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ANLAMSIZLIKTA BO\u011eULMAK, hikmetsizlikte \u00e7arm\u0131ha gerilmek, himmetsizlikte sat\u0131lmak, bo\u015f vermi\u015flikte \u00e7ak\u0131lmaktansa; mahremiyetinde m\u00fcnzevi ya\u015famak, \u00e7\u00f6l yolculuklara \u00e7\u0131kmak, ay uzakla\u015fmaya y\u00fckselmek daha ehven olsa gerek. S\u00f6z utan\u0131yor, kelam ac\u0131 \u00e7ekiyorken; imgelerin dehlizine dalmak daha sahici bir ya\u015fam olmal\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
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Derin bo\u015flukta anlam damarlar\u0131 a\u00e7mak; bu bo\u011fucu, bu bunalt\u0131c\u0131, bu buram buram benlik kokan havadan ba\u015fka nas\u0131l ka\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r?<\/p>\n
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Musikinin kanatlar\u0131nda kelime k\u00e2inat\u0131na eri\u015fmek; yerde hemcinsiyle cebelle\u015fmekten ye\u011f de\u011fil midir? Ses verin zerreler, ses verin k\u00fcreler, ses verin sesler; renk verin \u00e7i\u00e7ekler, renk verin y\u0131ld\u0131zlar, renk verin renkler\u2026 G\u00f6r\u00fcn g\u00f6zler, duyun kulaklar, akledin ak\u0131llar, fark edin kalpler\u2026<\/p>\n
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Ay\u0131n \u015fiirini g\u00fcnd\u00fcz duymak, g\u00fcne\u015fin \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 gece i\u015fitmek; her \u015fey birden ba\u015flar ve birden biter; tohum topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fer, ruh g\u00f6\u011fe y\u00fckselir. Zikzaklar \u00e7izer \u00f6m\u00fcr, \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00f6mr\u00fc nokta \u00e7eker.<\/p>\n
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Kelimeler silah olmu\u015f ka\u00e7\u0131n kalpler; mahremiyetin m\u00fcnzevi kalesine s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, \u00e7\u0131kmay\u0131n meydanlara. Maskeli d\u00fcnyada gizem istihbarat\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n eline ge\u00e7mi\u015f, neyleyeyim zann\u0131, neyleyeyim mesnetsiz itham\u0131, neyleyeyim fas\u0131k\u0131n getirdi\u011fi haberi? Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za \u00e7al\u0131n, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131za ge\u00e7irin, \u00e7ukurunuzda meze yap\u0131n kand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 oyununuzu. <\/p>\n
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Her \u015fey birden ba\u015flad\u0131 ve karde\u015flik yaraland\u0131; g\u00f6zlerine perde \u00e7ekilmi\u015f yaral\u0131 aslanlar birbiriyle bo\u011fu\u015fturuluyor.<\/p>\n
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Ve her \u015fey birden bitecek; tasmalanm\u0131\u015f yaral\u0131 aslanlardan perde kalkacak, her biri bir k\u0131tadan kalkacak, gecede mehtap, g\u00fcnd\u00fczde g\u00fcne\u015f gibi belirginle\u015fecekler\u2026<\/p>\n
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Karde\u015flikten kim ne kaybetmi\u015f, d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131ktan kim ne kazanm\u0131\u015f diyecek, d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kalbine oku saplayacak; fas\u0131k s\u00fcr\u00fclerini yokluk \u00e7ukurlar\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fckleyecekler. <\/p>\n
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Nefessizlikte bo\u011fulmak, hikmetsizlikte a\u00e7 kalmak; al\u00e7aklara yem olmak de\u011fil mi? Kadim kaybedi\u015flerden ders al\u0131nmayacak m\u0131, canavarlar\u0131 di\u015fleri \u00fczerimizde g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fken\u2026<\/p>\n
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End\u00fcl\u00fcs, s\u00f6nmeyen kor ac\u0131; o ate\u015ften \u00fczerimize k\u00fcller at\u0131yorlar; g\u00f6zlerimiz g\u00f6rmesin, kulaklar\u0131m\u0131z i\u015fitmesin, akl\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kullanmayal\u0131m diye. <\/p>\n
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Ruh av\u0131na \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f yamyamlar\u0131n i\u015fini kolayla\u015ft\u0131rmak de\u011fil, hep birlikte onlar\u0131 kendi \u00e7ukurlar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmek; bizi d\u00fc\u015fmekten, bizi \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmekten, bizi a\u011flamaktan, bizi a\u011f\u0131t yakmaktan kurtaracak karde\u015flik kuvveti, muhabbet g\u00fcc\u00fc, uhuvvet silah\u0131 kullanmak zaman\u0131, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zamanlar.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u00f6llere tohum atmaya devam, hakikat vaizi onlara bir ruh \u00fcfleyiversin; her yer bahar ve nehar. Aya\u011fa kalkmak i\u00e7in birbirimize dayanmak zorunday\u0131z; hakikat g\u00fcc\u00fc bunu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
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31.03.2014 ANLAMSIZLIKTA BO\u011eULMAK, hikmetsizlikte \u00e7arm\u0131ha gerilmek, himmetsizlikte sat\u0131lmak, bo\u015f vermi\u015flikte \u00e7ak\u0131lmaktansa; mahremiyetinde m\u00fcnzevi ya\u015famak, \u00e7\u00f6l yolculuklara \u00e7\u0131kmak, ay uzakla\u015fmaya y\u00fckselmek daha ehven olsa gerek. S\u00f6z utan\u0131yor, kelam ac\u0131 \u00e7ekiyorken; imgelerin dehlizine dalmak daha sahici bir ya\u015fam olmal\u0131\u2026 Derin bo\u015flukta anlam damarlar\u0131 a\u00e7mak; bu bo\u011fucu, bu bunalt\u0131c\u0131, bu buram buram benlik kokan havadan ba\u015fka nas\u0131l ka\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r? […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85227","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n