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BEL\u0130RS\u0130ZL\u0130\u011e\u0130N BALIKSIRTINDA y\u00fcr\u00fcmek; hayat\u0131n zor anlar\u0131ndan, ge\u00e7irilmesi g\u00fc\u00e7 zamanlar\u0131ndan, a\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131 kolay olmayan demlerinden. Kederle sevin\u00e7, hastal\u0131kla sa\u011fl\u0131k, mutlulukla mutsuzluk aras\u0131 sal\u0131n\u0131m; med cezirlerin en h\u0131zl\u0131 akt\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fck\u00fbnsuz saatler\u2026 Saniyelerin saat, saatlerin g\u00fcn kadar gerildi\u011fi, evrildi\u011fi, devrildi\u011fi zaman dilimlerinde dil ne s\u00f6yler, y\u00fcrek ne hisseder, ak\u0131l ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr? <\/p>\n
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Biri bitmeden biri ba\u015flayan ak\u0131l konu\u015fmalar, lodos y\u0131k\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda duygular, zihin t\u0131rmalay\u0131c\u0131 evhamlar; ya\u011fmakla ya\u011fmamak aras\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcne\u015fsiz g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc gibi kasavet zeminde sakin ad\u0131mlar y\u00fcr\u00fcmek; kolay olmayan y\u00fcr\u00fcmek.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011fe bak\u0131p her \u015feyi belirgin \u00e7izgilerle \u00f6l\u00e7mek, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcmlendirmek, tahlil edip kal\u0131plara sokmak; g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyeni g\u00f6rmemek garabeti, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcms\u00fcz \u00e7izgi \u00f6tesini \u00f6l\u00e7ememe \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, s\u0131radanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n arkas\u0131nda sakl\u0131 s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7ememe g\u00f6rmezli\u011fi\u2026 Belirsizlik ne belirgin, bilinmezlik ne bilinir, anlamazl\u0131k ne anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r \u015fey. \u015eey deyip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131veririz derin dehlizlerden, gibi deyip at\u0131veririz \u00fczerimizdeki \u00f6rten yorgan\u0131. Ne \u015feyi anlamland\u0131r\u0131r, ne gibiyi anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r k\u0131lar\u0131z.<\/p>\n
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\u015eey \u00f6yle bir \u015feydir ki hi\u00e7bir \u015feye benzemez demi\u015fler. B\u00fct\u00fcn belirsizlikleri toplar da i\u00e7ine atar sanki. Hi\u00e7 bile bundan daha belirgin; yar\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015f oldu\u011funu belirtiyor en az\u0131ndan. \u015eey, ne diyelim \u015feye, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey demesek ne olur? B\u00fct\u00fcn belirsizlikler \u015feysiz kal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Her \u015fey, \u015fey gibi belirsiz olsa hayat ya\u015fan\u0131r olur muydu? G\u00fcne\u015fin do\u011fu\u015fu ve bat\u0131\u015f\u0131 belli olmasayd\u0131 ne g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc bilir, ne de geceyi bilirdik; beklerdik sadece; ya\u011fmuru bekler gibi, \u015fifay\u0131 bekler gibi, sevinci bekler gibi, mutlulu\u011fu bekler gibi, kavu\u015fmay\u0131 bekler gibi.<\/p>\n
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B\u00fct\u00fcn kavu\u015fmalar kati olsayd\u0131 hasret ac\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ekilir de \u015fairler \u015fiir, ozanlar t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6yler miydi? Hastal\u0131k olmasa sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 koruma ve hayat\u0131 kollama gayreti ya\u015fan\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131? <\/p>\n
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Anlamla anlams\u0131zl\u0131k aras\u0131ndaki sonsuz sal\u0131n\u0131mlar; belirgin hikmet evrenler olu\u015fturuyor. Birden sonra iki gelir demek kolay da birle iki aras\u0131ndaki sonsuz bo\u015flu\u011fu g\u00f6rmek zor; belirginlikle belirsizlik aras\u0131ndaki \u00e7izgi bu kadar belirgin, o kadar da belirsiz. Devinimli ve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcml\u00fc d\u00fcnya; her \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor, her \u015feyi d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fcyor. \u015eey burada yine kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131; \u015feysiz hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmuyormu\u015f me\u011fer.<\/p>\n
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Kelimeler ne yaps\u0131n manay\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yacak g\u00fcc\u00fc bulamay\u0131nca; ya s\u00fck\u00fbn kapl\u0131yor veya suskunlu\u011fu \u015fey bozuyor. \u015eey; anlams\u0131zl\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi belirginli\u011fi daha belirgin, anlam\u0131 daha anlaml\u0131 k\u0131lmak i\u00e7in var yok aras\u0131 bir \u00e7izgi. \u00c7izgi ve \u00e7izgi \u00f6tesi; b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00f6steren belli belirsiz noktalar toplulu\u011fu. Madde ne kadar ger\u00e7ek ise madde \u00f6tesi de o kadar ger\u00e7ek; bilemedi\u011fimiz ve \u00f6l\u00e7emedi\u011fimizden belirsiz deyip i\u015fin i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131veriyoruz. <\/p>\n
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Birle iki aras\u0131ndaki yak\u0131nl\u0131k yine belirgin; s\u0131f\u0131rla bir aras\u0131ndaki bilinmeyen ve ifadelendirilemeyen belirsizlik nas\u0131l anla\u015f\u0131lacak ve anlat\u0131lacak?<\/p>\n
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11.09.2017 BEL\u0130RS\u0130ZL\u0130\u011e\u0130N BALIKSIRTINDA y\u00fcr\u00fcmek; hayat\u0131n zor anlar\u0131ndan, ge\u00e7irilmesi g\u00fc\u00e7 zamanlar\u0131ndan, a\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131 kolay olmayan demlerinden. Kederle sevin\u00e7, hastal\u0131kla sa\u011fl\u0131k, mutlulukla mutsuzluk aras\u0131 sal\u0131n\u0131m; med cezirlerin en h\u0131zl\u0131 akt\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fck\u00fbnsuz saatler\u2026 Saniyelerin saat, saatlerin g\u00fcn kadar gerildi\u011fi, evrildi\u011fi, devrildi\u011fi zaman dilimlerinde dil ne s\u00f6yler, y\u00fcrek ne hisseder, ak\u0131l ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr? Biri bitmeden biri ba\u015flayan ak\u0131l konu\u015fmalar, lodos […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85094","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n