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EVE D\u00d6N\u00dcYORDUM. Yolun ortas\u0131nda bir muz kabu\u011fu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ve onu farkedemeden yoldan ge\u00e7ecek olanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek aya\u011f\u0131mla duvar\u0131n kenar\u0131na iteledim.<\/p>\n
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\u0130\u00e7imden bir ses \u201cEza veren bir\u015feyi yoldan kald\u0131rmak da iman\u0131n bir \u015fubesidir\u201d hadisini bana hat\u0131rlarken, bir di\u011fer ses \u201cB\u00f6yle ayr\u0131nt\u0131lara tak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in asla b\u00fcy\u00fck adam olamayacaks\u0131n\u201d dedi. <\/p>\n
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Di\u011fer ses, \u2018b\u00fcy\u00fck adam\u2019 denildi\u011finde, Hz. Peygamber\u2019den daha b\u00fcy\u00fck kimin olabilece\u011fini sorarak ona \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Oysa \u00f6tekinin kasd\u0131, siyasetin, ticaretin b\u00fcy\u00fck adamlar\u0131yd\u0131; hani o televizyonlarda, gazetelerde g\u00f6rmeye al\u0131\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fumuz t\u00fcrden ki\u015filerdi.<\/p>\n
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L\u00e2kin, i\u00e7imdeki di\u011fer sesin bu noktada dahi itiraz\u0131 vard\u0131. Hz. Peygamberin b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda iken bir avu\u00e7 insanla Yesrib\u2019i \u2018Medine\u2019ye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcren ve bir b\u00fct\u00fcn olarak \u0130sl\u00e2m\u2019a d\u00fc\u015fman Arap yar\u0131madas\u0131n\u0131 bir b\u00fct\u00fcn olarak \u0130sl\u00e2m\u2019\u0131n m\u00fcntesibi k\u0131lan b\u00fcy\u00fck f\u00fctuhat\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi, onun peygamberlik \u00f6ncesi ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 ticaret hayat\u0131n\u0131 da hat\u0131rlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n
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\u2018Meyel\u00e2n-\u0131 hayr\u2019\u0131 hayat\u0131m\u0131za ta\u015f\u0131yan \u2018f\u0131trat-\u0131 z\u00ee\u015fuur\u2019 olarak vicdan ile \u2018meyel\u00e2n-\u0131 \u015ferr\u2019i hayat\u0131m\u0131za nakleden nefs-i emm\u00e2re aras\u0131ndaki bu m\u00fccadele devam ededursun, ben yol boyu derin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere dald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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\u2018B\u00fcy\u00fck\u2019lerin g\u00f6rmezden geldi\u011fi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hayatlar vard\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemin oda\u011f\u0131nda. B\u00fcy\u00fcklerin b\u00fcy\u00fck hesaplar\u0131 i\u00e7inde, solda s\u0131f\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fclmese bile, k\u00fcsurat s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131na yaz\u0131lan hayatlar s\u00f6zgelimi… \u201cBiri \u00f6lse, bini gelir\u201d edebiyat\u0131na kurban edilen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hayatlar…<\/p>\n
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Oysa, o b\u00fcy\u00fcklerin g\u00f6z\u00fcnde \u2018k\u00fcsurat\u2019tan say\u0131lan hayatlar\u0131n hi\u00e7biri, ger\u00e7ek B\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, mutlak B\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, Keb\u00eer-i Z\u00fclkemal\u2019in, M\u00fctekebbir-i Z\u00fclcel\u00e2l\u2019in, Aliyyu\u2019l-Az\u00eem\u2019in indinde o kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck ve o kadar de\u011ferliydi ki…<\/p>\n
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\u0130nsan\u0131 k\u00e2inat\u0131n bir \u00f6zeti, bir \u2018\u00e2lem-i asgar,\u2019 bir \u2018mikrokozmos\u2019 olarak yaratan Rabb\u00fc\u2019l-\u00e2lem\u00een\u2019in indinde, haks\u0131z yere bir cana k\u0131yan b\u00fct\u00fcn insanl\u0131\u011fa k\u0131ym\u0131\u015f gibi addedilmekteydi.<\/p>\n
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\u00c2lemlerin Rabbi nazar\u0131nda, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hayatlar da, onlar\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00e2inatla irtibatland\u0131ran \u2018hayat\u2019l\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131 hasebiyle k\u00e2inat kadar de\u011ferliydi…<\/p>\n
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Keza, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcklerinin nazar\u0131nda \u2018\u00f6nemsenmeye de\u011fmez\u2019 bulunup kolayca hoyratl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve tekebb\u00fcr\u00fcn hedefi k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131p k\u0131r\u0131lan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalblerin, \u00e2lemlerin Rabbi nazar\u0131nda \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir de\u011feri vard\u0131. Mazlumun \u00e2h\u0131n\u0131n ar\u015fa kadar eri\u015fmesi bu s\u0131rdand\u0131. Hele ki bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalb bir m\u00fc\u2019minin mazlum kalbi ise, i\u015f daha da katmerleniyordu. Zira, o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalb, \u2018\u00e2yine-i Samed\u2019 h\u00fckm\u00fcndeydi; O\u2019nu \u015fu koca \u00e2lemden de daha derin, daha geni\u015f ve hakkalyak\u00een mertebesinde tan\u0131y\u0131p tan\u0131tma istidad\u0131nda idi.<\/p>\n
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Bir muz kabu\u011funa e\u015flik eden bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hayatlara ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalblere ili\u015fkin Kur\u2019\u00e2n\u00ee hikmetler ve nebev\u00ee s\u00f6zler h\u00e2f\u0131zamdan zihnime ak\u0131p durdu yol boyu.<\/p>\n
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B\u00fcy\u00fck hesaplar\u0131n, b\u00fcy\u00fck projelerin g\u00f6rmezden geldi\u011fi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hayatlara, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalblere, \u2018ayr\u0131nt\u0131\u2019lara dair d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler…<\/p>\n
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\u0130\u00e7imdeki ikinci sese hak verdim.<\/p>\n
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Do\u011fru s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Ben b\u00fcy\u00fck adam olamam. Ben b\u00fcy\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemem.<\/p>\n
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01.12.2005 EVE D\u00d6N\u00dcYORDUM. Yolun ortas\u0131nda bir muz kabu\u011fu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ve onu farkedemeden yoldan ge\u00e7ecek olanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek aya\u011f\u0131mla duvar\u0131n kenar\u0131na iteledim. \u0130\u00e7imden bir ses \u201cEza veren bir\u015feyi yoldan kald\u0131rmak da iman\u0131n bir \u015fubesidir\u201d hadisini bana hat\u0131rlarken, bir di\u011fer ses \u201cB\u00f6yle ayr\u0131nt\u0131lara tak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in asla b\u00fcy\u00fck adam olamayacaks\u0131n\u201d dedi. Di\u011fer ses, \u2018b\u00fcy\u00fck adam\u2019 denildi\u011finde, Hz. Peygamber\u2019den daha […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[132],"class_list":["post-83448","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n