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\u00dcz\u00fclebiliyorsan bir kalbin var demektir. Kalpsizler \u00fcz\u00fcl(e)mezler ki. Ne mutlu sana ki, \u00fcz\u00fclebiliyorsun. Dokunan var demek ki kalbine. Ya dokunulmasayd\u0131 kalbine. Ya h\u00fczn\u00fcn g\u00f6n\u00fcl topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 karmas\u0131na izin verilmeseydi. Demek ki g\u00f6zden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lmad\u0131n. Demek ki sen h\u00e2l\u00e2 bir umut tarlas\u0131s\u0131n.<\/p>\n
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\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorsan, Biri var ki c\u0131l\u0131z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00e7amurdan kald\u0131rmak istiyor. Onun i\u00e7in dokunuyor kalbine. K\u0131ymetini bil ki, \u00fczmeye de\u011fer g\u00f6r\u00fcyor seni. H\u00fcz\u00fcnlerin kalbinin topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 allak bullak ediyorsa, sen ekilmeye lay\u0131k bir topraks\u0131n demektir. Kayg\u0131lar\u0131n vuru\u015fuyla tuz buz oluyorsa ta\u015f kat\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcvencelerin, yar\u0131lan g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne umut fidanlar\u0131 dikiliyor demektir.<\/p>\n
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Y\u00fcz\u00fcn yerde geziyorsan, ellerin boynuna sar\u0131l\u0131 ise, i\u00e7ini \u0131s\u0131tacak haberlerin m\u00fcrekkebi daml\u0131yor olmal\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn defterine. Kar ya\u011f\u0131yorsa g\u00fcvendi\u011fin da\u011flara, yar\u0131n\u0131n ovalar\u0131nda reng\u00e2renk \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin olacak demektir. H\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n f\u0131rt\u0131nalar sars\u0131yorsa sevin\u00e7lerinin zirvesini, r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar d\u00f6v\u00fcyorsa umudunun yama\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131, bir y\u00fcce da\u011fs\u0131n sen demek ki, az bekle, ete\u011finden serin p\u0131narlar akmaya ba\u015flayacak demek ki…<\/p>\n
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\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorsan, \u015f\u0131maramazs\u0131n. Kibrin kirli tuza\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015femezsin. Kendini be\u011fenmi\u015fli\u011fin \u00e7amuruna dola\u015fmaz ayaklar\u0131n. Uzak ge\u00e7ersin isyanl\u0131 yollardan. Heveslerinin ard\u0131 s\u0131ra d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp nisyan u\u00e7urumlar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcklenmezsin. Seni Biri yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor demek ki… G\u00f6zden \u00e7\u0131karmam\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131 seni.<\/p>\n
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\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorsan, bir kutlu teselli kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde bekletiliyorsun demektir. G\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131r vefas\u0131z d\u00fcnyan\u0131n e\u015fi\u011finden. G\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn elinden \u00e7\u0131kar sebeplerin bo\u015f avuntular\u0131n\u0131. Umudunu kes sahte doymalardan. Y\u00fcre\u011fini k\u00fcst\u00fcr co\u015fkulardan. Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor demektir.<\/p>\n
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\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorsan, kaybedece\u011fin bir \u015feyler var demek ki… Kaybedece\u011fi bir \u015feyi olanlar \u00e7oktan kazanm\u0131\u015flard\u0131r. Eline ge\u00e7meyenleri saymakla t\u00fcketme nefesini, elindekileri saymaya ba\u015fla. Hepsini saysan bile, nefesini saymaya nefesin yetmeyecek demektir. Bak i\u015fte zenginsin.<\/p>\n
