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\u015eAH\u0130N HOCANIN ilk tayini Siirt\u2019e \u00e7\u0131kar ancak gitmez, gidemez. Ailesi Almanya\u2019da oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in k\u00f6yde dede ve ninesine bakmakla y\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fcd\u00fcr. Evin k\u0131z\u0131 gibi ilgilenir onlarla, kalplerine k\u0131rmadan severek hizmet eder, hay\u0131r dualar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r hep\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u00d6m\u00fcrlerinin sonuna kadar devam eder bu\u2026 84 y\u0131l\u0131nda dedesi, 92 de ninesi ahiret yolculu\u011funa \u00e7\u0131kar. Hayat onun i\u00e7in \u00e7etin s\u00fcrprizlere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flar\u2026<\/p>\n
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K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bakkal d\u00fckkan\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131r, yeni bir i\u015f kolunda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flar. Bilmedi\u011fi bir alan oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in zarar eder, b\u00fcy\u00fck bor\u00e7 b\u0131rak\u0131r geriye\u2026 Ev, araba, d\u00fckkan elden gider\u2026<\/p>\n
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Yapacak bir \u015fey kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r tekrar tayin ister, bu sefer Tunceli Ovac\u0131k\u2019a \u00e7\u0131kar. Anar\u015finin iyice azg\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llar\u2026 Endi\u015fe etmiyor de\u011fildir, dualarla u\u011furlan\u0131r\u2026 Babas\u0131 manevi z\u0131rh olsun diye cev\u015feni \u00fczerinde ta\u015f\u0131mas\u0131 i\u00e7in verir. O\u011flunun s\u00fcnnet merasimini biter bitmez ertesi g\u00fcn gurbet yollara d\u00fc\u015fer\u2026<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6reve ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Ovac\u0131k\u2019a al\u0131\u015fmak kolay m\u0131d\u0131r? Ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda da\u011flar, yollar, her yer korku karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr\u2026Sessizli\u011fin solu\u011fu i\u015fitilir\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bir g\u00fcn Ovac\u0131k\u2019tan Tunceli\u2019ye gitmektedir\u2026 Vadiden ge\u00e7erken ara\u00e7 durdurulur\u2026 Yolcularda panik\u2026 \u015eof\u00f6r yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u2026\u00dc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt anar\u015fist herkesi ara\u00e7tan indirir, y\u00fcksek bir kayaya \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131r\u2026 \u015eahin beyi \u00f6\u011fretmen oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in ay\u0131r\u0131rlar\u2026 Dua, kalbin derinliklerinden dillere akmaktad\u0131r\u2026 Cev\u015fen, sekine hali hissettirmektedir\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bir \u015fekilde kalabal\u0131\u011fa tekrar kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, fark etmezler\u2026 Uzun bekleyi\u015ften sonra ne olduysa hepsini serbest b\u0131rak\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n
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Niye ay\u0131rd\u0131lar, kalabal\u0131\u011fa kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l fark edemediler, neden serbest b\u0131rakt\u0131lar? Bilinmezliklere kar\u0131\u015fan sorular\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bir m\u00fcddet sonra \u015eahin hocan\u0131n tayini ayn\u0131 ilin Pertek il\u00e7esi Pirinci k\u00f6y\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kar. Al\u0131\u015fmak ve ya\u015famak zordur korkunun karartt\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcrk\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc diyarlarda fakat masum \u00f6\u011frencilere bir \u015feyler verebilmek, onlar\u0131 ayd\u0131nl\u0131k yar\u0131nlara haz\u0131rlamak i\u00e7in de\u011ferdir.<\/p>\n
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93-94 \u00d6\u011fretim y\u0131l\u0131 ba\u015flar, sanc\u0131lar da s\u00fcrmektedir\u2026 Tedirginlik ve huzursuzlu\u011fun h\u00fck\u00fcmranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bitmese de \u00fcmit \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 da s\u00f6nmemi\u015ftir\u2026 Korku bulutlar\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan \u00fcmit huzmeleri s\u00fcz\u00fclmektedir\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u201cHer ne kadar koruncak bir g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz,korumam\u0131z yok ama b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey olursa beni Cev\u015fen vesilesiyle Cenab-\u0131 Allah koruyabilir diye i\u00e7imde bir g\u00fcven vard\u0131\u201d Bu g\u00fcven onu \u00f6l\u00fcm u\u00e7urumlar\u0131ndan atlatacak, g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131\u2026 <\/p>\n
