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SANIRIM, B\u0130R \u00f6z\u00fcr ve bir arz-\u0131 hal ile ba\u015flamam gerekiyor…<\/p>\n
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Kitaplar\u0131m bir liste halinde alt alta s\u0131raland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda veya mesel\u00e2 websitemizin yazarlar k\u0131sm\u0131nda ismim t\u0131klan\u0131p yaz\u0131lar\u0131n listesine bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, \u00e7oklar\u0131, benim \u00e7ok kolay yazan biri oldu\u011fumu san\u0131yorlar; ama i\u015fte g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi, ger\u00e7ek bu de\u011fil. <\/p>\n
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Yazmakla hemhal oldu\u011fum y\u0131llar\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7eyrek y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsa bile, zor yazan, yazmakta ziyadesiyle zorlanan biriyim ben. Her hal ve \u015fartta yazmak, benim yaz\u0131 defterimde yaz\u0131l\u0131 maddelerden biri de\u011fil. Bilakis, yazman\u0131n haline ve \u015fart\u0131na dair \u00f6nce k\u0131s\u0131tlamalar var ki i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyamda, akl\u0131ma, kalemime, ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131ma aktar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f onca yaz\u0131 notunun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ra\u011fmen bu k\u0131s\u0131tlamalar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden de\u011fil g\u00fcnlerce, aylarca bir yaz\u0131 yazamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bile oluyor. Ve kimi zaman, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m halde yay\u0131nlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m…<\/p>\n
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Aylard\u0131r birka\u00e7 yaz\u0131 yazabildim o y\u00fczden. O aylar i\u00e7inde zihnimde ka\u00e7 site yaz\u0131s\u0131, ka\u00e7 dergi say\u0131s\u0131, ka\u00e7 kitap dola\u015ft\u0131 durdu; ama zihinden kalbe, kalbden tu\u015flara akabilen, topu topu o birka\u00e7 yaz\u0131…<\/p>\n
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Bu y\u00fczden \u00f6z\u00fcr bor\u00e7luyum size. Aylarca, \u015fu sitenin ana sayfas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda, yenilenmemi\u015f yaz\u0131larla kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in. \u00d6z\u00fcr bor\u00e7luyum; ve mazeretimi beyan ediyorum: Yazmay\u0131 \u00e7ok de\u011ferli bir eylem biliyorum; Fudayl b. \u0130yaz\u2019\u0131n \u201cS\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc amelinden bil!\u201d uyar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 takip etti\u011fimde, yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n da \u2018yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u2019 aras\u0131nda yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ger\u00e7e\u011fine binaen, hele ki yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zla do\u011fruyu bire y\u00fcz, bire bin \u00e7o\u011faltma imk\u00e2n\u0131yla beraber yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131 da bire y\u00fcz, bire bin \u00e7o\u011faltma riskinin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na binaen, halet-i ruhiyemden emin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, do\u011fru bile yazsam yanl\u0131\u015f bir duygulan\u0131mla yazaca\u011f\u0131m endi\u015fesini ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m zamanlarda yazmamay\u0131, yahut sadece kendime yazmay\u0131 tercih ediyorum.<\/p>\n
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\u015eimdilik bu kadar…<\/p>\n
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Yar\u0131n taze bir yaz\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczere…<\/p>\n
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09.02.2009 SANIRIM, B\u0130R \u00f6z\u00fcr ve bir arz-\u0131 hal ile ba\u015flamam gerekiyor… Kitaplar\u0131m bir liste halinde alt alta s\u0131raland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda veya mesel\u00e2 websitemizin yazarlar k\u0131sm\u0131nda ismim t\u0131klan\u0131p yaz\u0131lar\u0131n listesine bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, \u00e7oklar\u0131, benim \u00e7ok kolay yazan biri oldu\u011fumu san\u0131yorlar; ama i\u015fte g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi, ger\u00e7ek bu de\u011fil. Yazmakla hemhal oldu\u011fum y\u0131llar\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7eyrek y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsa bile, zor yazan, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[132],"class_list":["post-83257","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"yoast_head":"\n