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OTURMA ODASININ \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6nce kesik kesik yanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 sonra s\u00f6nd\u00fc, karanl\u0131kta kald\u0131k\u2026 Ampul\u00fc de\u011fi\u015ftirdim, de\u011fi\u015fen bir \u015fey olmad\u0131, karanl\u0131k etraf\u0131 kaplamaya kararl\u0131yd\u0131, raz\u0131 olacak de\u011fildim ya, anlayan birini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
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Daha ampul\u00fc s\u00f6kmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, avizede ondan ba\u015fka be\u015f adet ampul tak\u0131lacak yerin oldu\u011funu fark ettim\u2026 Ayn\u0131 ampul\u00fc ba\u015fka yuvaya tak\u0131nca yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck, me\u011fer onun yuvas\u0131 bozukmu\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
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Nas\u0131l olmu\u015f da g\u00f6rememi\u015fim koskocaman be\u015f ayr\u0131 yuvay\u0131, hayretle g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck, bu kadar basitli\u011fi aldanarak karanl\u0131kta kalmak hi\u00e7 de ayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir durum de\u011fildi\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle bir \u00e7evirip, farkl\u0131 cepheden ve pencereden bakmak \u00e7ok g\u00f6r\u00fcnmezi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr k\u0131larm\u0131\u015f me\u011fer\u2026 Hal o ki, tek y\u00f6nl\u00fc sabit bir bak\u0131\u015f, d\u00fcz bir mant\u0131k, de\u011fi\u015fmez ba\u011fnazl\u0131k, \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa ula\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131 engelliyor; olmuyor deyip karanl\u0131kta kalmay\u0131 kabulleniyoruz\u2026<\/p>\n
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D\u00f6nerek de\u011fi\u015fimi e\u015flik etmek, ger\u00e7e\u011fin ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na eri\u015fmemize yeter bir faaliyet; elektron atom \u00e7ekirde\u011finin etraf\u0131nda, ay d\u00fcnyan\u0131n, d\u00fcnya g\u00fcne\u015fin, g\u00fcne\u015f galaksi merkezinin, Samanyolu galaksisi di\u011fer galaksi gruplar\u0131yla birlikte k\u00e2inat\u0131n merkezine do\u011fru d\u00f6nmeseydi ne madde olurdu, ne hayat, ne de ayd\u0131nl\u0131k\u2026 Evrenle beraber yoklu\u011fun karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda nefessiz kal\u0131r, anlams\u0131zl\u0131kta bo\u011fulurduk\u2026<\/p>\n
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Hayat\u0131n sabit ger\u00e7eklili\u011fi, farkl\u0131l\u0131kta d\u00f6nmekten ge\u00e7iyor, o kadar basit ve o kadar da karma\u015f\u0131k; olmuyor, anlam\u0131yorum deyip de oturana karanl\u0131k, aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p da \u015f\u00f6yle bir de\u011fi\u015fik pencerelerden bakana ayd\u0131nl\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n
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Gece ve g\u00fcnd\u00fcz de\u011fi\u015fimleri, gecede anlamayana g\u00fcnd\u00fcz, g\u00fcnd\u00fczde anlamayana gece sayfalar\u0131n\u0131 sunuyor; sabitlikte kalmay\u0131n, okuyun ve anlay\u0131n, renkleri, sesleri, harfleri iyi alg\u0131lay\u0131n\u2026 <\/p>\n
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\u0130nsanlar aras\u0131nda sizin gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyen olabilir, empatik bak\u0131\u015fla onlar\u0131 anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak, sizi yanl\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce karanl\u0131klar\u0131ndan kurtarabilir\u2026 Do\u011fru sadece sizin bildi\u011finiz, iyi sadece sizin alg\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, g\u00fczel sadece sizin g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz de\u011fildir; belki karanl\u0131k odada oturan sizsiniz, kalk\u0131p farkl\u0131l\u0131k etraf\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6yle bir dola\u015fsan\u0131z ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 daha iyi g\u00f6recek, g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ke\u015fiflerinde bulunacaks\u0131n\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n
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Oturdu\u011fu yerden sabit fikirleri tekrar edip duranlar, iyiyi, do\u011fruyu, g\u00fczeli yeterince g\u00f6remeyen ba\u011fnazlard\u0131r; bu sanatta, ilimde, siyasette, bireysel ya\u015fant\u0131da olabilir\u2026 Mihenge vurmadan her d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceyi almamak da dengeyi sa\u011flayan di\u011fer bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 farkl\u0131l\u0131kla\u015ft\u0131rarak k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck de\u011fi\u015fimler yapmak; karanl\u0131kta kalmaktan kurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ke\u015ffettirir\u2026 Fikri sabitlik; ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6rseleyen bir kal\u0131p, kal\u0131plar\u0131 k\u0131rarak \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa a\u00e7\u0131lmak gayret bedelini ister\u2026 Karanl\u0131\u011fa raz\u0131 olmayanlar\u0131n karar k\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 nokta; d\u00f6nerek de\u011fi\u015fimi e\u015flik etmek, dengeye oturmak; elektronda, ayda, galakside k\u0131sacas\u0131 evrende oldu\u011fu gibi\u2026 Evren geni\u015fli\u011findeki ayd\u0131nl\u0131k, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 onun kadar geni\u015fletmeyi gerektirir. <\/p>\n
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11.05.2009 OTURMA ODASININ \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6nce kesik kesik yanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 sonra s\u00f6nd\u00fc, karanl\u0131kta kald\u0131k\u2026 Ampul\u00fc de\u011fi\u015ftirdim, de\u011fi\u015fen bir \u015fey olmad\u0131, karanl\u0131k etraf\u0131 kaplamaya kararl\u0131yd\u0131, raz\u0131 olacak de\u011fildim ya, anlayan birini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m\u2026 Daha ampul\u00fc s\u00f6kmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, avizede ondan ba\u015fka be\u015f adet ampul tak\u0131lacak yerin oldu\u011funu fark ettim\u2026 Ayn\u0131 ampul\u00fc ba\u015fka yuvaya tak\u0131nca yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck, me\u011fer onun yuvas\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85421","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n