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Yedi ekim 93\u2026 Ak\u015fam\u00fczeri arkada\u015f\u0131yla k\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcst taraf\u0131na gezintiye \u00e7\u0131kar\u2026 Ertesi g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6\u011fretmen arkada\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fka k\u00f6ye gidecektir\u2026 Sohbet ederler, haklar\u0131n\u0131 hukuklar\u0131n\u0131 birbirlerine helal ederler\u2026 Yeni gelen misafirle hep birlikte ak\u015fam yeme\u011fi yerler lojmana d\u00f6nd\u00fcklerinde\u2026Yemek de denmez de kahvalt\u0131 t\u00fcr\u00fc demek daha do\u011fru\u2026<\/p>\n
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Sofray\u0131 toplamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131r ki, kap\u0131 \u00e7alar\u2026Tedirginlik trendi birden y\u00fckselir\u2026A\u00e7\u0131lan kap\u0131da uzun namlulu silah\u0131,belinde \u015farj\u00f6r\u00fc, po\u015fulu biri belirir\u2026\u201dBiz PKK\u2019l\u0131y\u0131z, korkmay\u0131n size bir \u015fey yapmayaca\u011f\u0131z\u201d der. Der ama yan lojmandaki m\u00fcd\u00fcr ve m\u00fcd\u00fcr yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rt\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n
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Sessizli\u011fin derinli\u011finde sineler sars\u0131lmaktad\u0131r\u2026Y\u00fczler g\u00fcne\u015f yemi\u015f yapraklar gibi solmu\u015ftur\u2026\u015eahin hocan\u0131n \u00fczerinde cev\u015fen durmaktad\u0131r, fakat o durmadan Ayet el K\u00fcrsi\u2019yi okumakta, dualara devam etmektedir.<\/p>\n
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Alt\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmeni duvar\u0131n dibinde dizmi\u015f bekletmektedir ter\u00f6rist, su ister hap i\u00e7er\u2026 Ne hap\u0131ysa? Be\u015f-on dakika sonra iriyar\u0131, uzun boylu, korkun\u00e7 suratl\u0131 biri daha gelmesiyle sanki \u00f6l\u00fcm girmi\u015ftir i\u00e7eri\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u00dc\u00e7 metredir \u00f6l\u00fcm\u2026Ayet el K\u00fcrsi daha yak\u0131nd\u0131r ve kalp diliyle akmaktad\u0131r\u2026Silahlar\u0131n en g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcs\u00fc dualar tak\u0131r tak\u0131r d\u00f6k\u00fclmekte, hi\u00e7bir tesiri olmayan sebepleri delik de\u015fik etmektedir\u2026 Nebevi bir m\u00fcjdedir Cev\u015fen, z\u0131rht\u0131r, kim delebilir onu\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u0130kisi birden \u00fc\u00e7 metreden ate\u015fe ba\u015flar\u2026\u0130ki elini ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr, oturuyor mu, ayakta m\u0131 bilmez\u2026 Bildi\u011fi f\u0131rt\u0131na gibi ya\u011fan mermilerin isabet etmedi\u011fidir\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn kuca\u011f\u0131nda \u201can\u201d da \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015famaktad\u0131r\u2026Aczle yap\u0131lan dua mermileri aciz b\u0131rakmaktad\u0131r\u2026 Sebepler susmu\u015f s\u0131r perdesi aralanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n
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Hayat\u0131n ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn sahibi Aziz ve Celil olan Allah\u2019\u0131n izni olmak\u00e7a kim ne yapabilir, hangi zerre, hangi mermi nereye gidebilir? M\u00fcsebbib\u00fcl Esbap istemedik\u00e7e ne sebep tesir edebilir, ne de ba\u015fka bir \u015fey\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bir ara ate\u015f kesilir gibi olur, yakla\u015f\u0131rlar, \u015eahin Hocay\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fc m\u00fc diye ayaklar\u0131ndan tutarlar\u2026 Ya\u015famak i\u00e7in nefes bile almamaktad\u0131r\u2026Tekrar ate\u015f ba\u015flar\u2026\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f gibi durmakta Hayy\u00fc Kayyum\u2019dan hayat dualar\u0131 etmektedir\u2026Ve derin bir sessizlik\u2026Kendinden ge\u00e7mi\u015ftir\u2026<\/p>\n
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Sessizlik perdesi \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kla y\u0131rt\u0131l\u0131r\u2026 Deh\u015fet, vah\u015fet ve ibrettir manzara\u2026Y\u00fczleri ve v\u00fccutlar\u0131 kalbura \u00e7evrilmi\u015f cesetler\u2026 Kan g\u00f6l\u00fcne d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f oda\u2026 \u00d6\u011fretmen han\u0131m\u0131 bu manzara kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ba\u015fka ne yapabilir ki\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u00d6l\u00fclerin aras\u0131ndan bir diri kalkar\u2026 Yuhyi ve Y\u00fcmittir Hayy ve Kayyum olan Allah\u2026O her \u015feye kadirdir\u2026\u201c \u00d6ld\u00fcren de Odur, dirilten de\u201d ( Necm, 44 )<\/p>\n
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Okulun hizmetlisi onu kendi evine al\u0131r, bir m\u00fcddet sonra a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6yden Muhtar gelir g\u00fcvenli olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in k\u00f6y\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Nereye gitse ne yapsa korku ve endi\u015fe gitmez, dilinden de dua d\u00fc\u015fmez\u2026 S\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131lacak ve necat bulunacak kap\u0131y\u0131 bilmektedir\u2026<\/p>\n
