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TOM ANDERSON, y\u0131llar \u00f6nce okuldaki yaramazl\u0131klar\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda kaza sonucu \u00f6len bir arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131k\u00e7a i\u00e7in i\u00e7in yan\u0131p kavruluyordu. O g\u00fcnden beri, hayatta bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc diki\u015f tutturamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Okulu g\u00fc\u00e7 bela bitirmi\u015fti. O i\u015ften bu i\u015fe ge\u00e7iyordu. Alt\u0131 y\u0131ll\u0131k bir evlilikten sonra, onun da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ve bunal\u0131mlar\u0131na dayanamayan kar\u0131s\u0131 da kendisinden ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. <\/p>\n
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Sonra birden Tom\u2019un hayat\u0131 d\u00fczene girmeye, ruh hali de d\u00fczelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 kar\u0131s\u0131yla bar\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve yeniden evlendiler. \u0130yi bir i\u015f sahibi oldu.<\/p>\n
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Tom Anderson, kendisindeki bu de\u011fi\u015fimin s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 soran bir dostuna, \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yledi:<\/p>\n
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\u201cY\u0131llar boyu, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z hatay\u0131 hi\u00e7 kimsenin ve hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin d\u00fczeltemeyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm durdum. \u00d6len arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131 akl\u0131ma geldi\u011fi anda, g\u00fcl\u00fcyorsam susar, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorsam dururdum. Bu halim e\u015fim Betty ile arama bir duvar \u00e7ekti. O s\u0131rada, kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmaktan m\u00fcthi\u015f derecede korktu\u011fum bir ki\u015fi, \u00f6len arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n annesi bize \u00e7\u0131kageldi ve bana \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yledi:<\/p>\n
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\u2018Zavall\u0131 \u00e7ocuk\u2019 dedi. \u2018O olayda bir k\u00f6t\u00fc niyetinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan, y\u0131llar \u00f6nce affetmi\u015ftim seni. E\u015fin Betty de seni affetti, kom\u015fular\u0131n da, arkada\u015flar\u0131n da, sana i\u015f veren insanlar da. San\u0131r\u0131m, \u00e7ekti\u011fin vicdan azab\u0131ndan dolay\u0131, seni Allah da affetmi\u015ftir. Ama bak\u0131yorum, h\u00e2l\u00e2 daha Tom Anderson\u2019u affetmeyen biri vard\u0131. Bir tek sen kald\u0131n Tom Anderson\u2019u affetmeyen.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n
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Tom, bu s\u00f6zleri aktard\u0131ktan sonra, ac\u0131 ve sevin\u00e7 kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir y\u00fczle bakt\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne.<\/p>\n
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\u201cBu s\u00f6zleri s\u00f6yledi\u011finde, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yerden kald\u0131r\u0131p, kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine bakt\u0131m\u201d dedi. \u201cBana sanki o\u011flu hayatta imi\u015f gibi bak\u0131yordu. Hayat\u0131mda ilk defa, sevmenin ve sevilmeye l\u00e2y\u0131k olman\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ondan sonra da, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr toparland\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
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23.02.2007 TOM ANDERSON, y\u0131llar \u00f6nce okuldaki yaramazl\u0131klar\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda kaza sonucu \u00f6len bir arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131k\u00e7a i\u00e7in i\u00e7in yan\u0131p kavruluyordu. O g\u00fcnden beri, hayatta bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc diki\u015f tutturamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Okulu g\u00fc\u00e7 bela bitirmi\u015fti. O i\u015ften bu i\u015fe ge\u00e7iyordu. Alt\u0131 y\u0131ll\u0131k bir evlilikten sonra, onun da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ve bunal\u0131mlar\u0131na dayanamayan kar\u0131s\u0131 da kendisinden ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sonra birden Tom\u2019un hayat\u0131 d\u00fczene girmeye, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[142],"class_list":["post-87633","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n