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ARSIZ B\u0130R sald\u0131rganl\u0131\u011f\u0131n televizyon kameralar\u0131, bilgisayar ekranlar\u0131, gazete sayfalar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp karabasan gibi \u00fczerimize \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7 hafta boyu, garip bir kilitlenme ya\u015fad\u0131 parmaklar\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Filistin\u2019de olup bitenleri bir \u2018naklen yay\u0131n izleyicisi\u2019 olarak seyretmedim ger\u00e7i; zulme seyirci olmay\u0131, Gazze\u2019deki bombalama ve \u00f6ld\u00fcrme sahnelerini izlemeyi bir t\u00fcr \u2018su\u00e7 ortakl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019 gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in y\u00fcre\u011fim, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn mertebe, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bu sahnelerden ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Ama \u00f6ylesine pi\u015fkin, \u00f6ylesine ars\u0131z bir sald\u0131rganl\u0131k var idi ki kar\u015f\u0131 yakada, siz g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc istedi\u011finiz kadar saklay\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn i\u00e7ine sokarcas\u0131na \u00f6yle c\u00fcr\u2019etle irtikap ediyordu ki zulm\u00fcn\u00fc, g\u00fcnlerce televizyon izlemeseniz, interneti takip etmeseniz, tek bir gazete almasan\u0131z bile olup biteni \u00f6\u011frenebiliyordunuz.<\/p>\n
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B\u00f6ylesi zamanlarda, benim kalemim kilitlenir. Bir karars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, korkakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, tedirginli\u011fin veya saf\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7ememenin yol a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir kilitlenme de\u011fildir bu.<\/p>\n
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B\u00f6ylesi zamanlarda, ba\u015fka nice hesab\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcmona ac\u0131 \u00e7eken insanlar \u00fczerinden masaya s\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcyor oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmenin ruhumda uyand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 istikrahtand\u0131r daha ziyade.<\/p>\n
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Ac\u0131y\u0131 yazmak bana ac\u0131 verir. Ac\u0131y\u0131 yazarak ad\u0131n\u0131 parlatmaktan ise i\u011frenirim. Ac\u0131y\u0131 konu\u015fmaktan, ac\u0131y\u0131 konu\u015furken kendi siyas\u00ee\/sosyal\/fikr\u00ee\/hiss\u00ee hesaplar\u0131n\u0131 yeniden g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irmekten ise l\u00fcgatimde tarifine yer vermeyecek derecede i\u011frenirim.<\/p>\n
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Gelin g\u00f6r\u00fcn ki, sadece bunlar olmad\u0131 Filistin\u2019de, o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck Gazze \u015feridinde bir b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131 ya\u015fan\u0131rken; ama bunlar da oldu.<\/p>\n
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Gazze i\u00e7in yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131n ne kadar\u0131nda ac\u0131 ger\u00e7ek, ne kadar\u0131 rol gere\u011fiydi? Gazze i\u00e7in yap\u0131lan g\u00f6sterilerin ka\u00e7ta ka\u00e7\u0131nda, Gazze\u2019de akan kan\u0131n durmas\u0131 ve zulm\u00fcn giderilmesi \u2018ara\u00e7\u2019 de\u011fil, \u2018ama\u00e7\u2019t\u0131?<\/p>\n
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Benim yaral\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fim, en \u00e7ok, av\u00e2m m\u00fc\u2019minlerin y\u00fcre\u011findeki ac\u0131n\u0131n ve dilindeki en\u00eenin i\u00e7tenli\u011fine kaniydi; ama yaz\u0131lanlar, \u00e7izilenler, konu\u015fulanlar, g\u00f6steriler aras\u0131nda i\u00e7tenli\u011fi ayn\u0131 yo\u011funlukta hissedemedi\u011fim i\u00e7in, yak\u0131n dostlar\u0131m bilir, ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn ka\u00e7 hafta \u00f6nce yazmaya niyetlendi\u011fim halde bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc yazamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Bug\u00fcn de bir\u015fey yaz\u0131yor de\u011filim ger\u00e7i. Niye yazamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yaz\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