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Seni bir “\u0130\u015fiten” var. Seni senin kendini bile sevmenden \u00f6nce O sevdi seni. Senin kendini bile bilmedi\u011fin unutu\u015f kuyular\u0131ndan \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 seni. \u00c7ekti\u011fin ac\u0131lara habire me\u015fgul \u00e7alan telefonlar gibi k\u00f6r ve sa\u011f\u0131r de\u011fil O. Y\u00fcre\u011finin her yang\u0131n\u0131na O yeti\u015fiyor. Ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131na ve s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131na metal so\u011fuklu\u011fundaki plazalar gibi umursamaz de\u011fil O. Yitirdiklerinin hepsini sana iade edece\u011fine s\u00f6z veriyor. Sevdalar\u0131na ve \u00f6zlemlerine \u00e7ok se\u00e7enekli s\u0131nav k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131 gibi tats\u0131z ve tuzsuz form\u00fcller sunmuyor. Seni herkesten \u00e7ok anl\u0131yor, seni senin kendini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131nla imzalayas\u0131n istiyor yakar\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131. Bir ebed\u00ee \u00e7er\u00e7evenin i\u00e7inde, g\u00f6steri\u015fsiz bir kullukla foto\u011fraflamak istiyor seni. Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131p giden \u00f6m\u00fcr k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan s\u0131cac\u0131k bir kardelen \u00fcmidi dev\u015firesin istiyor. Keyfinin \u00e7atlak kabuklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan sonsuz teselli p\u0131narlar\u0131 ak\u0131tmak istiyor.<\/p>\n
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Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n tenine \u00e7iziktir her h\u00fcz\u00fcn. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan haber verir \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcn. Hat\u0131rlar m\u0131s\u0131n, bir zamanlar hat\u0131rlanmaya de\u011fer bir \u015fey bile de\u011fildin? Hi\u00e7 umursanmadan \u00e7\u00f6pe at\u0131labilecek kirli bir su iken sen, y\u00fcz\u00fcne bir tek O bakt\u0131. Kimselerin aray\u0131p sormad\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6nemseyip ad\u0131n\u0131 bir kenara yazmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o g\u00fcnlerde, senin ad\u0131n\u0131 ilk O and\u0131. Hat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 bildi. Seni yan\u0131na ald\u0131. Hep yan\u0131nda oldu. Sen seni unutup da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yast\u0131\u011fa koydu\u011funda bile, seni her defas\u0131nda sabaha \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Sen Onu defalarca unuttun ama O seni asla unutmad\u0131.<\/p>\n
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O’nun en sevdi\u011fi kulu da yaln\u0131z kald\u0131. Ta\u015fland\u0131. S\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. Yaraland\u0131. A\u00e7 susuz kald\u0131. Yuvas\u0131na uzaktan g\u00f6zleri ya\u015flar i\u00e7inde bakt\u0131. Ma\u011farada yapayaln\u0131z ve korunmas\u0131zd\u0131. Senin gibi \u00fcz\u00fclen yol arkada\u015f\u0131na sonsuz m\u00fcjdeler veren tebess\u00fcm\u00fcyle f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131: “L\u00e2 tahzen, innAllahe me\u00e2n\u00e2.”<\/p>\n
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Kald\u0131r y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yerden. Omuzlar\u0131ndan sars\u0131p kendine getirmek istiyor seni Sevgili. “Rabbin sana k\u00fcsmedi ki…” G\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine i\u00e7ine bak sevdiklerinin. “Rabbin seni unutup yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmad\u0131 ki…”<\/p>\n
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10.06.2012 \u00dcZ\u00dcLME! \u00dcz\u00fclebiliyorsan bir kalbin var demektir. Kalpsizler \u00fcz\u00fcl(e)mezler ki. Ne mutlu sana ki, \u00fcz\u00fclebiliyorsun. Dokunan var demek ki kalbine. Ya dokunulmasayd\u0131 kalbine. Ya h\u00fczn\u00fcn g\u00f6n\u00fcl topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 karmas\u0131na izin verilmeseydi. Demek ki g\u00f6zden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lmad\u0131n. Demek ki sen h\u00e2l\u00e2 bir umut tarlas\u0131s\u0131n. \u00dcz\u00fclme! \u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorsan, Biri var ki c\u0131l\u0131z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00e7amurdan kald\u0131rmak istiyor. Onun i\u00e7in dokunuyor […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[144],"class_list":["post-87786","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n