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Gece 12 de asker gelir, arkada\u015flar\u0131ndan biri a\u011f\u0131r yarl\u0131d\u0131r, onu hastaneye g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrler\u2026Ertesi g\u00fcn\u00fc savc\u0131l\u0131k cenazeleri al\u0131r\u2026 \u00d6\u011frencilerinin ve k\u00f6yl\u00fclerin g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 ile k\u00f6yden ayr\u0131l\u0131r \u015eahin Hoca\u2026Y\u00fcre\u011fi yanmaktad\u0131r arkada\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7in\u2026G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmek ister bu yang\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
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Memleketi Bal\u0131kesir\u2019e d\u00f6n\u00fcnce dost, akraba ve yak\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n sevin\u00e7 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131lan\u0131r\u2026 Cev\u015fen \u015fehrin ilgisine \u00e7eker, ziyaret\u00e7i ak\u0131n\u0131na u\u011frar\u2026 Olay\u0131 her anlat\u0131\u015f\u0131nda sanki tekrar ya\u015far\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7 metreden at\u0131lan y\u00fczlerce kur\u015fundan birinin isabet etmemesi zahirde inan\u0131las\u0131 gibi de\u011fildir, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir merakla dinlenilir.<\/p>\n
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Hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n her an\u0131, her hadise ola\u011fan \u00fcst\u00fc de\u011fil mi asl\u0131nda?\u2026 Ayn\u0131 \u015feyleri s\u00fcrekli g\u00f6r\u00fcnce s\u0131radan san\u0131yoruz\u2026Y\u00fcr\u00fcyebilmek, konu\u015fabilmek, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilmek, ku\u015fun u\u00e7mas\u0131, bulutun kaymas\u0131, ya\u011fmurun ya\u011fmas\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015fin do\u011fu\u015fu ve bat\u0131\u015f\u0131, ay\u0131n ayd\u0131nlatmas\u0131\u2026Hi\u00e7 de hikmetsiz de\u011fil, hepsinin esrar\u0131 biz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen insanlar i\u00e7in ibret levhas\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
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Hem d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7 metre \u00f6tede de\u011fil, \u00e7ok daha yak\u0131n\u2026 Ebedi hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 mahvetmek i\u00e7in kalbimize ve ruhumuza bombalar ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131yor\u2026 Kod ad\u0131 nefis, arkas\u0131ndaki g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz karanl\u0131k \u015feytan\u2026Ayet el K\u00fcrsi hakikatiyle ku\u015fanmak, Cev\u015fen z\u0131rh\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnmek, dua silah\u0131yla \u015fer cephesini tarumar etmek\u2026Kullu\u011fun kameti\u2026<\/p>\n
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Bug\u00fcn yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde masumlar, mazlumlar, M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar fitne ate\u015fine ne kadar da yak\u0131n\u2026Yak\u0131n zamanda bu co\u011frafyada ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z ve ya\u015f\u0131yor olduklar\u0131m\u0131z neyin ifadesi? Yapmam\u0131z gereken \u015eahin hocan\u0131n tavr\u0131ndan ba\u015fkas\u0131 de\u011fil\u2026 Ubudiyet z\u0131rh\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnmek\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u0130\u00e7imizdeki d\u00fc\u015fman bertaraf edilirse d\u0131\u015ftakiler bize zarar veremeyecektir. Sebeplerin hakikat \u015fifresi \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcrse hikmet \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 karanl\u0131klar\u0131 kovacak, ayd\u0131nl\u0131k baharlar ba\u015flayacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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\u015eahin T\u00fcmer hocan\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131n hakikati, hayat\u0131m\u0131za hayat katacak derinlikte\u2026 \u00d6\u011fretisi \u00f6rnek olmal\u0131 hepimize\u2026<\/p>\n
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05.02.2018 \u015eAH\u0130N HOCANIN ilk tayini Siirt\u2019e \u00e7\u0131kar ancak gitmez, gidemez. Ailesi Almanya\u2019da oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in k\u00f6yde dede ve ninesine bakmakla y\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fcd\u00fcr. Evin k\u0131z\u0131 gibi ilgilenir onlarla, kalplerine k\u0131rmadan severek hizmet eder, hay\u0131r dualar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r hep\u2026 \u00d6m\u00fcrlerinin sonuna kadar devam eder bu\u2026 84 y\u0131l\u0131nda dedesi, 92 de ninesi ahiret yolculu\u011funa \u00e7\u0131kar. Hayat onun i\u00e7in \u00e7etin s\u00fcrprizlere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmeye […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[138],"class_list":["post-85080","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n