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ZAMAN OLUR, i\u00e7imiz i\u00e7imize s\u0131\u011fmaz; bir \u00f6fke, bir h\u0131n\u00e7 sa\u011fana\u011f\u0131 sel olup d\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131za ta\u015fmak ister.<\/p>\n
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Zaman olur, i\u00e7imizde kura kura biriktirdi\u011fimiz nice hay\u0131flanma bizi patlay\u0131p d\u0131\u015fa akmak ister.<\/p>\n
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Zaman olur, d\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6kemedi\u011fimiz nice duygu, nice h\u00fcz\u00fcn, nice elem i\u00e7imizde bir girdaba d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, ne var\u0131m\u0131z varsa kendi i\u00e7ine al\u0131r, bize i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmaz bir hal ya\u015fat\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Hepimizin ba\u015f\u0131na bir \u015fekilde \u00e2r\u0131z olan bu hal, baz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in bir \u2018karadelik\u2019 mesabesine gelmi\u015f haldedir.<\/p>\n
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Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir ihanet, g\u00f6rmememiz gereken bir kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k, g\u00f6rmemiz gereken bir kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rememe, u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir haks\u0131zl\u0131k, if\u015fa edilen bir s\u0131r, duymay\u0131 haketmedi\u011fimiz bir s\u00f6z, ard\u0131m\u0131z s\u0131ra yay\u0131lan bir iftira.. derken, hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n o ince uzun \u00e7izgisindeki tek bir k\u00f6r nokta bir girdaba d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp \u00f6yle bir \u00e7ekim g\u00fcc\u00fc kazan\u0131r ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat \u00e7izgimizi kendine \u00e7ekmeye, kendi etraf\u0131nda d\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeye, kendi i\u00e7ine almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Uzaydaki, m\u00fcthi\u015f \u00e7ekim g\u00fcc\u00fcne sahip, \u00f6n\u00fcne gelen her\u015feyi i\u00e7ine alan karadelikler gibi…<\/p>\n
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Etraf\u0131m\u0131za baksak, karadelik haline gelmi\u015f bir k\u00f6r nokta y\u00fcz\u00fcnden mihveri kaym\u0131\u015f, \u015firazesi kopmu\u015f, dengesi bozulmu\u015f ka\u00e7 hayat vard\u0131r?<\/p>\n
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Ka\u00e7 hayat b\u00f6ylesi bir k\u00f6r nokta y\u00fcz\u00fcnden da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da bir daha biraraya toplanamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r?<\/p>\n
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Ka\u00e7 anne, evlad\u0131n\u0131n ihanetine kilitlenerek ya\u015famaktad\u0131r art\u0131k hayat\u0131n\u0131?<\/p>\n
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Ka\u00e7 baba nice zamand\u0131r k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n veya o\u011flunun s\u00f6yledi\u011fi o a\u011f\u0131r s\u00f6z\u00fc her ak\u015fam yatarken ve her sabah kalkarken hat\u0131rlay\u0131p ya\u015famaktad\u0131r g\u00fcnlerini?<\/p>\n
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Ka\u00e7 hakikat eri sinesinde giderek b\u00fcy\u00fcyen bir ur olarak dava arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ihaneti yumrusunu ta\u015f\u0131maktad\u0131r?<\/p>\n
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Ka\u00e7 insan s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 bilen dostunun if\u015faat\u0131yla mahzun, ka\u00e7 insan etti\u011fi emanete h\u0131yanet eden hain y\u00fcz\u00fcnden zarardide, ka\u00e7 insan zor zaman\u0131nda yard\u0131m\u0131na ko\u015ftu\u011fu kimilerinin ard\u0131ndan \u00fcretti\u011fi iftiradan dolay\u0131 \u00f6fkelidir?<\/p>\n
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Ka\u00e7 kad\u0131n kocas\u0131n\u0131 affedememekte, ka\u00e7 koca \u201cBana bu nas\u0131l yap\u0131l\u0131r?\u201d diye diye g\u00fcnlerini ge\u00e7irmektedir?<\/p>\n
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Ka\u00e7 ki\u015fi \u00e7ocuklu\u011funun hat\u0131ralar\u0131na tak\u0131l\u0131p \u201cNas\u0131l yapt\u0131lar bunu, bana nas\u0131l k\u0131yd\u0131lar?\u201d diye diye gelece\u011fini \u015fekillendirmektedir?<\/p>\n
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Baksak, k\u00f6r noktay\u0131 karadeli\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f o kadar \u00e7ok hayat \u00e7\u0131kar ki kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za…<\/p>\n
