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\u00d6TEDEN BER\u0130 \u015fa\u015far\u0131m. Alemlerin Rabbi nas\u0131l olur da fani bir kulunun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc al\u0131nt\u0131lar? \u00c7ok yerde \u0130brahim\u2019in [as] s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Kendi s\u00f6z\u00fc eyler mesela: \u201cBatan \u015feyleri sevmem!\u201d Nuh\u2019un [as] s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kelam\u0131 aras\u0131na al\u0131r. Yeri gelir Yakub\u2019un[as] a\u011fz\u0131ndan konu\u015fur, yeri gelir Yusuf\u2019\u00e7a [as] hitap eder. Hazreti Lokman\u2019\u0131n o\u011fluna babacan konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 seslendirdi\u011fi de olur, Yunus\u2019un [as] ate\u015fli yakar\u0131\u015f\u0131yla da, Eyyub\u2019un mahzun \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla da a\u011f\u0131z birli\u011fi eder. Niye ama?<\/p>\n
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Bu kutsi tercih, bana \u00f6yle geliyor ki, kullar\u0131n\u0131 onurland\u0131rmak ad\u0131nad\u0131r. Hem s\u00f6z\u00fc al\u0131nana hem s\u00f6zden al\u0131nmak isteyene \u015fereftir bu\u2026 \u201cSizinle hem yolda\u015f\u0131m hem halda\u015f\u0131m hem solukda\u015f\u0131m!\u201d demeye getiriyor Rabbimiz. <\/p>\n
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Allah s\u00f6zlerinin aras\u0131nda insan s\u00f6zlerinin olmas\u0131, O\u2019nun s\u00f6zlerinin her insan\u0131n duda\u011f\u0131na de\u011fesi sadelikte oldu\u011funu somut\u00e7a g\u00f6stermek i\u00e7indir. \u0130\u015fte bu kadar \u201cyan\u0131m\u0131zdan konu\u015fur\u201d Allah. \u0130\u015fte bu kadar e\u011filir seviyemize. Kur\u2019\u00e2n\u2019\u0131n bir ad\u0131 olan \u201cTenezz\u00fcl\u201d\u00fcn i\u00e7ini doldurur; tenezz\u00fcl eder biz acizlere. Kur\u2019\u00e2n\u2019\u0131n unuttu\u011fumuz anlam\u0131 olan \u201cokuma\u201dy\u0131 hakk\u0131yla yerine getirir; i\u00e7imizi okur bizim, i\u00e7imizi okutur bize. Pek\u00e2l\u00e2 hakk\u0131 oldu\u011fu halde tepeden bakmaz s\u00f6zleriyle bize\u2026 Kimse itiraz edemeyece\u011fi halde, tahakk\u00fcm edas\u0131yla konu\u015fmaz. Nezaketle konu\u015fur. \u015eefkatin anadiliyle hitap eder. G\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc kat\u0131l\u0131m\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bekler emirlerine. Zorlamaz. Zorlamam\u0131z\u0131 da zorlanmam\u0131z\u0131 da \u00e7irkin bulur.<\/p>\n
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\u0130nsan\u00ee \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131 ve be\u015feri s\u00fcr\u00e7meleri s\u00f6zlerinin kat\u0131na alan Alemlerin Rabbi, her g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ba\u015fka i\u015fin benzerini yap\u0131yor asl\u0131nda. <\/p>\n
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Ya\u011fmur gibi dokunduruyor s\u00f6zlerini kirpiklerimize. Denizlerinde \u00e7alkalanan tuzlu sular\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fe kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi, i\u00e7imizin \u00e7alkant\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 duru s\u00f6zler olarak kat\u0131na al\u0131yor. Muhta\u00e7 olana, \u00f6zleyene, hasretle yanana, duda\u011f\u0131 kavrulana hep yine ama hep yeni bir ya\u011fmur olarak dokundu\u011fu gibi, vahyin g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcnden bize taze dokunu\u015flar indiriyor. G\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcze serinlik bah\u015fediyor. Y\u00fcre\u011fimize su serpiyor.<\/p>\n
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Ya\u011fmurun ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ok eskidir. Ama her ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 yenidir, her dokunu\u015fu tazedir. Ya\u011fmur herkese ya\u011far, her yere iner. Ama her ki\u015fiye \u00f6zeldir, her pencere \u00f6n\u00fcne kendince birikir, her sa\u00e7 teline dokunu\u015fu bi\u2019tanedir.<\/p>\n
