0131p\u0131l yan\u0131nda y\u00f6rende.. G\u00f6nl\u00fcnce \u015fekiller al\u0131r her damla.. Rahmet de i\u015fte b\u00f6yle sokulgand\u0131r; sessizce s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr teninden i\u00e7eri, parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131na basarak girer y\u00fcre\u011finin odac\u0131klar\u0131na.<\/p>\n
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Sonra\u2026 Rahmetin heykeli \u00f6ylece hareketsiz duruyor da olmamal\u0131. Hi\u00e7 k\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131z duran bir \u015fey k\u00fcsk\u00fcn gibidir sana, vurdumduymazd\u0131r, seninle ilgilenmez, umurunda de\u011filsindir onun. Ama rahmet \u00f6yle mi? Sana do\u011fru ko\u015far rahmet, sen gelince k\u0131p\u0131rdar, yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nemser, \u00fcstelik sen dursan da sana akar, eline y\u00fcz\u00fcne sar\u0131l\u0131r, seni ok\u015far. Bak, ya\u011fmur \u00f6yle de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n
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Rahmettir ya\u011fmur i\u015fte, g\u00f6z\u00fcne ya\u015f olacak kadar s\u0131rda\u015f, kan\u0131nda dola\u015facak kadar yolda\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fcne ko\u015facak kadar karde\u015ftir.<\/p>\n
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Hem sonra, rahmetin heykeli \u015feffaf olmal\u0131.. Ard\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6stermeli sana.. Kendini saklamamal\u0131 senden. \u0130\u00e7i d\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir olmal\u0131. Kabu\u011fu, boyas\u0131, foyas\u0131, k\u0131l\u0131f\u0131, kab\u0131, kapa\u011f\u0131, kap\u0131s\u0131, duvar\u0131, kozas\u0131 olmamal\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fc de astar\u0131 da bir olmal\u0131. Oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeli. G\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi olmal\u0131. \u00d6yle de\u011fil mi ya\u011fmur sahiden\u2026<\/p>\n
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Rahmet de b\u00f6yledir i\u015fte.. \u0130nce ve i\u00e7ten davran\u0131r sana. Gizlisi sakl\u0131s\u0131 yoktur. Aran\u0131zdan su s\u0131zmaz. Kab\u0131 yok ve senin i\u00e7in her kaba girmeye raz\u0131… Rengi yok ama senin hat\u0131r\u0131na her rengi giyinmeye raz\u0131. Tad\u0131 yok ama senin i\u00e7in her tada s\u0131zmaya raz\u0131.. \u015eekli yok ama sen istedin diye her \u015fekle girmeye hevesli.<\/p>\n
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Rahmetin heykelini \u00f6yle \u015fehir meydanlar\u0131na dikmek de do\u011fru olmaz… O zaman ayr\u0131cal\u0131kl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, adaletsiz ve \u015fefkatsizmi\u015f gibi durur. \u00d6yle bir heykel olmal\u0131 ki rahmet, her k\u00f6\u015feden g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeli, her soka\u011fa girmeli, isteyen herkesin penceresinin \u00f6n\u00fcne gelmeli. \u00d6yle de\u011fil mi ya ya\u011fmur?<\/p>\n
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Rahmet de \u00f6yledir i\u015fte, hi\u00e7 beklemedi\u011fin anda geliverir ba\u015f\u0131na. Ba\u015f\u0131na gelenlerin en g\u00fczelidir. Herkesi e\u015fit\u00e7e kucaklar, kimseyi kimseden ay\u0131rmaz. Fakiri de \u0131slat\u0131r, zengini de. Yetimi sevindirir \u00f6ks\u00fcz\u00fc de… Her soka\u011fa ta\u015far, her \u00e7at\u0131ya iner. A\u00e7\u0131lan her avuca dolu\u015fur.<\/p>\n
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Rahmet dedi\u011fin ya\u011fmur gibi olmal\u0131 i\u015fte, herkesi \u0131slatabilmeli. Zengin fakir ay\u0131rmamal\u0131. Meydanlar\u0131 s\u00fcslerken arka sokaklar\u0131 \u0131skalamamal\u0131. \u015eeffaf bir merhameti damla damla giyinip herkese her \u015feye dokunmal\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Rahmet de ya\u011fmur gibi y\u00fckseklerden ama yumu\u015fak\u00e7a inmeli yery\u00fcz\u00fcne. \u0130lle de k\u0131r\u0131p d\u00f6kmeli, damla damla var yak\u0131nla\u015fmal\u0131, ince ince kucaklamal\u0131… Kimseyi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsememeli, hor g\u00f6rmemeli, kimsenin dal\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131rmamal\u0131. R\u00fczgar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan m\u00fcjde olarak ok\u015famal\u0131 sesiyle kulaklar\u0131. \u015eim\u015feklerin aras\u0131ndan serinlik diye inmeli yery\u00fcz\u00fcne.<\/p>\n
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Rahmet, cilvele\u015fmeli ya\u011fmur gibi mesela. Bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeli bir saklanmal\u0131 rahmetin heykeli. Yolunu g\u00f6zletmeli. S\u00fcrprizler yapmal\u0131. Hi\u00e7 beklenmedik zamanlarda kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7almal\u0131. Gecenin bir vakti \u00fcrkek\u00e7e sevdi\u011finin penceresini t\u0131klatmal\u0131.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7ok olmal\u0131 ya\u011fmur gibi rahmetin heykeli ama ince ince ya\u011fmal\u0131. \u00d6yle ince olmal\u0131 ki, ihtiya\u00e7 duyan onu dizi dibinde bulmal\u0131, ihtiya\u00e7 bitti\u011finde hi\u00e7 \u015fikayetsiz ortal\u0131ktan kaybolmal\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Ya\u011fmura \u201crahmet\u201d diyenlere ya\u011fmur damlalar\u0131 say\u0131s\u0131nca rahmet okumal\u0131..<\/p>\n
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Vesselam..<\/p>\n
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29.12.2010 NE G\u00dcZELD\u0130R ki, ya\u011fmura \u201crahmet\u201d deriz. Ya\u011fmur ya\u011farken \u201crahmet ya\u011f\u0131yor\u201d derdi b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcklerimizin de b\u00f6yle diyebilmesi i\u00e7in \u201chava bug\u00fcn berbat!\u201dlardan vazge\u00e7meliyiz. Evet, ya\u011fmur\u2026 O kadar rahmet ki, kendisi \u00e7ekiliyor aradan geriye \u201crahmet\u201di b\u0131rak\u0131yor. Rahmetin cisimle\u015fmi\u015f halidir ya\u011fmur. Bir di\u011fer ifadeyle \u201crahmet heykeli\u201d \u201cEn sevmedi\u011fin kelime?\u201d diye sorsalard\u0131 her halde \u201cheykel\u201d derdim. En s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 anlar\u0131m\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[144],"class_list":["post-87843","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n