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ACZSIN SEN\u2026 Selden sana kalan fakr\u2026 Susuzlu\u011fa da dayanam\u0131yorsun, suya da\u2026 Bayg\u0131n bak\u0131yorsun balc\u0131\u011fa, kirlenmi\u015flikte kendini ar\u0131yorsun\u2026 Uzak sand\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n birden gelmesinin \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var \u00fczerinde\u2026<\/p>\n
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Balc\u0131ktan yarat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yine bal\u00e7\u0131k hat\u0131rlatt\u0131\u2026 Su g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc umutlar\u0131n\u0131, ba\u011fland\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 kopar\u0131p savurdu sel\u2026 Kay\u0131ps\u0131n kullukta, su seni sevmiyor\u2026 \u00dczerinde \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrs\u00fcz dola\u015fmandan toprak depre\u015fiyor\u2026 \u015eirk dolu havandan hava rahat de\u011fil\u2026 K\u00e2inat\u0131 k\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131yorsun zulm\u00fcnle. <\/p>\n
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Selden daha \u00e7amur, merhametten, h\u00fcrmetten, muhabbetten uzak hay\u00e2s\u0131z halin\u2026 G\u00fcveni yitirdi, dostlu\u011fu kaybetti, sevgiyi s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc, hikmeti de\u011fersizle\u015ftirdi, huzuru huzursuz etti bencilli\u011fin\u2026 Varsa da yoksa da \u201cBen\u201d, dengeleri devirdi, \u00e7evreyi \u00e7irkinle\u015ftirdi\u2026 Hissiz, zevksiz, renksiz etti hayat\u0131 d\u00fcz mant\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n
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Su seni temizler mi? Toprak ar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r m\u0131? Hava a\u011fart\u0131r m\u0131? Ya ate\u015f? Ad ne hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor, Semud ne s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, Lut ne diyor, Firavun ne fark ettiriyor? Kula\u011f\u0131n Kur\u2019anda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan AB, ABD kadar a\u015fina de\u011filsin bunlara\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Turist gibi geziyorsun yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde, ibret nazarla bakm\u0131yorsun kaybolan kavimlerin izlerini\u2026 Bazen de b\u00f6yle g\u00f6z\u00fcne sokuluyor yine de yetmiyor ay\u0131lmana\u2026 Uzaktan kumandal\u0131 camdan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yor ufkun\u2026 \u00c7amur gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri misk san\u0131yor zann\u0131n\u2026 Zul\u00fcmleri seyrederken zulmediyorsun zaman\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Bazen de taraf oluyorsun bilmeden, bilin\u00e7sizli\u011fin hayat\u0131 heder ediyor.<\/p>\n
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Kafan kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k, kalbin bulan\u0131k, zihnin ziyas\u0131z\u2026 Bo\u015f b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n deli duygular\u0131n dizginini bir kere, tutam\u0131yorsun\u2026 Balc\u0131kta kay\u0131yor ayaklar\u0131n, \u00f6mr\u00fcn eriyor\u2026 A\u011fl\u0131yorsun olmuyor, g\u00fcl\u00fcyorsun olmuyor\u2026 \u00c7are ar\u0131yorsun \u00e7aresizli\u011fine\u2026 Bo\u015f vermi\u015fli\u011fe b\u0131rak\u0131yor, uyuyorsun\u2026<\/p>\n
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Ay\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n diye toprak sars\u0131l\u0131yor, bazen de su serpilir y\u00fcz\u00fcne\u2026 \u0130nsi \u015ferirlerle d\u00fcrt\u00fckleniyorsun durmadan\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Sebeplerden biliyorsun, sebeplere s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131yorsun\u2026 Perdelerin ard\u0131nda i\u015fleyen hikmet eli g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorsun\u2026 G\u00fcnler g\u00fcn\u00fc kurtarmakla ge\u00e7iyor, kendine gelip de kimli\u011fini bulmuyorsun.<\/p>\n
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Kendini buldu\u011funda k\u00e2inatla dostsun\u2026 Aya\u011f\u0131n topra\u011fa sa\u011flam basar, su serinletiyor seni\u2026 G\u00fcne\u015f g\u00fcler, bulutlar g\u00f6lge yapar\u2026 Ku\u015flar \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yler, a\u011fa\u00e7lar meyve ellerini uzat\u0131r\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Kalbinde h\u00fcrmet ve merhamet, duygular\u0131n durulur, zihnin ziya nurlar\u0131yla dolar\u2026 \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ziyan etmezsin, her an\u0131n\u0131 ubudiyet \u00e7i\u00e7ekleriyle s\u00fcslersin. \u00c7amur de\u011fil hayat\u0131n, misk da\u011f\u0131t\u0131r etrafa\u2026 Etraf\u0131ndan gelen rayihalar\u0131 da y\u00fcz\u00fcne, g\u00f6z\u00fcne, g\u00f6nl\u00fcne s\u00fcrersin.<\/p>\n
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Huzur r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131 saadet tohumlar\u0131 sa\u00e7ar yery\u00fcz\u00fcne\u2026 Yer, y\u00fczler, y\u00fcrekler g\u00fcler mutluluktan\u2026 Daha da mutlu edeni bunun sonsuzlukta s\u00fcrece\u011fi\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bal\u00e7\u0131kta y\u0131kan\u0131rsan yak\u0131nd\u0131r bu mutluluklar sana\u2026 Depreme dert etme kendini bulamamana dert et. Kimli\u011fini kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda deprem de, sel de dosttur\u2026 Kalbin kap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda k\u00e2inatla karde\u015f oldu\u011funu g\u00f6receksin.<\/p>\n
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Balc\u0131\u011fa bayg\u0131n bakmay\u0131 b\u0131rak, belirgin bakmaya bak; kendini g\u00f6recek ve bulacaks\u0131n. Can toprakla var, kalp kullukla\u2026 Bunu buldu\u011funda kendini bulmu\u015fsundur.<\/p>\n
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06.11.2006 ACZSIN SEN\u2026 Selden sana kalan fakr\u2026 Susuzlu\u011fa da dayanam\u0131yorsun, suya da\u2026 Bayg\u0131n bak\u0131yorsun balc\u0131\u011fa, kirlenmi\u015flikte kendini ar\u0131yorsun\u2026 Uzak sand\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n birden gelmesinin \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var \u00fczerinde\u2026 Balc\u0131ktan yarat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yine bal\u00e7\u0131k hat\u0131rlatt\u0131\u2026 Su g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc umutlar\u0131n\u0131, ba\u011fland\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 kopar\u0131p savurdu sel\u2026 Kay\u0131ps\u0131n kullukta, su seni sevmiyor\u2026 \u00dczerinde \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrs\u00fcz dola\u015fmandan toprak depre\u015fiyor\u2026 \u015eirk dolu havandan hava rahat de\u011fil\u2026 K\u00e2inat\u0131 k\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131yorsun […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85527","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n