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Kullar\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndan gelen her s\u00f6z, bir kul olarak hepimizin a\u011fz\u0131na gelesidir, de\u011fesidir. Sanki o s\u00f6zler Kur\u2019\u00e2n\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcnde bulutlar gibi bekle\u015fmektedir ve ihtiya\u00e7 oldu\u011funda taze damlalar gibi dokunacakt\u0131r y\u00fcre\u011fimize. Kur\u2019\u00e2n\u2019\u0131n zikretti\u011fi her hal, canland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 her diyalog g\u00fcn gelip bize de\u011fecektir, bizim ger\u00e7e\u011fimiz, bizim taze ya\u011fmurumuz olacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Rabb-i Rahimimizin halimizi anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n i\u015faretidir bu. \u0130nsanl\u0131k hallerimizin O\u2019nun taraf\u0131ndan anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r oldu\u011funun zarif f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Y\u00fcre\u011fimizin tam ortas\u0131nda ak\u0131p duran halleri s\u00f6ze d\u00f6k\u00fcyor asl\u0131nda Rabbimiz. Dilsiz ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 seslendiriyor. Suskun s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131za dil veriyor. Yak\u0131c\u0131 pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar i\u00e7in kelime tutu\u015fturuyor dudaklar\u0131m\u0131za.<\/p>\n
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\u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczden, tam da bu y\u00fczden, Kur\u2019\u00e2n okuyan kendisiyle tan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, kendine do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcr, kendi y\u00fcre\u011fini ad\u0131mlar, yitik cennetinin alt\u0131ndan akan \u0131rmaklar\u0131n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 duyar.<\/p>\n
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D\/okuyal\u0131m m\u0131 Yusuf 91\u2019ve 92\u2019yi y\u00fcre\u011fimize?<\/p>\n
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Yusuf 91: \u201cDo\u011fruya do\u011fru, Allah seni bize \u00fcst\u00fcn k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, biz hataya g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcp gitmi\u015fiz i\u015fte\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
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Yusuf\u2019un karde\u015fleri, kuyuya att\u0131klar\u0131, unuttuklar\u0131, unutturduklar\u0131 Yusuf\u2019u kendilerine iyilik yapar halde bulunca, derin pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ve yak\u0131c\u0131 utan\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fte bu ayetin anlam yata\u011f\u0131na ak\u0131tt\u0131lar kan revan\u2026<\/p>\n
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Yusuf\u2019un [as] karde\u015flerine s\u00f6yledi\u011fi ise Allah s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn aras\u0131na kat\u0131\u015farak gelir 92. ayetle: “Bug\u00fcn sizi k\u0131nay\u0131p ay\u0131plama yok, Allah sizi affetsin, O merhametlilerin merhametlisidir.”<\/p>\n
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Art\u0131k hem Yusuf s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr bu, hem Allah s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. Yusuf\u2019\u00e7a bir civanmertli\u011fin arkas\u0131nda durmu\u015ftur Rabbimiz. O kadar ki, Yusuf\u2019un s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6ze etmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n
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Asl\u0131nda b\u00f6ylece, karde\u015flerinin Yusuf\u2019a yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 Kendisine yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u201co g\u00fcn\u201d biz m\u00fccrimleri bu s\u00f6zle kar\u015f\u0131layabilece\u011finin m\u00fcjdesini vermektedir. Biz de kuyuya atmad\u0131k m\u0131 Rabbimizin hat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131? Biz de unutkanl\u0131k zindanlar\u0131na s\u00fcrmedik mi Yaradan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kadrini? Biz de nank\u00f6rl\u00fckle kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vermedik mi Yusuf\u2019\u00e7a g\u00fczel iyiliklerine? Biz de Rabbimizin bize verdi\u011fi ile, hatta Rabbimiz bize verdi diye Rabbimize kafa tutmaya kalkmad\u0131k m\u0131 utanmadan?<\/p>\n
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Yusuf kadar g\u00fczeldir i\u015fte bu ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama c\u00fcmlesi. Bu g\u00fczelli\u011fe muhatap olmak i\u00e7in, \u201cDo\u011fruya do\u011fru, biz hataya g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcp gitmi\u015fiz i\u015fte\u201d harbili\u011fi, durulu\u011fu gerekiyor elbet. Yusuf y\u00fczl\u00fc olmaya can atanlar\u0131 Yusuf s\u00f6zl\u00fc olmaya da \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor bu c\u00fcmle: \u201cSen de ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla\u2026\u201d Yusuf y\u00fczl\u00fclerle muhatap olman\u0131n gere\u011fini hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor Yusuf\u2019un karde\u015fleriyle a\u011f\u0131z birli\u011fi etti\u011fimiz o c\u00fcmle: \u201cBiz hataya g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcp gitmi\u015fiz i\u015fte\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
