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ANNELER G\u00dcN\u00dc yakla\u015f\u0131rken, kendi kendime:\t\t\t<\/p>\n
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\u201cAnnem hediye olarak ger\u00e7ekten ne ister acaba?\u201d diye sordum.\t<\/p>\n
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Biblo ve giyim e\u015fyas\u0131 gibi \u015feyleri \u00f6nceki seneler defalarca alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Akl\u0131ma \u2018iyi hediye\u2019 olarak hangi fikir geldiyse, bakt\u0131m ki ge\u00e7en y\u0131llarda o fikri kullan\u0131p t\u00fcketmi\u015fim. Sonra, birden akl\u0131ma yepyeni bir fikir geldi.<\/p>\n
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Annemin ger\u00e7ekten istedi\u011fi \u015fey, torununun annesi olan sevgili k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n onunla ilgili duygular\u0131yd\u0131. O, kendi gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131 boyunca benim i\u00e7in yorulmu\u015f, benimle ilgili d\u00fc\u015flerinin hat\u0131r\u0131na kendi hayallerinden vazge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 fedak\u00e2rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u015fe yaray\u0131p yaramad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmek: Onun ger\u00e7ekten istedi\u011fi \u015fey buydu.<\/p>\n
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Anneme te\u015fekk\u00fcr etmek i\u00e7in, kapakl\u0131 bir cam kavanoz ald\u0131m. Bir ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne \u2018An\u0131lar Kavanozu\u2019 yaz\u0131p, kavanozun d\u0131\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fcne yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. Sonra da, i\u00e7ine, \u00e7e\u015fitli an\u0131lar\u0131n yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 tam y\u00fcz tane k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ka\u011f\u0131t katlayarak att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Cam kavanozu annemin oturma odas\u0131ndaki sehpan\u0131n \u00fczerine b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Odaya girdi, oturdu ve arma\u011fan\u0131n\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131. Kavanozun \u00fczerindeki \u2018An\u0131lar Kavanozu\u2019 etiketini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, ilk anda bir\u015fey anlayamad\u0131. Dikkatlice bakt\u0131, ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131. Anneme, kavanozu a\u00e7\u0131p i\u00e7inden bir tane an\u0131 se\u00e7mesini s\u00f6yledim.<\/p>\n
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\u0130lk an\u0131y\u0131 okurken g\u00f6zlerinden birden ya\u015flar bo\u015fand\u0131.<\/p>\n
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\u201c\u0130lk bisikletimi ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc an\u0131ms\u0131yorum; parlak mavi ve tam bana g\u00f6re…\u201d<\/p>\n
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Annem kavanozdan bir ba\u015fka ka\u011f\u0131t daha \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda:<\/p>\n
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\u201cHer g\u00fcn yaln\u0131zca bir tane okuyabilirsin, bekle!\u201d diye uyard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Ama o dinlemedi. Kavanozu oldu\u011fu gibi sehpaya bo\u015falt\u0131p bir bir okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n
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\u2022 Dokuz ya\u015f\u0131mdayken, ameliyat i\u00e7in hastaneye gitti\u011fimde ne kadar korktu\u011fumu hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
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\u2022 Alt\u0131 tane \u00e7ocu\u011fu yeti\u015ftirirken senin ne kadar tatl\u0131 ve sab\u0131rl\u0131 oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
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\u2022 Bot almak i\u00e7in biriktirdi\u011fim paran\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc senin kendi har\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan tamamlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
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Annem bana bak\u0131p \u00f6nce g\u00fcld\u00fc sonra da a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n
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\u201c\u015eu anda bana unutamayaca\u011f\u0131m yeni bir an ya\u015fat\u0131yorsun\u201d dedi. \u201cBu Anneler G\u00fcn\u00fc\u2019n\u00fc her zaman an\u0131msayaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
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Annem bu s\u00f6zleri s\u00f6ylerken, \u00fczerimde, bundan sonraki hayat\u0131m\u0131zda payla\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z daha de\u011ferli an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in tatl\u0131 bir bask\u0131 hissetmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bile…<\/p>\n
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05.02.2003 ANNELER G\u00dcN\u00dc yakla\u015f\u0131rken, kendi kendime: \u201cAnnem hediye olarak ger\u00e7ekten ne ister acaba?\u201d diye sordum. Biblo ve giyim e\u015fyas\u0131 gibi \u015feyleri \u00f6nceki seneler defalarca alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Akl\u0131ma \u2018iyi hediye\u2019 olarak hangi fikir geldiyse, bakt\u0131m ki ge\u00e7en y\u0131llarda o fikri kullan\u0131p t\u00fcketmi\u015fim. Sonra, birden akl\u0131ma yepyeni bir fikir geldi. Annemin ger\u00e7ekten istedi\u011fi \u015fey, torununun annesi olan sevgili […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[142],"class_list":["post-87746","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n