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D\u00dcNYA B\u0130ZE g\u00fclm\u00fcyorsa oturup a\u011flayal\u0131m m\u0131? A\u011flamaya de\u011fen nedir, g\u00fclmeye de\u011fen nedir de\u011fi\u015fen d\u00fcnyada? \u0130zafili\u011fin resimleri, de\u011fi\u015fimin sesleri; sevin\u00e7leri deliyor, kederleri lezzetlere \u00e7eviriyor\u2026 \u00c7epe \u00e7evre saran \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc veya lezzet; bir r\u00fczg\u00e2rl\u0131k serap\u2026 Silik sahiplenmeler, sahici olmayan hallerden hallere d\u00f6n\u00fcyor d\u00fcnya\u2026 Durmuyor gidiyor; uzak iklimlere, uzak d\u00fcnyalara\u2026<\/p>\n
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D\u00fcn ya oldu, yar\u0131n daha do\u011fmad\u0131\u2026 Bug\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda k\u00e2h o yana k\u00e2h bu yana k\u0131vran\u0131p duruyoruz, elde var; hi\u00e7\u2026 Hi\u00e7; hi\u00e7bir zaman varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bu zaman kadar hissettirmedi\u2026 Maddenin zirvesinde, g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn zevksiz ve hissiz \u015fatafat\u0131nda d\u00f6nen k\u0131s\u0131r d\u00f6ng\u00fc; manay\u0131, zarafeti, gizemin g\u00fczelli\u011fini gizledi\u2026 G\u00fclenlerin ve a\u011flayanlar\u0131n sesleri birbirine kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131, ne sevinen sevindi\u011fiyle kald\u0131 ne de dertli derdiyle\u2026 \u0130yi ki d\u00f6n\u00fcyor, iyi ki d\u00f6nmekle birlikte ileri gidiyor d\u00fcnya, yoksa gaml\u0131 olan ne\u015feyi bilmez, ne\u015feli olan gam\u0131 bilmezdi\u2026 Siyahta olanlar siyahta kal\u0131r, beyazda olanlar beyazda; aradaki reng\u00e2renk renkler bilinmezdi\u2026<\/p>\n
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Tek d\u00fcze, tek ses, tek renk akard\u0131 hayat; ac\u0131 veya tatl\u0131\u2026 Ac\u0131n\u0131n tad\u0131, tad\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131 bilinmezdi durgun duygularda\u2026 Durduk yerde durulur bir ad\u0131m at\u0131lmazd\u0131, kemale\u2026 \u201c\u00c7aresi olan \u015feyde acze, \u00e7aresi olmayan \u015feyde cezaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fclmez\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclmezdi\u2026 Ezen ezdi\u011fiyle kal\u0131r, ezilen ezildi\u011fiyle\u2026 Reziller ve azizler, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dakiler ve yukar\u0131dakiler, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcler ve zay\u0131flar, zenginler ve fakirler, idare edenler ve idare edilenler, aldatan ve aldananlar hep ayn\u0131 kal\u0131rd\u0131 d\u00f6nmeseydi d\u00fcnya\u2026 <\/p>\n
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D\u00f6nersen d\u00f6n, gidersen git; Esmas\u0131z, ahiret mezras\u0131 olmayan y\u00f6ne\u2026 Tutan yok, sana olan tutku azald\u0131k\u00e7a h\u00fcrriyet ve hiffet art\u0131yor\u2026 Seni yeti\u015fmek, seni tutmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc? Bir tekmede at\u0131yorsun a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara\u2026 Zahir aldatman zehirli bal gibi; yemeyen i\u015ftahl\u0131, yiyen bin pi\u015fman\u2026<\/p>\n
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Karn\u0131n ate\u015f dolu, y\u00fcz\u00fcn g\u00fcllerle g\u00fcl\u00fcyor, ku\u015flarla \u00f6t\u00fcyor, \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle renk veriyor olsa da\u2026 Derin bir karanl\u0131k kapl\u0131 ne\u015fenin hemen alt\u0131nda, a\u011flayanlar\u0131n seslerini duymuyor sa\u011f\u0131r sultanlar\u2026 Servet, saltanat, \u015fehvet d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcnleri d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fler \u00e7ukuruna bir \u015fekilde; ne \u00e7\u0131kabiliyorlar, ne de tam yerle\u015febiliyorlar…<\/p>\n
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D\u00fcnya durmuyor gidiyor; g\u00fcleni a\u011flayan\u0131, ba\u015faran\u0131 ba\u015faramayan\u0131, sevin\u00e7lisi kederlisiyle kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k\u2026 Ak\u0131yor anlar, ge\u00e7iyor g\u00fcnler\u2026 Zaman r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131 tozlar\u0131 ve tohumlar\u0131 kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k savuruyor; \u00fcz\u00fclmek \u00fcz\u00fclmek de\u011fil, ne\u015fe ne\u015fe de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n
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Ger\u00e7ek, geldik gidiyoruz\u2026 \u0130yi ki kal\u0131c\u0131 de\u011fil, dert de deva da\u2026 Ne dertsiz olunuyor, ne de dertle\u2026 Ne elemsiz, ne de lezzetsiz\u2026 H\u0131zl\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcyor d\u00fcnya; h\u0131z\u0131na ve haz\u0131na yeti\u015femiyoruz\u2026 Bo\u015flukta y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k, nas\u0131l d\u00f6nersen d\u00f6n, gidersen git. Belki de bo\u015flukta y\u00fcr\u00fcmek kanatlanmam\u0131z i\u00e7in gerekli, sen bize g\u00fcle g\u00fcle demeden biz sana Allah\u2019a \u0131smarlad\u0131k demek; \u00f6zlemimiz g\u00fczellik. <\/p>\n
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26.05.2008 D\u00dcNYA B\u0130ZE g\u00fclm\u00fcyorsa oturup a\u011flayal\u0131m m\u0131? A\u011flamaya de\u011fen nedir, g\u00fclmeye de\u011fen nedir de\u011fi\u015fen d\u00fcnyada? \u0130zafili\u011fin resimleri, de\u011fi\u015fimin sesleri; sevin\u00e7leri deliyor, kederleri lezzetlere \u00e7eviriyor\u2026 \u00c7epe \u00e7evre saran \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc veya lezzet; bir r\u00fczg\u00e2rl\u0131k serap\u2026 Silik sahiplenmeler, sahici olmayan hallerden hallere d\u00f6n\u00fcyor d\u00fcnya\u2026 Durmuyor gidiyor; uzak iklimlere, uzak d\u00fcnyalara\u2026 D\u00fcn ya oldu, yar\u0131n daha do\u011fmad\u0131\u2026 Bug\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85458","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n