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YOKLUK YOKLAR; benli\u011fin derin bo\u015flu\u011funa dokunarak. B\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f bo\u015fluklar; varl\u0131\u011fa giden ko\u015far ad\u0131mlar. Varl\u0131k derin macera; yokluk yak\u0131n ufuk. Ufuksuzlu\u011fun sanc\u0131s\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k, benli\u011fi delik de\u015fik eder. Vehmi macera; varl\u0131k mu\u015ftusu. Bo\u015fluk olmasa kanatlar nas\u0131l kanat \u00e7\u0131rpar? <\/p>\n
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Bo\u015flukta demir atmak, benlikte varl\u0131k vehmi; kanatlar\u0131 kopar\u0131r atar. Yere d\u00fc\u015fer be\u015fer, toza dumana belenir, \u00e7amura gark olur, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcr gider. Ya\u011fmur gibi de\u011fildir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, re\u015fha gibi de\u011fildir y\u00fckseli\u015fi. \u00c7\u00f6le bir damla d\u00fc\u015fse, \u00e7\u00f6l denize d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr m\u00fc? Susuz denizlerde hikmet bulu\u015fmalara i\u015faret eder mi bal\u0131klar? Led\u00fcnni yolculuklara rehbersiz ve k\u0131lavuzsuz \u00e7\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131? <\/p>\n
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Hayal ile hakikat aras\u0131ndaki bo\u015flu\u011fu ka\u00e7 da\u011f, ka\u00e7 deniz, ka\u00e7 \u00e7\u00f6l, ka\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131z, ka\u00e7 k\u00e2inat, ka\u00e7 harf doldurur? Elektron ile \u00e7ekirdek aras\u0131ndaki bo\u015flukta ka\u00e7 k\u00e2inat sakl\u0131? Kalbin doldurulamayan bo\u015flu\u011funa, ruhun teskin edilemeyen inbisat\u0131na vehmi varl\u0131k ne yapar; bu terazi bu s\u0131kleti \u00e7eker mi? <\/p>\n
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Bir \u00f6pmekte bo\u011fulacak kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, k\u00e2inata yutacak kadar bo\u015fluk ve derinlik ta\u015f\u0131yan; bir benli\u011fe s\u0131\u011far m\u0131? Bu kuma\u015f bu bedene dar gelir. D\u00fcnya dar, damla okyanustur g\u00f6z\u00fcnde; g\u00f6n\u00fcl ne yaps\u0131n?<\/p>\n
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D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce h\u00fccreleri yerinden oynay\u0131versin bir kere, duygular bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcversin bir lahza; kesif karanl\u0131k, y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 sessizlik, yurtsuz ve huzursuz edici yaln\u0131zl\u0131kla burun buruna gelinir. O el yeti\u015fmese yak\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131ktan nas\u0131l kurtulunur? Y\u0131ld\u0131z; devaya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran dosta, \u00e7i\u00e7ek; \u015fifaya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran yolda\u015fa, tebess\u00fcm; \u015fefkate y\u00f6nelten arkada\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcverir. \u201c Ben\u201d in kara penceresinden g\u00f6r\u00fclmez bu g\u00fczellikler, iktidar\u0131n h\u00fckmedicili\u011fi ile elde edilmez, damlay\u0131 denize d\u00f6kmeden ula\u015f\u0131lmaz bu hakikate. <\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u00f6l bo\u015flu\u011fu, bo\u015fluk \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fc ka\u00e7 harf doldurur? Akl\u0131n devas\u0131, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn \u015fifas\u0131, bedenin dirili\u011fi, ruhun hayat\u0131; k\u00e2inat\u0131n hangi mahzenlerinde sakl\u0131? Ka\u00e7 harf ad\u0131mlarla var\u0131l\u0131r onlara; ay ad\u0131m, y\u0131ld\u0131z ad\u0131m, \u00e7i\u00e7ek ad\u0131m, atom ad\u0131m\u2026 Zaman\u0131 ve mek\u00e2n\u0131 tay eden kanatlar yeter mi? Bast ile bas\u0131lsa mek\u00e2n ve zamana, bir an-\u0131 seyyalede ula\u015f\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131? Zerre Burak de\u011fil midir bu yolda?<\/p>\n
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Hakikat mirac\u0131na ka\u00e7 bo\u015fluk geride b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra \u00e7\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r? Benin kesifli\u011fi ile binilir mi Burak\u2019a? Vehmi varl\u0131k y\u0131rt\u0131l\u0131nca perdeler ard\u0131ndaki ger\u00e7ek g\u00fczellik g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Yoksa yokluk yak\u0131n, bo\u015fluk derin, u\u00e7urum bir ad\u0131m, yak\u0131c\u0131 yaln\u0131zl\u0131k bir lahza uzakta\u2026 O el ise her \u015feyi ku\u015fatm\u0131\u015f. Harfler aras\u0131 bo\u015fluk; derin bulu\u015fma mu\u015ftusu. Yak\u0131n mu\u015ftular; bitmez \u015fifa, son bulmaz deva\u2026 <\/p>\n
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27.02.2012 YOKLUK YOKLAR; benli\u011fin derin bo\u015flu\u011funa dokunarak. B\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f bo\u015fluklar; varl\u0131\u011fa giden ko\u015far ad\u0131mlar. Varl\u0131k derin macera; yokluk yak\u0131n ufuk. Ufuksuzlu\u011fun sanc\u0131s\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k, benli\u011fi delik de\u015fik eder. Vehmi macera; varl\u0131k mu\u015ftusu. Bo\u015fluk olmasa kanatlar nas\u0131l kanat \u00e7\u0131rpar? Bo\u015flukta demir atmak, benlikte varl\u0131k vehmi; kanatlar\u0131 kopar\u0131r atar. Yere d\u00fc\u015fer be\u015fer, toza dumana belenir, \u00e7amura gark olur, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcr […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85304","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n