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\u00dc\u00c7 HAFTA kadar \u00f6nceydi.<\/p>\n
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Odas\u0131nda \u00f6dev yap\u0131yor olan k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n davetine uyup, \u00f6\u011fle namaz\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131lmak \u00fczere onun odas\u0131na girmi\u015f, seccademi sermi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
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Elimi ba\u015flama tekbiri i\u00e7in yukar\u0131 kald\u0131rmak \u00fczereydim ki, kar\u015f\u0131mdaki duvara yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ka\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131 dikkatimi \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n
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D\u00f6rt k\u00f6\u015feden, d\u00f6rt yap\u0131\u015fkan \u015firin ay\u0131c\u0131kla duvara yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, dosya ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 ebad\u0131nda bir ka\u011f\u0131t…<\/p>\n
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Ve b\u00fcy\u00fck harflerle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ilk anda \u00e7\u00f6zemedi\u011fim bir yaz\u0131: \u201cYa\u015fa 23 Ekim.\u201d<\/p>\n
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Ka\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131nda bu yaz\u0131 vard\u0131 ve ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yoktu.<\/p>\n
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\u0130lkokul birinci s\u0131n\u0131fta okuyan k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n, m\u00fcfredat i\u00e7inde \u00f6zellikle belletilen iki ulusal bayram\u0131n g\u00fcn ve aylar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm \u00f6nce. 23 Nisan\u2019\u0131 hen\u00fcz ge\u00e7mi\u015f say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131k. 23 Nisan i\u00e7in bir\u015fey yazacakt\u0131 da, yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla \u201c29 Ekim\u201dle kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p \u201c23 Ekim\u201d diye mi yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131? Yoksa \u201c29 Ekim\u201dle ilgili bir\u015fey yazacakt\u0131 da, onu mu \u201c23 Nisan\u201dla kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
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D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc, ancak namazdan yar\u0131m saat kadar sonra, mutfakta \u00e7\u00f6zebildim.<\/p>\n
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\u0130kisi de de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
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Ortada bir kar\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131k, bir kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma, \u015fa\u015f\u0131rma filan da yoktu zaten.<\/p>\n
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K\u0131z\u0131m, bilerek, do\u011frudan bu tarihi kastederek \u201cYa\u015fa 23 Ekim\u201d yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, bu tarih, onun hayat\u0131n\u0131n en \u00f6nemli tarihiydi.<\/p>\n
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Onun koskoca bir varolu\u015f ger\u00e7e\u011fine do\u011fdu\u011fu tarihti bu.<\/p>\n
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Hayat\u0131nda ne varsa, hepsi gelip, toplan\u0131p i\u015fte o tarihe ba\u011flan\u0131yordu…<\/p>\n
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Yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndaki bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu, do\u011fdu\u011fu g\u00fcn\u00fcn hat\u0131r\u0131na duvara \u201cYa\u015fa 23 Ekim\u201d yaz\u0131yorsa, bu varolu\u015ftan, hayattan, k\u00e2inattan memnuniyetin bir ni\u015fanesi; dolay\u0131s\u0131yla, onu ve her\u015feyi Var Edene bir \u015f\u00fckran ifadesiydi.<\/p>\n
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Bir co\u015fku ifadesi idi ayn\u0131 zamanda.<\/p>\n
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23 Ekim g\u00fcn\u00fc do\u011fmu\u015f yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu ka\u011f\u0131da \u201cYa\u015fa 23 Ekim\u201d yaz\u0131p bunu s\u00fcs niyetine duvara as\u0131yorsa, demek ki, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131, g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri, hissettikleri ile hayat o derece harikul\u00e2de, o derece ya\u015fanas\u0131 geliyordu ona…<\/p>\n
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O g\u00fcn de, sonraki g\u00fcnlerde de, akl\u0131ma geldik\u00e7e, hep k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n, yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndaki b\u00fcy\u00fck ruhlu k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n duvar\u0131ndaki o g\u00fczelim yaz\u0131y\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131m hep.<\/p>\n
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Bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun varolu\u015f kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duydu\u011fu hayreti, sevinci, memnuniyeti, co\u015fkuyu ve Var Edene kar\u015f\u0131 \u015f\u00fckran hissini…<\/p>\n
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Biz b\u00fcy\u00fcklerin varolu\u015fun, var k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131n, var edilmeye l\u00e2y\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn k\u0131ymetini bilemeyi\u015fimizi de…<\/p>\n
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Var edili\u015fin tad\u0131na varamay\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da…<\/p>\n
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Hi\u00e7 var olmayabilirdik. Hi\u00e7 olabilirdik. Ama var edildik, varl\u0131\u011fa buyur edildik, dolay\u0131s\u0131yla yokluktan ve hi\u00e7likten ebediyyen azad edildik.<\/p>\n
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Fark\u0131nda m\u0131y\u0131z ba\u015fka her\u015feyin; dilimize, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze, kalbimize, ruhumuza de\u011fen b\u00fct\u00fcn nimetlerin \u2018varedili\u015f\u2019 nimetine ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011funun?<\/p>\n
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Fark\u0131nda m\u0131y\u0131z, var edili\u015fimizin, bu bak\u0131mdan, b\u00fct\u00fcn nimetlerin ba\u015f\u0131, \u015fah\u0131 ve padi\u015fah\u0131 oldu\u011funun?<\/p>\n
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Sehle yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda ve fark\u0131nda…<\/p>\n
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25.05.2006 \u00dc\u00c7 HAFTA kadar \u00f6nceydi. Odas\u0131nda \u00f6dev yap\u0131yor olan k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n davetine uyup, \u00f6\u011fle namaz\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131lmak \u00fczere onun odas\u0131na girmi\u015f, seccademi sermi\u015ftim. Elimi ba\u015flama tekbiri i\u00e7in yukar\u0131 kald\u0131rmak \u00fczereydim ki, kar\u015f\u0131mdaki duvara yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ka\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131 dikkatimi \u00e7ekti. D\u00f6rt k\u00f6\u015feden, d\u00f6rt yap\u0131\u015fkan \u015firin ay\u0131c\u0131kla duvara yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, dosya ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 ebad\u0131nda bir ka\u011f\u0131t… Ve b\u00fcy\u00fck harflerle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ilk […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[132],"class_list":["post-83403","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n