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DERTLER\u0130N DARALTTI\u011eI, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n s\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131, elemlerin inletti\u011finde g\u00f6sterilen tav\u0131rlar y\u00fckselmenin veya al\u00e7alman\u0131n, sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n veya \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, olgunlu\u011fun veya haml\u0131\u011f\u0131n e\u015fi\u011fine gelindi\u011finin g\u00f6stergesidir; bir ad\u0131m, bir tav\u0131r, bir kelamla yukar\u0131lara \u00e7\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r veya a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcl\u00fcr\u2026 Kaygan yollar, keskin virajlar a\u015f\u0131l\u0131r, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckler ge\u00e7ilirse erdemli ve onurlu gelece\u011fe ula\u015f\u0131l\u0131r; yolun d\u0131\u015f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fmek, u\u00e7urumlardan u\u00e7mak uzak olan \u015feyler de\u011fil, sa\u011flam ip \u00fcmit ve cesaret yoksa\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u00c7aresi olan \u015feyle \u00e7aresi olmayan \u015fey aras\u0131nda mekik dokur durur \u00f6m\u00fcr dakikalar\u0131; tik taklar, hadle hesab\u0131na bilmek veya bilmemek aras\u0131ndaki keskin vuru\u015flard\u0131r\u2026 Yapabileceklerini yapmayan \u00e7aresizli\u011fin aczinde bir ka\u015f\u0131k suda bo\u011fu\u015fan, bo\u011fuland\u0131r; \u00e7aresi olmayan\u0131 kabullenen de dev dalgalar aras\u0131nda sa\u011f salim ya\u015fayan ve selamet sahiline ula\u015fand\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n
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Yapabileceklerini yapma cesareti \u00fcmit, nice dar ge\u00e7itlerden ge\u00e7irir, nice olmazlar\u0131 olduruverir birden, geri bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k ve hayret g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcr sadece; bunlar ne zaman, nas\u0131l oldu?<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcne\u015f \u00fcmitle do\u011far her g\u00fcn, geceyi ayd\u0131nlatan ay \u00fcmidin y\u00f6r\u00fcngesinde gezer, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar cesaretle yola \u00e7\u0131kanlara yol ve y\u00f6n g\u00f6sterir, ya\u011fmurlar \u00fcmit ve a\u015fk ile topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015ferler, hayata be\u015fiklik eder toprak; insan topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerinde \u00fcmitsiz gezinir; sonsuzlu\u011fundan habersiz, g\u00fcnl\u00fck k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck me\u015fgaleler, ge\u00e7ici i\u015fler, darlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 dertler, anl\u0131k zevklerde bo\u011fulmu\u015f olarak\u2026<\/p>\n
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Yapamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kabullenmek haddini bilmek, yapabileceklerini yapmak hesab\u0131n\u0131 bilmek; hadle hesap bilinmeze veya birbirine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131rsa f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 denizlere tutulmu\u015f, karanl\u0131k gecelere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr; g\u00fcne\u015f ayd\u0131nlatmaz, ay \u0131\u015f\u0131k vermez, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar tebess\u00fcm etmez olur, her yer keder, her nefes \u0131zd\u0131rap\u2026<\/p>\n
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Kocaman gemi suyun \u00fcst\u00fcnde nas\u0131l durur, d\u00fcnya uzay bo\u015flu\u011funda hem kendi etraf\u0131nda, hem g\u00fcne\u015fin hem de helezonvari hareketle Vega burcuna do\u011fru nas\u0131l gider, ya elektronlar \u00e7ekirde\u011fin merkezi etraf\u0131nda nas\u0131l d\u00f6ner? Hep hadle hesap aras\u0131ndaki denge ile; \u00e7izilmi\u015f yolundan sapmama, y\u00f6r\u00fcngesinde y\u00fcr\u00fcmekle, sapma veya y\u00fcr\u00fcmeme k\u0131yametin kopmas\u0131 demek\u2026<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcnde ka\u00e7 k\u0131yamet, \u201can\u201dda ka\u00e7 k\u0131r\u0131lma ya\u015f\u0131yoruz; \u00fcmit ile korku aras\u0131nda dengede duramamaktan, hadle hesab\u0131 bilememekten, yapabileceklerimizi yapmamaktan, yapamayacaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yapma u\u011fra\u015f\u0131s\u0131na dalmaktan?<\/p>\n
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Hadiselerden, k\u00e2inattan \u00fcmit dev\u015firmek, yapabileceklerini yapma cesaretini vererek \u00fcmit \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 daha da \u00e7o\u011falt\u0131r; an geni\u015fler, zaman esner, mek\u00e2n hafifler, s\u00fck\u00fbn solunur hayat\u0131n her nefes al\u0131p veri\u015finde\u2026 Biliniyordur ki yapamayacaklar\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcstesinden gelinemeyeceklerini ge\u00e7mesini beklemekten ba\u015fka \u00e7aresi yoktur, kendini veya bir ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 cezaland\u0131rmak \u00e7aresizlik isyan\u0131, hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi \u00e7\u00f6zmeyen hatta daha da karma\u015f\u0131kla\u015ft\u0131ran bir isyan\u2026<\/p>\n
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Gece ortas\u0131nda g\u00fcnd\u00fcz olsun dense olur mu, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz ortas\u0131nda istemesen de her \u015fey ayd\u0131nlan\u0131r; kederler gider, elemler da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r, mutluluk kaplar her yeri, sevin\u00e7 uzan\u0131r her y\u00f6nden, kalbinin tam ortas\u0131ndaki g\u00fcne\u015fle k\u00e2inat\u0131n karanl\u0131klardan kurtunulmu\u015ftur art\u0131k\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Haddini ve hesab\u0131n\u0131 bilen, erdem mutlulu\u011funa erenlerden olma temennisiyle.<\/p>\n
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10.08.2009 DERTLER\u0130N DARALTTI\u011eI, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n s\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131, elemlerin inletti\u011finde g\u00f6sterilen tav\u0131rlar y\u00fckselmenin veya al\u00e7alman\u0131n, sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n veya \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, olgunlu\u011fun veya haml\u0131\u011f\u0131n e\u015fi\u011fine gelindi\u011finin g\u00f6stergesidir; bir ad\u0131m, bir tav\u0131r, bir kelamla yukar\u0131lara \u00e7\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r veya a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcl\u00fcr\u2026 Kaygan yollar, keskin virajlar a\u015f\u0131l\u0131r, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckler ge\u00e7ilirse erdemli ve onurlu gelece\u011fe ula\u015f\u0131l\u0131r; yolun d\u0131\u015f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fmek, u\u00e7urumlardan u\u00e7mak uzak olan \u015feyler de\u011fil, sa\u011flam ip […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85411","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n