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SO\u011eUKTU VE b\u00fct\u00fcn gece kar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z sabah\u0131n ilk p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131yla beraber yata\u011f\u0131ndan kalkm\u0131\u015f, pencereye do\u011fru ko\u015farak perdeleri ard\u0131na kadar a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O da ne!? Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu ki! Cam buz tutmu\u015ftu. \u201cHuh! huh!\u201d deyip camdaki buzu eriterek kendine irice bir \u201cg\u00f6z deli\u011fi\u201d a\u00e7t\u0131. \u015eimdi evin arka taraf\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara do\u011fru uzanan tarlay\u0131 rahatl\u0131kla g\u00f6rebiliyordu. Bembeyazd\u0131. Her taraf bembeyazd\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fac\u0131n ve onun yan\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck a\u011fac\u0131n dallar\u0131ndan l\u00e2hana toplar\u0131na benzeyen kar sepetleri as\u0131l\u0131yordu. Ve birden tarlan\u0131n ortas\u0131ndaki korkulu\u011fu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u015eapkas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fc karla dolmu\u015ftu. \u201cKorkuluk ne kadar da korkun\u00e7,onun y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u015fu tarlada bi oynayamad\u0131m\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
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Ufakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bu ya\u015f\u0131na kadar g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc en korkun\u00e7 \u015fey korkuluktu. Onun, alayc\u0131 ve h\u0131rs\u0131z kargalardan, tarlay\u0131 korudu\u011funu bilmese, ne yapar eder babac\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ikna edip ondan kurtulurdu. \u00c7ok \u00e7irkindi ama! Hem \u00e7irkin, hem de i\u011freeen\u00e7! Arada bir onu r\u00fcyalar\u0131nda bile g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u00e2buslar\u0131nda yani. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201ckorkulu r\u00fcyalara k\u00e2bus denir\u201d demi\u015fti annesi.<\/p>\n
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K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, giderek daha da b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00f6z deli\u011finden korkulu\u011fu uzun uzun seyretti. Bir ara ne\u015feli \u015fak\u0131malar\u0131yla birka\u00e7 saka ku\u015fu, korkulu\u011fun tepesinde, u\u00e7u\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cHa ha! \u015eimdi korkar ka\u00e7arlar\u201d, dedi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z. Ka\u00e7mad\u0131lar. Ne\u015feli \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleye s\u00f6yleye, korkulu\u011fun samandan g\u00f6vdesine ge\u00e7irilen o eski ceketin \u00fczerine kondular.<\/p>\n
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\u201cKalbine kondular\u201d dedi. Ama korkulu\u011fun kalbi var m\u0131yd\u0131 ki? Sakalar korkulu\u011fun sa\u011f\u0131na soluna konuyor, \u00fcst\u00fcnde u\u00e7u\u015fuyordu, arada bir de ceketin ceplerine girip girip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorlard\u0131. Birisi ceketin cebine girerken, di\u011ferleri \u015fak\u0131r \u015fak\u0131r \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu. Do\u011frusu pek merak etti. Bu gulyabanide ne vard\u0131 da, sevimli sakalar etraf\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lm\u0131yorlard\u0131. Hem koskoca kargalar\u0131n \u00f6d\u00fcn\u00fc patlatan korkuluk, bi lokma sakalara bi\u015feycik yapmaz m\u0131yd\u0131 ki? Korkulu\u011fun kalbi var m\u0131yd\u0131? Sakalar onu niye severlerdi. Ya korkuluk niye ili\u015fmezdi sakalara?<\/p>\n
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Sabah kahvalt\u0131s\u0131ndaki, tereya\u011fl\u0131 k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f ekmeklerin hepsini yemek ve s\u00fct\u00fc de d\u00f6kmeden tamam\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7mek kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, babas\u0131ndan kendisini korkulu\u011fun yan\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrmesine dair s\u00f6z ald\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Kahvalt\u0131 bitince, \u201chadi k\u0131z\u0131m\u201d dedi babas\u0131. Y\u00fcr\u00fc bakal\u0131m a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 tarlaya, korkulu\u011fu g\u00f6rmeye. Baba-k\u0131z el ele tutu\u015fup karla kapland\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in pek de belli olmayan patikadan korkulu\u011fa y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Merak ediyordu ama, korkmuyor da de\u011fildi. Hele \u015fu geveze kargalar olur olmaz yerde \u201cGaak!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rm\u0131yorlar m\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7i pek \u00fcrperiyordu do\u011frusu. Acaba vazge\u00e7se miydi?<\/p>\n
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Karda bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n iz b\u0131rakarak, bata \u00e7\u0131ka s\u00fcren k\u0131sa yolculuktan sonra korkulu\u011fun yan\u0131na geldiler.<\/p>\n
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-Baba, dedi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z. Niye sakalar kargalar gibi korkuluktan korkmuyor? Niye \u00fczerinde u\u00e7u\u015fup, ceketine konuyorlar, ceplerine giriyorlar? Korkuluk sakalara bi\u015feycik yapmaz m\u0131? Kargalara m\u0131 yapar? Severler mi sakalar korkulu\u011fu, ya korkuluk? <\/p>\n
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K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n merak\u0131n\u0131 anlayan baba korkulu\u011fa do\u011fru ilerledi. <\/p>\n
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-Bak k\u0131z\u0131m, dedi. Her \u015feyin s\u0131rr\u0131 bu ottan adam\u0131n kalbinde gizli.<\/p>\n
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-Kalbinde miii? diye sordu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z. Demek korkulu\u011fun kalbide varm\u0131\u015f diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
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-Yaa! Korkulu\u011fun kalbi var \u00f6yle mi?<\/p>\n
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-Var ya!<\/p>\n
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Sonra babas\u0131, korkulu\u011fun ceketindeki sol \u00fcst cebe elini dald\u0131rd\u0131 ve bir avu\u00e7 bu\u011fday \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc bak? Korkulu\u011fun kalbi burada i\u015fte. Sakalar ser\u00e7eler k\u0131\u015f\u0131n dane bulamaz diye, biz korkuluklar\u0131n cebine bu\u011fday koruz.<\/p>\n
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24.04.2002 SO\u011eUKTU VE b\u00fct\u00fcn gece kar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z sabah\u0131n ilk p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131yla beraber yata\u011f\u0131ndan kalkm\u0131\u015f, pencereye do\u011fru ko\u015farak perdeleri ard\u0131na kadar a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O da ne!? Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu ki! Cam buz tutmu\u015ftu. \u201cHuh! huh!\u201d deyip camdaki buzu eriterek kendine irice bir \u201cg\u00f6z deli\u011fi\u201d a\u00e7t\u0131. \u015eimdi evin arka taraf\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara do\u011fru uzanan tarlay\u0131 rahatl\u0131kla g\u00f6rebiliyordu. Bembeyazd\u0131. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[142],"class_list":["post-87767","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n