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KORKUNUN KAM\u00c7ISI, \u00fcmidin \u015fevki olmasa kim yerinden k\u0131p\u0131rdar, kim hareket eder, kim gayret at\u0131na biner de ke\u015fif yolculu\u011funa \u00e7\u0131kar? Kimli\u011fine, kalbine, k\u0131talara ko\u015fmak, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 dola\u015fmak, evrende gezmek; hep o korkunun korkusundan, \u00fcmidin \u00fcmidinden\u2026<\/p>\n
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Da\u011flar\u0131n zirvesine \u00e7\u0131kmak, denizlerin derinli\u011fine inmek, gezegenlerde gezmek, ayda hayat aramak; ba\u015fka hangi sebepten, hangi a\u00e7mazdan ka\u00e7mak, hangi heyecana tutulmu\u015fluktan?<\/p>\n
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Tek kanatl\u0131 ku\u015f u\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re insan\u0131 medeniyetten medeniyete u\u00e7uran, halden hale \u00e7eviren, devirden devire d\u00f6nd\u00fcren; korku ve \u00fcmit kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 birlikte kullanmas\u0131ndan, birlikte hareket ettirmesinden\u2026 Hep gece karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kalsa, hep \u00fcmit g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcnde dursa; b\u00f6yle yol alabilir, b\u00f6yle ilerleyebilir, b\u00f6yle ke\u015fifler yapabilir miydi?<\/p>\n
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Gayret at\u0131n\u0131n yemi \u00fcmit ise, kam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 da korku; biri ileriye at\u0131l\u0131m yapt\u0131r\u0131r, di\u011feri de geride b\u0131rakmaz. Denge korundu\u011fu, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc yitirilmedi\u011fi, mizan bozulmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcddet\u00e7e; ke\u015fif ad\u0131mlarla ger\u00e7e\u011fe y\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr, hikmete yakla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r, hakikate eri\u015filir. Netice al\u0131c\u0131 sonu\u00e7, \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm getirici \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma, fetih a\u00e7an co\u015fku; korkunun koltu\u011funda sakl\u0131, \u00fcmidin r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131nda gizli.<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcn\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n korku karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kalmas\u0131, di\u011fer yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n da \u00fcmit ile \u0131\u015f\u0131ldamas\u0131; hakikat yolcular\u0131na, bilgi ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131na, ger\u00e7ek tutkunlar\u0131na, iyilik neferlerine, g\u00fczellik meftunlar\u0131na s\u00f6yledi\u011fi \u00e7ok \u015fey olmal\u0131. Z\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131n dans\u0131n\u0131, kar\u015f\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131n karde\u015fli\u011fini, uzakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, siyah\u0131n ve beyaz\u0131n birlikteli\u011fini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fck; onlar\u0131 bu yola sevk etmedi mi? Yoksa otururlard\u0131 da kalkmazlard\u0131 yerlerinden.<\/p>\n
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K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011fe d\u00fc\u015fece\u011fine, g\u00fcnahlara dalaca\u011f\u0131na, zul\u00fcm i\u015fleyece\u011fine, kalp k\u0131raca\u011f\u0131na, haks\u0131zl\u0131k yapaca\u011f\u0131na, vazifesini yerine getiremeyece\u011fine, haks\u0131zl\u0131k kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda susaca\u011f\u0131na, imk\u00e2nlar\u0131n\u0131 mal\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc hayat\u0131n\u0131 yerinde kullanamayaca\u011f\u0131na korkmak; insan\u0131 akl\u0131n\u0131 kullanmay\u0131, kalbini \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmay\u0131, vicdan\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fletmeyi, duygular\u0131n\u0131 duyarl\u0131 olmay\u0131 y\u00f6nlendirir; e\u015fyay\u0131, hadiseleri, mek\u00e2n\u0131, zaman\u0131 irdelemeyi, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi, akletmeyi, fehmetmeyi, fethetmeyi sevk eder. <\/p>\n
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O sevk bir g\u00fczellik kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda heyecanlanmay\u0131, bir \u015fefkat kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u015fevk duymay\u0131, bir iyilik kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kendinden ge\u00e7irmeyi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Bazen olur ki bir damlada deryay\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr; bazen olur deryay\u0131 bir damlay\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fcr; k\u00e2inat\u0131 evi gibi, evini k\u00e2inat gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcr. O \u015fevkle k\u00e2inat yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 kitap sayfalar\u0131 gibi \u00e7evirir; bulut olur u\u00e7ar, r\u00fczg\u00e2r olur eser, ya\u011fmur olur ya\u011far, y\u0131ld\u0131z olur \u0131\u015f\u0131ldar, \u00e7i\u00e7ek olur g\u00fcl\u00fcmser. Korku hep bir ad\u0131m geridedir, o ise korkunun g\u00f6lgesinde bir ad\u0131m ileride.<\/p>\n
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Korkudan fazla korkmak korkulacak bir \u015fey; \u00fcmitte fazla e\u011fle\u015fmek de gev\u015fekle\u015ftirecek ba\u015fka bir \u00fcmitsizlik. \u0130\u00e7imizden ge\u00e7en, i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz korku ve \u00fcmit dengelerini iyi kurmak, mizan\u0131 oturtmak, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcy\u00fc yerle\u015ftirmek; bizi daha g\u00fczel bir d\u00fcnyada ya\u015fataca\u011f\u0131 gibi daha g\u00fczel sonsuz d\u00fcnyalar i\u00e7in \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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02.09.2013 KORKUNUN KAM\u00c7ISI, \u00fcmidin \u015fevki olmasa kim yerinden k\u0131p\u0131rdar, kim hareket eder, kim gayret at\u0131na biner de ke\u015fif yolculu\u011funa \u00e7\u0131kar? Kimli\u011fine, kalbine, k\u0131talara ko\u015fmak, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 dola\u015fmak, evrende gezmek; hep o korkunun korkusundan, \u00fcmidin \u00fcmidinden\u2026 Da\u011flar\u0131n zirvesine \u00e7\u0131kmak, denizlerin derinli\u011fine inmek, gezegenlerde gezmek, ayda hayat aramak; ba\u015fka hangi sebepten, hangi a\u00e7mazdan ka\u00e7mak, hangi heyecana tutulmu\u015fluktan? Tek […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85252","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n