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\u015eu k\u0131sa \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fczde ya bir Yusuf rol\u00fcnde oluruz ya karde\u015fleri rol\u00fcnde. Ya bir yanl\u0131\u015f yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131zd\u0131r Yusuf\u2019\u00e7a g\u00fczel bir kalbe. Ya da bir yanl\u0131\u015f yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r Yakub\u2019un g\u00f6zlerden sak\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi sak\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z Yusuf y\u00fczl\u00fc kalbimize? \u0130ncitmi\u015fizdir; ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz. \u0130ncinmi\u015fizdir; ka\u00e7\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n
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Yanl\u0131\u015f yapanlar ve yanl\u0131\u015f yap\u0131lanlar sahnesi burada. Bu sahnede yeri olmayan kald\u0131 m\u0131? Bu senaryoda rol\u00fc olmayan var m\u0131? Hepimiz, her birimiz, korku ve \u00fcmit aras\u0131nday\u0131z i\u015fte. Ya Yusuf 91\u2019i s\u00f6yleyecek olma korkusu ya Yusuf 91\u2019in bize s\u00f6ylenecek olmas\u0131 \u00fcmidi.<\/p>\n
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Benim \u00f6mr\u00fcm Yusuf 91\u2019i y\u00fcre\u011fime de\u011fdirecek pi\u015fmanl\u0131klarla dolu. Hata yapt\u0131m, ay\u0131ps\u0131z de\u011filim. Sakl\u0131yorum sadece. Yusuf 91\u2019i can kula\u011f\u0131mla duyma hasretleriyle dolu. Bana da hata yap\u0131ld\u0131. Hangi birini sayay\u0131m? Ben yanl\u0131\u015f yapt\u0131m ve bana yanl\u0131\u015f yap\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Kullar\u0131n hatas\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fu d\u00fcnyada, ba\u015fka se\u00e7enek var m\u0131 ki? Kullar\u0131n hatal\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u015fu k\u0131sa \u00f6m\u00fcrde, Yusuf 92\u2019yi duymay\u0131 \u00f6zleyen yok mu benim gibi? Yusuf 91\u2019i karde\u015flerinden duyacak olsa, hi\u00e7 bekletmeden Yusuf 92\u2019yi s\u00f6ylemeye haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f olanlar yok mu benim gibi?<\/p>\n
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Bu ayetler orada dururken kimse masum sayamaz kendini. O s\u00f6zler, idrakimizin g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcnde ya\u011fmur y\u00fckl\u00fc bulutlar gibi bekle\u015firken, kimse o s\u00f6zlerin dokunmas\u0131yla \u0131slanmaktan kurtaramaz kendini.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6zetini \u00e7\u0131karsak, sahiden \u00f6z bir ge\u00e7mi\u015f yazsak, Yusuf 91 ve 92 yeter bize. Farkl\u0131 sahnelerde, farkl\u0131 zamanlarda, farkl\u0131 oyuncularla hep ayn\u0131 repli\u011fi s\u00f6yleyerek ge\u00e7irdik bu \u00f6m\u00fcr. Siperimiz Yusuf 91 ve 92. Herkes oraya atm\u0131\u015f kendini; \u00e7aresiz.<\/p>\n
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Kalbimizin aray\u0131\u015flar\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131k adrestir Yusuf 91-92 aras\u0131. Bir o duvara \u00e7arp\u0131yoruz ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, bir berikine: “Biz hataya g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcp gitmi\u015fiz i\u015fte..” diyeniz bir g\u00fcn, “bug\u00fcn size k\u0131nama yok\u201d diyece\u011fiz bir ba\u015fka g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
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Demek ki Yusuf 91’in “n\u00fczul sebebi”yiz her daim. Ya arefesindeyiz Yusuf 91’in ya ertesinde. Ya s\u00f6yleyeniyiz ya s\u00f6yleneni. Biz ya\u015fad\u0131k\u00e7a iniyor ayet. Nefeslendi\u011fimiz her yere siniyor o s\u00f6zler. Pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ve k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yar\u0131klar\u0131na de\u011fiyor. Ya\u011fmurun a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaralar gibi k\u0131r\u0131yor kabu\u011fumuzu. Dilimize de\u011fmekten \u00f6te bir d\/okunu\u015f sunuyor bize. Y\u00fcre\u011fimizin sesi oluyor. Kalbimizi terc\u00fcme ediyor. Her hatada yeniden titreyen sinir u\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131zda tazelenen tomurcuklar gibi yeni\/den b\u00fcy\u00fcyor o s\u00f6zler.