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NEHRE D\u00dc\u015eMEKT\u0130R y\u00fcr\u00fcmek; akmakt\u0131r ad\u0131mlar; me\u00e7hule, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, \u00f6zg\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011fe dalgalanmak\u2026 Akt\u0131k\u00e7a temizlenir nehirler, akt\u0131k\u00e7a a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a denizlere yakla\u015f\u0131rlar. <\/p>\n
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Y\u00fcr\u00fcmek de \u00f6yle de\u011fil mi? Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e y\u00fcrek s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131 azal\u0131r, donmu\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr, durgunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f duygular hareketlenir, d\u00fc\u015fecek gibi olanlar d\u00fc\u015fer, d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn de. Kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde y\u00fcr\u00fcr, kimin i\u00e7inde, kimi i\u00e7inin i\u00e7inde. Hakikat arayanlar ise her daim y\u00fcr\u00fcr; bu diyardan ba\u015fka diyara, bu fikirden ba\u015fka fikre, bu hikmetten ba\u015fka hikmete. Bir damlaya, bir daneye, bir \u201cana, bir bak\u0131\u015fa kanmazlar. Co\u015fkun \u00e7a\u011flayanlar bile susturamaz hakikat susuzluklar\u0131n\u0131, damlalar\u0131 zincir yaparlar; y\u00fcr\u00fcrler de y\u00fcr\u00fcrler. Da\u011flar, ovalar, tepeler, denizler, deryalar, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar, galaksiler d\u00fcmd\u00fczd\u00fcr onlar i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
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Caddelerde, \u00e7\u0131kmaz sokaklarda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken y\u00fcrekleri y\u0131ld\u0131zlarda hikmet gezilerdedir. Akl\u0131 doyurmak, kalbi mutmain etmek, vicdan\u0131 rahatlatmak ka\u00e7 fersah y\u00fcr\u00fcmeyi gerektirir? Kelebek ad\u0131mlarla y\u0131ld\u0131zlara \u00e7\u0131kmak, \u0131\u015f\u0131k h\u0131z\u0131ndan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck h\u0131zla evrenleri elek gibi ge\u00e7mek; akla hayal olsa da kalbe zor mu?<\/p>\n
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Durmak; donukluk, zamanda as\u0131l\u0131 kalmak, anda bo\u011fulmak. Tende kirdir tembellik. Durmak; yoklu\u011fa yak\u0131nl\u0131k, mek\u00e2nda yars\u0131zl\u0131k, zamanda yarars\u0131zl\u0131k. Ad\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131k; \u00e2deme at\u0131lmak, atalete d\u00fc\u015fmek. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler yorar, mek\u00e2n bo\u011far, zaman s\u0131kar; ge\u00e7mez olur anlar, gitmez olur elemler, akmaz olur kederler.<\/p>\n
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Duran elektron, akmayan ay, d\u00f6nmeyen d\u00fcnya, gezmeyen galaksi g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f m\u00fc? \u0130nsan niye dursun, hakikat ad\u0131mlar atmas\u0131n, hikmet y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flere \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n? Su akar, y\u0131ld\u0131z kayar; insan ad\u0131mlar, y\u00fcrek y\u00fcr\u00fcr. B\u00fcy\u00fck adamlar durdu\u011fu yerde b\u00fcy\u00fck olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r; y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015flerdir s\u00fcrg\u00fcnlerde, hicretlerde. \u0130\u00e7lerinin aray\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda da g\u00f6stermi\u015fler, vuslata varm\u0131\u015flarsa bile hakikat tavaf\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015flard\u0131r. <\/p>\n
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K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckler; k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015fehrinde, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesinde, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sevgisinde kalm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcr\u00fcmekten korkmu\u015f, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck olma kaderlerini kendileri \u00e7izmi\u015ftir. Kal\u0131n bir \u00e7izgidir y\u00fcr\u00fcmemek, ne bitmeyen \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fcr ad\u0131mlamamak. <\/p>\n
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Bir nehirde iki defa y\u0131kan\u0131lmazm\u0131\u015f; hangi ad\u0131m birbirini tekrar\u0131 ki, hangi an di\u011ferinin ayn\u0131s\u0131? Zaman nehrine d\u00fc\u015fen k\u00e2inat, hi\u00e7 yerinde durmu\u015f mu, duruyor mu? An be an sonsuzluk senaryolar\u0131n\u0131n provas\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yor. <\/p>\n
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\u015eimdi y\u00fcr\u00fcmek zaman\u0131, zaman ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 at\u0131yor \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.<\/p>\n
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13.09.2011 NEHRE D\u00dc\u015eMEKT\u0130R y\u00fcr\u00fcmek; akmakt\u0131r ad\u0131mlar; me\u00e7hule, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, \u00f6zg\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011fe dalgalanmak\u2026 Akt\u0131k\u00e7a temizlenir nehirler, akt\u0131k\u00e7a a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a denizlere yakla\u015f\u0131rlar. Y\u00fcr\u00fcmek de \u00f6yle de\u011fil mi? Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e y\u00fcrek s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131 azal\u0131r, donmu\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr, durgunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f duygular hareketlenir, d\u00fc\u015fecek gibi olanlar d\u00fc\u015fer, d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn de. Kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde y\u00fcr\u00fcr, kimin i\u00e7inde, kimi i\u00e7inin i\u00e7inde. Hakikat arayanlar ise her daim y\u00fcr\u00fcr; bu diyardan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85320","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n