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MEK\u00c2N MI insan\u0131 hapseder, insan m\u0131 mek\u00e2nda hapsolur? Birbirlerine olan etkileri ne derece \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclebilir; kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ne anlamda anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r? Bir mek\u00e2n\u0131 esir olacak derecede sevmekle, bir mek\u00e2nda esir tutulmak ayn\u0131 esaret mi?<\/p>\n
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Sevdi\u011fi \u015fehirde hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kmamacas\u0131na ya\u015famakla, bir \u015fehre s\u00fcrg\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclmek ayn\u0131 \u015fey olmasa gerek. <\/p>\n
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\u0130stirahat i\u00e7in yata\u011f\u0131nda yatmakla, doktorun \u201ck\u0131p\u0131rdaman yat\u201d demesi aras\u0131nda sa\u011fl\u0131kla hastal\u0131k kadar fark var.<\/p>\n
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Hapishane de d\u00f6rt duvar, ev de d\u00f6rt duvar; aralar\u0131nda a\u015f\u0131lmaz zihin mesafeler, ucu ucuna birle\u015fmez labirentler var.<\/p>\n
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Evin kap\u0131s\u0131na silahl\u0131 biri gelip d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmayacaks\u0131n demesiyle ev hala ev midir? Mek\u00e2nlar ayn\u0131 mek\u00e2n, e\u015fyalar ayn\u0131 e\u015fya, nesneler ayn\u0131 nesne; dima\u011flara dikilen duvarlar, alg\u0131lara getirilen prangalar sevdi\u011fin mek\u00e2n\u0131 senden al\u0131p s\u00fcrg\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcverir. \u00d6z yurdunda b\u00f6yle birden \u00f6ks\u00fczle\u015fir, evsizle\u015fiverir insan. <\/p>\n
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Mek\u00e2n\u0131 yurt yapan, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck alan\u0131 k\u0131lan nas\u0131l bir bak\u0131\u015f enginli\u011fidir; yurtsuzluksa nas\u0131l bir daralma, kapanma; h\u00e2lbuki g\u00fcne\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyay\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131r, r\u00fczg\u00e2r s\u0131n\u0131r tan\u0131madan eser, ya\u011fmurlar devlet s\u0131n\u0131rlamas\u0131 bilmeden ya\u011far, gece de ay herkese \u0131\u015f\u0131ktan tebess\u00fcmler eder.<\/p>\n
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Hem evren evimiz say\u0131lmaz m\u0131; evimiz de k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir evren\u2026 Bazen olur b\u00fct\u00fcn evren dar gelir de, bo\u011fulacak gibi oluruz; bazen de k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir e\u015fya, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir tebess\u00fcm, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir mek\u00e2n mutlulukta bo\u011far. \u0130nsan ayn\u0131, mek\u00e2nlar sabitken, de\u011fi\u015fen mutluluk ve mutsuzlukta d\u00f6ner insan. <\/p>\n
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Esarette bile bir nevi \u00fcnsiyet vard\u0131r; ayr\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra \u00f6zlem duyulur e\u015fya arkada\u015flara. Ac\u0131lara yolda\u015fl\u0131k eden mek\u00e2nlar h\u00fcz\u00fcnle hat\u0131rlan\u0131r; tahta k\u0131r\u0131k bir ka\u015f\u0131k, koca \u00e7\u0131nar, kar\u0131ncalar, y\u0131ld\u0131z; mek\u00e2n\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131zla\u015ft\u0131ran dostlard\u0131r. <\/p>\n
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Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015fehir, \u00fclke, d\u00fcnya, g\u00fcne\u015f sistemi, Samanyolu; sevdi\u011fimiz evimizin geni\u015fleyen daireleri. Ya g\u00f6n\u00fcl evimiz ne kadar geni\u015f; ka\u00e7 odas\u0131, ka\u00e7 bah\u00e7esi var?<\/p>\n
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A\u015fk esaretine d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015flere hangi mek\u00e2n mutlu eder, her yer onlara hapis de\u011fil mi? Sevgilinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn mek\u00e2nlar s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u00fcr onlar i\u00e7in; sevgilinin bast\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerlerse cennet bah\u00e7esi. \u0130\u00e7inden \u00e7\u00f6l ge\u00e7se de, o \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7se de yeter mi ma\u015fuk vard\u0131r o mek\u00e2n mek\u00e2nlar\u0131n en g\u00fczeli, yerlerin sevimlisidir.<\/p>\n
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Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131p kendimi hapsetti\u011fim bir mek\u00e2nda yazd\u0131m. Biri ba\u015f\u0131mda durup zorla yaz deseydi yazamazd\u0131m herhalde. Zihnimde gezen mek\u00e2n yolculu\u011funda bir nebze olsa sizi bulundu\u011funuz mek\u00e2nlarda mutlu etmi\u015fsem ne mutlu.<\/p>\n
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07.06.2010 MEK\u00c2N MI insan\u0131 hapseder, insan m\u0131 mek\u00e2nda hapsolur? Birbirlerine olan etkileri ne derece \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclebilir; kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ne anlamda anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r? Bir mek\u00e2n\u0131 esir olacak derecede sevmekle, bir mek\u00e2nda esir tutulmak ayn\u0131 esaret mi? Sevdi\u011fi \u015fehirde hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kmamacas\u0131na ya\u015famakla, bir \u015fehre s\u00fcrg\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclmek ayn\u0131 \u015fey olmasa gerek. \u0130stirahat i\u00e7in yata\u011f\u0131nda yatmakla, doktorun \u201ck\u0131p\u0131rdaman yat\u201d demesi aras\u0131nda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85377","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n