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Ben, Gazze\u2019de ya\u015fanan bunca ac\u0131dan sonra, Gazze ad\u0131na umutluyum; \u0130srail i\u00e7in ise bunun bir devrin sonunu getirece\u011fini tahmin ediyorum. Peygamberler tarihinin g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi \u00fczere, mazlumun daire-i esbabda yapabilece\u011fi hi\u00e7bir \u015fey, s\u0131\u011f\u0131nabilece\u011fi hi\u00e7bir merci kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anda etti\u011fi duadan ve s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 adresten korkulur!<\/p>\n
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Her biri bir \u00e2lem kadar de\u011ferli binikiy\u00fcz insan\u0131n hayat\u0131na kasteden, binlerce insan\u0131 da v\u00fccudunda bir zul\u00fcm iziyle ya\u015famaya mecbur eden ve Gazzeli milyonun \u00fcst\u00fcnde insanla beraber yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde milyar\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131n m\u00fc\u2019minin ve milyarlarca merhametli insan\u0131n ruhunda darp izi b\u0131rakan Gazze sald\u0131r\u0131s\u0131 heng\u00e2m\u0131nda, s\u00f6z\u00fcmona \u2018b\u00fcy\u00fck siyaset\u2019ler i\u00e7inde \u00e2lemler Rabbinin kat\u0131nda birer \u00e2lem olarak kabul g\u00f6recek kadar de\u011ferli her bir insan hayat\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lanmas\u0131 yaralad\u0131 en \u00e7ok benim y\u00fcre\u011fimi…<\/p>\n
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Hayat\u0131n de\u011fil \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn y\u00fcceltildi\u011fi, ya\u015fatman\u0131n de\u011fil \u00f6ld\u00fcrmenin siyasetinin y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n tan\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmaktan utan\u00e7 duydum.<\/p>\n
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Kim hakl\u0131, kim haks\u0131z; \u0130srail niye \u00f6yle yapt\u0131, Hamas ba\u015fka ne yapabilirdi, inan\u0131n bunlara ili\u015fkin kafa yormaya asla giri\u015femeyecek kadar y\u00fcrek yorgunuyum.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00f6ylesi ak\u0131l y\u00fcr\u00fctmelerin, derin analizlerin, stratejik yorumlar\u0131n hi\u00e7biri, Gazze\u2019de binikiy\u00fcz can\u0131n haks\u0131z yere, ac\u0131mas\u0131zca, ars\u0131zca heder edildi\u011fi; insan\u0131n ve hayat\u0131n hi\u00e7e say\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 ger\u00e7e\u011finin yan\u0131nda, anlam\u0131n\u0131 yitiriyor.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn de\u011fil hayat\u0131n, \u00f6ld\u00fcrmenin de\u011fil ya\u015fatman\u0131n as\u0131l oldu\u011fu; \u00f6ld\u00fcrmenin de, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmenin de y\u00fcceltilmedi\u011fi bir d\u00fcnyada ya\u015famak istiyorum.<\/p>\n
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Filistin\u2019de insanlar var; bunu herkes bilsin istiyorum.<\/p>\n
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Filistin\u2019den \u00f6l\u00fcm haberleri de\u011fil, hayat haberleri duymak istiyorum.<\/p>\n
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Ve biliyorum ki, Filistin art\u0131k asla Filistin de\u011fildir. Filistinli \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 ya\u015fatamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z s\u00fcrece insanl\u0131k \u00f6lecek; Filistinli \u00e7ocuklar huzur i\u00e7inde g\u00fclemedi\u011fi s\u00fcrece insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fclemeyecektir…<\/p>\n
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20.01.2009 ARSIZ B\u0130R sald\u0131rganl\u0131\u011f\u0131n televizyon kameralar\u0131, bilgisayar ekranlar\u0131, gazete sayfalar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp karabasan gibi \u00fczerimize \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7 hafta boyu, garip bir kilitlenme ya\u015fad\u0131 parmaklar\u0131m. Filistin\u2019de olup bitenleri bir \u2018naklen yay\u0131n izleyicisi\u2019 olarak seyretmedim ger\u00e7i; zulme seyirci olmay\u0131, Gazze\u2019deki bombalama ve \u00f6ld\u00fcrme sahnelerini izlemeyi bir t\u00fcr \u2018su\u00e7 ortakl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019 gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in y\u00fcre\u011fim, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn mertebe, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[132],"class_list":["post-83258","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n