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EV D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNCES\u0130 zihin ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yerinden oynatt\u0131; fikri s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla sadr\u0131 darald\u0131. Bir ma\u011fara arad\u0131. G\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc rahatl\u0131kla oturtaca\u011f\u0131, akl\u0131n\u0131 mukayyet k\u0131laca\u011f\u0131, vicdan\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmekten kurtaracak, bir de birka\u00e7 arkada\u015f. <\/p>\n
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Sokaklarda dola\u015ft\u0131, caddelerde gezindi. Bazen ya\u011fmur, bazen kar arkada\u015f\u0131, so\u011fuk dostu oldu. Bir de ma\u011fara arkada\u015f\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fc evde; g\u00f6nl\u00fc ma\u011farada\u2026 Harabe g\u00f6n\u00fclle sokaklar\u0131 soludu. K\u0131r\u0131k kalple eve y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu\u2026 <\/p>\n
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\u0130lk insan, ilk ev\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fcr\u00fcmeler o eve de\u011fil mi? \u0130brahimi gayret, \u0130smaili caba ile yap\u0131lmad\u0131 m\u0131 o ev? Kalp ikizi ev\u2026 A\u015fk\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fc\u2026 Nas\u0131l ve ne kadar y\u00fcr\u00fcnse var\u0131l\u0131r ona? Putlarla dolu g\u00f6n\u00fclle gidilir mi oraya? Y\u00fcr\u00fcyor; y\u00fcre\u011fi yerde ve yorgun, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u0131slat\u0131yor. <\/p>\n
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D\u00fcnya, sonsuzluk bah\u00e7esine giden yolcular i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev de\u011fil mi? Ma\u011faras\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131; akl\u0131n\u0131 yoklad\u0131, g\u00f6nl\u00fcne bakt\u0131, ruhunu sordu, vicdan\u0131n\u0131 sorgulad\u0131. Ebed evini ar\u0131yordu\u2026 Y\u00fcr\u00fcmeliydi\u2026<\/p>\n
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Kalp nas\u0131l bir evde oturmal\u0131, ya da kalp evi nas\u0131l olmal\u0131 ki d\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131nda sonsuzluk bah\u00e7eleri seyredilsin? U\u011fruna k\u00e2inat yarat\u0131lan, zaman zaman ma\u011faras\u0131ndan evi seyrediyordu. <\/p>\n
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Ashab\u0131 Kehfe arkada\u015f olmak ister miydi? Ya ma\u011fara arkada\u015flar\u0131 gibi arkada\u015flar\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131? Ka\u00e7 ki\u015fi idi onlar? Y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu; ilk eve ve ta\u015fa beraber el s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ma\u011fara arkada\u015f\u0131 ile\u2026 Geni\u015f caddeler daral\u0131yor, sokaklar s\u0131k\u0131yordu\u2026 <\/p>\n
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K\u0131r\u0131k bir dilek\u00e7e yazmal\u0131yd\u0131 \u201cev\u201din sahibine. Her harfi acz, her kelimesi fakr, her c\u00fcmlesi \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, her sat\u0131r\u0131 \u015fefkat i\u00e7eren. Yazg\u0131n\u0131n sahibinden ba\u015fka kim cevap verebilirdi bu dilek\u00e7eyi? K\u00fcn\u2019un sahibi de\u011fil mi K\u00e2be\u2019yi k\u0131ble yapan? Y\u00f6n ve y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f nereye? <\/p>\n
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Evsiz bir ak\u015famda yine eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u0130\u00e7inden i\u00e7ine y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Sabah ne zamand\u0131? Kalp evinin pencereleri puslu; i\u00e7erden d\u0131\u015far\u0131s\u0131, d\u0131\u015fardan i\u00e7erisi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyor. Evden \u00f6nce kap\u0131, kap\u0131dan \u00f6nce kilit, kilitten \u00f6nce anahtar\u2026 Anahtars\u0131z ev hapishaneden ba\u015fka nedir? Ma\u011faran\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 kapatmal\u0131 m\u0131?<\/p>\n
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\u00dc\u00e7 y\u00fcz y\u0131l art\u0131 dokuz y\u0131l a\u011fz\u0131 kapal\u0131 kalan ma\u011faran\u0131n kilidi hangi dua anahtar\u0131 ile a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131? Ev aray\u0131\u015f\u0131 ile eve yolculuk; y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye de\u011fer bir yolculuk. Birka\u00e7 ma\u011fara arkada\u015f\u0131 olmasa \u00e7ekilir mi bu d\u00fcnya evi?<\/p>\n
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Gecenin i\u00e7inde s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacak bir ma\u011fara ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bulmak; d\u00fcnyay\u0131 ma\u011fara kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclt\u00fcyor, ma\u011faray\u0131 d\u00fcnya kadar b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcyor. <\/p>\n
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Eve do\u011fru yolculuk; evrenlerin ser\u00fcveni\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde \u00e2lem bar\u0131nd\u0131ran insan; evi \u00e2lem kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck, i\u00e7ini \u00fc\u015f\u00fctmeyecek kadar s\u0131cak, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc rahatlatacak kadar geni\u015f, zihnini a\u00e7acak kadar ferah, latifelerini doyuracak kadar bereketli, ruhunu inbisat verecek kadar ufuklu olmas\u0131n\u0131 ister. Nefsin g\u00f6nle itaat etti\u011fi, akl\u0131n kalbe dinledi\u011fi, vicdan\u0131n rahat etti\u011fi v\u00fccut evi ne g\u00fczel evdir. Evin sahibine b\u00f6yle bir ev i\u00e7in, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, k\u0131r\u0131k bir dilek\u00e7e yazmal\u0131 de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n
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30.01.2012 EV D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNCES\u0130 zihin ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yerinden oynatt\u0131; fikri s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla sadr\u0131 darald\u0131. Bir ma\u011fara arad\u0131. G\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc rahatl\u0131kla oturtaca\u011f\u0131, akl\u0131n\u0131 mukayyet k\u0131laca\u011f\u0131, vicdan\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmekten kurtaracak, bir de birka\u00e7 arkada\u015f. Sokaklarda dola\u015ft\u0131, caddelerde gezindi. Bazen ya\u011fmur, bazen kar arkada\u015f\u0131, so\u011fuk dostu oldu. Bir de ma\u011fara arkada\u015f\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fc evde; g\u00f6nl\u00fc ma\u011farada\u2026 Harabe g\u00f6n\u00fclle sokaklar\u0131 soludu. K\u0131r\u0131k kalple eve y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu\u2026 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85307","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n