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Baksak, hepimizin i\u00e7inde, bu k\u00f6r noktalar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden birikmi\u015f o kadar h\u0131n\u00e7, o kadar \u00f6fke, o kadar keder vard\u0131r ki…<\/p>\n
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\u00c7o\u011fumuz, bir yerden de\u011fil, birka\u00e7 yerden birden darbe yemi\u015fizdir \u00fcstelik.<\/p>\n
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Hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 vakfetti\u011finiz bir yolda nicelerinin \u2018menfaat avc\u0131s\u0131\u2019na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesini izlemi\u015f, onlara benzemedi\u011finiz, parsadan bir pay derdine d\u00fc\u015fmedi\u011finiz, \u2018\u00fc\u00e7 maymunlar\u2019\u0131 da oynamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in sille yemi\u015f, tekme tokat kap\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 edilmi\u015fsinizdir.<\/p>\n
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Y\u00fcre\u011fine g\u00fcvendi\u011finiz insanlar\u0131n sergiledi\u011fi y\u00fcreksizlik, samimiyetine inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z insanlar\u0131n sergiledi\u011fi samimiyetsizlik, fedak\u00e2rl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kanaat getirdi\u011finiz insanlar\u0131n sergiledi\u011fi bencillik, hakperestlik umdu\u011funuz insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi g\u00fc\u00e7 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yalakal\u0131k ve menfaat kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yav\u015fama hali bir ur gibi yerle\u015fmi\u015ftir i\u00e7inize.<\/p>\n
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S\u00f6z\u00fcne itimad etti\u011finiz ki\u015finin yalanc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, i\u015finizi emanet etti\u011finiz ki\u015finin hainli\u011fini, mal\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 emanet etti\u011finiz ki\u015finin h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tesbit etmi\u015fsinizdir.<\/p>\n
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Birilerinin g\u0131ybeti, ba\u015fka birilerinin iftiras\u0131 s\u00f6zkonusudur sizin i\u00e7in; ve sizin yapacak bir\u015feyiniz yoktur. Zira Allah\u2019tan ba\u015fka \u015fahidiniz yoktur.<\/p>\n
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B\u00f6ylesi bir, iki, \u00fc\u00e7, d\u00f6rt ac\u0131 derken, duygular bagaj\u0131na ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bunca y\u00fck insan\u0131n manev\u00ee yolculu\u011funda h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 keser \u00f6nce; sonra akla da sirayet edip d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin dengesini bozar ve istikamet kayb\u0131n\u0131 getirir.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6yle ki, yoldan kayar, ba\u015fka yollara sapar yahut \u015farampole yuvarlan\u0131r niceleri…<\/p>\n
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B\u00fct\u00fcn bu hallerden kurtulman\u0131n, m\u00fc\u2019min i\u00e7in, \u00e7ok da zor olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n
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Ac\u0131 olsa da, zor olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n
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Birka\u00e7 \u015fey s\u00f6ylememiz gerekiyor kendimize, hepsi bu:<\/p>\n
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Bunu b\u00f6yle bildi\u011fimiz gibi, duygu d\u00fcnyam\u0131za da b\u00f6yle sindirebilsek, k\u00f6r noktalar\u0131n, kara deliklerin ve duygusal girdaplar\u0131n uza\u011f\u0131nda bir hayat s\u00fcrebilece\u011fimize inan\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
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24.01.2006 ZAMAN OLUR, i\u00e7imiz i\u00e7imize s\u0131\u011fmaz; bir \u00f6fke, bir h\u0131n\u00e7 sa\u011fana\u011f\u0131 sel olup d\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131za ta\u015fmak ister. Zaman olur, i\u00e7imizde kura kura biriktirdi\u011fimiz nice hay\u0131flanma bizi patlay\u0131p d\u0131\u015fa akmak ister. Zaman olur, d\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6kemedi\u011fimiz nice duygu, nice h\u00fcz\u00fcn, nice elem i\u00e7imizde bir girdaba d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, ne var\u0131m\u0131z varsa kendi i\u00e7ine al\u0131r, bize i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmaz bir hal ya\u015fat\u0131r. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[132],"class_list":["post-83431","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n