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\u201c\u00c7ALINAN HER kap\u0131 hemen a\u00e7\u0131lsayd\u0131, \u00fcmidin, sabr\u0131n ve iste\u011fin derecesi anla\u015f\u0131lmazd\u0131. Bir kelebek avc\u0131s\u0131 bile \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131n y\u0131rtt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayaklarla ko\u015fmak zorundaysa, hayat\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 eliyle koymu\u015f gibi bulmak kimin harc\u0131\u201d<\/p>\n
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Telefonuma mesaj olarak gelen yukar\u0131daki c\u00fcmleyi kim s\u00f6ylemi\u015f, kime s\u00f6ylemi\u015f, ne i\u00e7in s\u00f6ylemi\u015f, hangi makamda s\u00f6ylemi\u015f bilmiyorum ama ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201can\u201da uygundu, adeta uykumdan uyand\u0131rd\u0131\u2026 A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131 kimin g\u00f6nderdi\u011fimi de bilmiyorum, bildi\u011fim hayat\u0131n anlam\u0131 dair s\u00f6ylenmi\u015f \u00e7ok bilgece bir s\u00f6z oldu\u011fu\u2026 G\u00fczel s\u00f6z, ger\u00e7e\u011fin gerdanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi as\u0131l\u0131 durdu \u015fuurumda\u2026 <\/p>\n
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\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr edebilmek ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131ndan, onlardan ciddi dersler \u00e7\u0131kartmay\u0131 gerektiriyor\u2026 <\/p>\n
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S\u0131radanl\u0131ktan s\u0131yr\u0131lmak, farkl\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilmek, baya\u011f\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p kimsenin g\u00f6rmedi\u011fini g\u00f6rebilmek; aray\u0131\u015f ve gayretlerini b\u0131kmadan s\u00fcrd\u00fcrebilenlerin harc\u0131 olmal\u0131\u2026 Bulmak gibi derdi olmayanlar\u0131n maddesel anlamda \u00e7ok \u015feyleri olsa da hi\u00e7bir \u015feyleri yoktur ger\u00e7ekte\u2026 Oyunlarla oyna\u015fmakla kendileri avutur ve kand\u0131r\u0131rlar sadece, sadeli\u011fin g\u00fcc\u00fcnden ve g\u00fczelli\u011finden habersiz\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Her \u015feyden haberdar olmak isterken kendilerinden habersizlerin, hayat\u0131n hayr\u0131n\u0131 yakalamay\u0131, kelebek kanatlarla y\u0131ld\u0131zlara \u00e7\u0131kmay\u0131 bilebilirler mi? Dert dikenlerinden dersler \u00e7\u0131karmay\u0131 bilmeyenler, kap\u0131 kap\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131p ger\u00e7e\u011fi aramay\u0131 kendine dert edinmeyenler, hangi hayat standard\u0131nda, nerede ya\u015f\u0131yor olsalar da bo\u015flu\u011fun derin dibinde dipdiri uyuyorlard\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n
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Uyumakla b\u00fcy\u00fcmez hayat\u0131n hakikati, hakikatin hayat\u0131\u2026 Aramak, aramak, bir dahi aramak, buldu\u011funla yetinmeyerek daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 istemekle gelir, ger\u00e7e\u011fin ger\u00e7e\u011fi\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u00f6llerde yaln\u0131zl\u0131kta yanmay\u0131, kutuplarda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmeyi \u00fc\u015fenmemeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnlerin aya\u011f\u0131na gelir ger\u00e7ek ve \u00e7at kap\u0131 \u00e7alar \u201cben geldim\u201d Her kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7almak ve sonras\u0131nda kendi kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k y\u00fcreklilikle a\u00e7abilenlere \u015fans diye gelir, ger\u00e7ek\u2026<\/p>\n
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Serap pe\u015finde de\u011fil, sab\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla \u00fcmidin arkas\u0131ndan ko\u015fanlara kuca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r, \u015fefkatli hayat\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Kap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131yorsa daha \u00e7alacak \u00e7ok kap\u0131, sab\u0131r merdivenlerinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lacak \u00e7ok basamak, \u00fcmidin renklerinden dev\u015firilecek \u00e7ok \u0131\u015f\u0131k vard\u0131r\u2026 Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n hayat s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 yakalamak \u00e7ok kolay olsayd\u0131, bunca aray\u0131\u015f s\u00fcr\u00fcp gider miydi b\u00f6yle?<\/p>\n
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Bir o kadar da kolayd\u0131r onu yakalamak, kelebe\u011fi yakalamak i\u00e7in \u00e7al\u0131larda y\u0131rt\u0131lmay\u0131 g\u00f6ze almak kadar kolay\u2026 Kozadan kelebe\u011fe giden yol izlendi\u011finde \u00e7ok daha kolay olacakt\u0131r, y\u0131ld\u0131zlara kanatlanmak\u2026<\/p>\n
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Kap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131lmak i\u00e7indir, a\u00e7\u0131lmayacak olsayd\u0131 duvar olurdu; duvar dibinde uyuya duranlar ne hayattan haberdard\u0131r, ne de hayat\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011finden. Kap\u0131lar\u0131 \u00fcmit ve sab\u0131rla a\u015f\u0131nd\u0131ranlara bir g\u00fcn \u201cger\u00e7ek\u201d a\u00e7\u0131lacakt\u0131r, bunda olmasa da di\u011ferinde\u2026<\/p>\n
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03.11.2008 \u201c\u00c7ALINAN HER kap\u0131 hemen a\u00e7\u0131lsayd\u0131, \u00fcmidin, sabr\u0131n ve iste\u011fin derecesi anla\u015f\u0131lmazd\u0131. Bir kelebek avc\u0131s\u0131 bile \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131n y\u0131rtt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayaklarla ko\u015fmak zorundaysa, hayat\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 eliyle koymu\u015f gibi bulmak kimin harc\u0131\u201d Telefonuma mesaj olarak gelen yukar\u0131daki c\u00fcmleyi kim s\u00f6ylemi\u015f, kime s\u00f6ylemi\u015f, ne i\u00e7in s\u00f6ylemi\u015f, hangi makamda s\u00f6ylemi\u015f bilmiyorum ama ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201can\u201da uygundu, adeta uykumdan uyand\u0131rd\u0131\u2026 A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131 kimin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85440","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n