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u0131k\u0131\u015f yok Yusuf 91-92 aras\u0131ndan. \u0130yi ki, yok. T\u00fcm \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckler burada. Omzumuzu \u00e7\u00f6kerten y\u00fcklerin hepsini bu arada \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcyoruz. Aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131za pranga vuran paslar\u0131n c\u00fcmlesi bu arada eriyor. Kin ve nefreti bu arada nefeslenerek siliyoruz kalbimizden. K\u00fcsk\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve darg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, uzakl\u0131klar\u0131 ve so\u011fukluklar\u0131 bu(a)rada t\u00fcketiyoruz. Kalbimizin kanatlar\u0131na sonsuz bir g\u00f6k aral\u0131yor bu iki s\u00f6z\u00fcn aras\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Do\u011fru ya do\u011fru, ya \u00f6z\u00fcr dilenecek biriyiz ya da \u00f6z\u00fcr dileyecek biriyiz. Hem \u00f6z\u00fcr dilenecek biriyiz hem \u00f6z\u00fcr dileyecek biri. Hem aldand\u0131k hem aldatt\u0131k. Hem h\u0131yanet ettik biz, hem h\u0131yanet edildi bize. \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hepsi Yusuf 91\u2019in avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda sakinle\u015fecek ve Yusuf 92\u2019nin kuca\u011f\u0131nda yeni ba\u015ftan teselli bulacak.<\/p>\n
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\u0130\u015fte \u015fimdi kendimi Yusuf 91\u2019in dizi dibine mahzun ve mahcup b\u0131rak\u0131yorum. Kendilerine mahcup olaca\u011f\u0131m s\u00f6zler s\u00f6ylediklerim, haklar\u0131na girdi\u011fim karde\u015flerim benim: “Do\u011fruya do\u011fru; Allah sizi bana \u00fcst\u00fcn k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ben ise hataya bat\u0131p gitmi\u015fim.”<\/p>\n
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Hi\u00e7 kimseden bu s\u00f6z\u00fc duymay\u0131 hak etmeden ya\u015famaya raz\u0131y\u0131m. En k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc Senai olan bir toplum, en iyisi Senai olan toplumdan hi\u00e7 \u015f\u00fcphesiz daha g\u00fczeldir. Hep s\u00f6z\u00fc benden duymay\u0131 hak eden karde\u015flerim olsun etraf\u0131mda; daha \u00e7ok sevinirim.<\/p>\n
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Ben Yusuf 91\u2019in dizi dibindeyim. Dileyen herkes gelsin yan\u0131ma. \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn geri kalan\u0131n\u0131 bu k\u00f6\u015fede beklemeye de\u011fer g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Ba\u015fka ne i\u015fe yarar ki bu \u00f6m\u00fcr? Koskoca bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn h\u0131zla t\u00fckeni\u015fini, vaktin elimden h\u00fcz\u00fcnle kay\u0131p gidi\u015flerini, hayat\u0131m\u0131n h\u00fcsranla eksilmesini hangi k\u00e2rla telafi edebilirim ki?<\/p>\n
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Edebilirim, \u00fcmitliyim.<\/p>\n
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Harika bir \u00fcmidim var benim. Seve seve payla\u015fmak isterim.<\/p>\n
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\u00dcstelik Yusuf\u2019un karde\u015flerinden daha da fazlas\u0131yla \u00fcmitlenmeyi hak ediyorum. Yusuf y\u00fczl\u00fc Peygamber\u2019e [asm] Yusuf\u2019un karde\u015flerinin Yusuf\u2019a yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n daha k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc yapmam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fumu san\u0131yorum. Sonunda, en sonunda \u015fu s\u00f6z\u00fc duyar\u0131m diye umuyorum. Bu s\u00f6z\u00fc en son hak eden olmay\u0131 bile kurtulu\u015f biliyorum: \u201cBug\u00fcn seni k\u0131nay\u0131p ay\u0131plamak yok, Allah seni affetti, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc merhametlilerin en merhametlisidir O.\u201d <\/p>\n
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Sahi, Yusuf s\u00f6zl\u00fc Peygamber\u2019den [asm] Yusuf tebess\u00fcml\u00fc bir s\u00f6z olarak duyulmu\u015f de\u011fil miydi bu s\u00f6z? \u0130lk s\u00f6yleyeni alemlere Rahmet Peygamberim [asm] ise, son s\u00f6yleyeni niye olmas\u0131n? Son s\u00f6yledi\u011fi, en son s\u00f6yledi\u011fi ben niye olmayay\u0131m?<\/p>\n
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07.01.2011 \u00d6TEDEN BER\u0130 \u015fa\u015far\u0131m. Alemlerin Rabbi nas\u0131l olur da fani bir kulunun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc al\u0131nt\u0131lar? \u00c7ok yerde \u0130brahim\u2019in [as] s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Kendi s\u00f6z\u00fc eyler mesela: \u201cBatan \u015feyleri sevmem!\u201d Nuh\u2019un [as] s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kelam\u0131 aras\u0131na al\u0131r. Yeri gelir Yakub\u2019un[as] a\u011fz\u0131ndan konu\u015fur, yeri gelir Yusuf\u2019\u00e7a [as] hitap eder. Hazreti Lokman\u2019\u0131n o\u011fluna babacan konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 seslendirdi\u011fi de olur, Yunus\u2019un [as] ate\u015fli yakar\u0131\u015f\u0131yla […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[144],"class_list":["post-87840","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n